It had taken me a while to figure out how to get into his rooms. Normally, he would leave at 4 am to go to the training field located about a mile away. I would follow him to observe his daily routine, but never get close enough for him to sense something was anything wrong or odd going on. I hadn’t seen him close, and I hoped never to get close. He was a monster of a man, this Alpha named Aziel, roughly 6 foot 5 inches, with muscles that looked like he could stop a truck. Golden brown hair was a mess on his head, it appeared to be thick and would be fun to run my fingers though. Wait, I didn’t mean that. But I never got close enough to see his face.
After picking the lock to get into his room, I pulled my wind down so I would be able to look more carefully without disrupting anything.
“Well, hello.” I froze. My heart started to hammer against my chest when I heard that soft silky voice. It’s a sound I could listen to for hours. What? No. I snapped myself out of it and slowly turned from the door. He was sitting on the end of his bed. His massive form turned towards me. I could see now his pale blue eyes, the strong nose that looked as if it had been broken and reset many times, and a pair of nice full lips. “I could sense you following me around, but whenever I would look, no one was there. So, I decided to perform a little test.”
He went to stand, and I put my hand on the doorknob, ready to quickly unlock it, shift, and bolt. I would get away and retry this again when his guard was back down.
“Now, I wouldn’t do that if I were you. You see, there’s about twenty of my finest pack warriors surrounding the house. You wouldn’t make it far even if you managed to slip passed me.” He stood to his full height and took one step towards me. I weighed my options as he made the move to take another step. Run and possibly get captured? Or stay here and try and trick this massive brute into telling me where the ring is located?
I chose the latter, standing my ground as he came to stand in front of me. I refused to look up from my 5 foot 6 inch height all the way up to him. I’m sure I looked like a toddler standing next to a middle schooler.
“What oddly colored hair, I don’t believe I’ve ever seen white hair before on someone who appears to be so young. Look at me.” His voice had softened slightly and I was almost tempted to do as he said, instead I just stared at his chest and waited for his next move.
“If you’re not going to look at me I’m going to have to make you. Do you really want that?” I continued to stare ahead, not bothering to answer him back. Slowly his hand touched my chin, and sparks exploded everywhere his hand touched my face. He gasped. I tried to pull away, but his grip tightened. With one push of his hand, he had me looking straight into those baby blue eyes. And it hit. And the one word I dreaded hearing from the moment he touched me was said: "Mate.”
My hazel eyes widened in fear and shock. What was the Goddess playing at? Making my soulmate, the missing piece of my soul, this giant of a man. Not just a giant of a man, but not a fox, a freaking wolf? What is she playing at? There’s no way this man could be the other half of me.
“No.” I stated with all the fear and hope I could handle.
“No? Little one, I don’t think you are I have a choice in this. We are mates. And you might as well get use to the idea now.” He softly told me, he could tell I was panicking, but looking into his eyes, I could see he had no idea why. He had no idea what I am. What his ancestors did to mine. All the pain and suffering wolves have caused.
As I looked into his eyes, the early morning sun rays illuminated something hanging around his neck. It glittered in the light. Looking down I saw a chain and on that chain was none other than the amethyst ring I had been sent for. Looking back up into his eyes, I did the one thing I could think of. I lifted my knee quickly and slammed it straight into that sensitive spot between his legs. He dropped like a rock into a stream. While he was busy nursing the family jewels with tears in his eyes, I quickly grabbed the necklace from around his neck, unlocked the door, and bolted.
Looking down I can see my babies head coming out. Mother had called for a midwife. And it happened soon after. Aziel was taking it like a boss, still holding my hand through it all. Once the baby was out the midwife, Claire turned to him. “Alpha, would you like to do the honors?” She had already clamped the cord off.He looked green as he gave a mumbled “yes”. And cut the cord. I never thought to ask him if he was okay with this part of birth.“Momma, we need skin time.” Came Claire’s voice. I opened my arms up to the baby. She laid the baby on my chest. “Are you ready for the sex?” Aziel and I looked at her with bated breath. “Alpha and Luna, you have a healthy… (This pause wasn’t needed) girl!”I looked at Aziel first, would he hate me for giving him a daughter. All he did was rub her head lightly with a “Perfect” on his lips. I smiled at him and looked down at our little girl.“What should we name her?”“What names did you have picked out?”Side-eyeing him, I couldn’t remember but
The pain was steadily increasing as the time passed. But it still felt like I was a way out from getting this baby out of me. Aziel had called about an hour ago and said they landed, but I know it takes an hour to get from Dallas to us. They should be here any time now and I couldn’t wait to see Aziel’s face. Another hard contraction hit me, and I pulled my legs up to my chest, or at least what would be my chest if not for my stomach being in the way. Mother looked at me with concern. I think she was worried that this wasn’t moving as fast as she hoped, but it had only been four hours.We heard a loud knock from the front door. “I’ll be right back.” Mother said with a look at me. Walking out into the hallway, she cracked the door. I could hear her light footsteps fading away until they got to the front door. I heard her open in and a laugh.Kade’s voice reached me, his excited tone giving away how happy he was to be here. “Yeah. He’s been like that for a while now. Can’t figure out wh
I blocked the link. I don’t want him to know that I know about Liv. My heart and head are in turmoil. I feel like I can’t breathe as I hang up the phone without saying a word. He already moved on. It’s the only thought I can focus on. He already moved on. He didn’t really love me.Vix trying to talk to me but I push her out. I robotically turn to the door and walk out into the hallway. Moving slowly, I walk into the kitchen. Mother looks up from her book, putting it down she moves over to me, without saying a word, she wraps her arms around me. I can’t hold bad the tears anymore. The dam breaks in my mind and all the emotions come flooding out. Mother doesn’t ask any question; she just holds me as I fall apart.After what feels like forever of crying, I run out of tears. Looking into her vibrant green eyes, I see tears for the first time in a long time. “Want to tell me what happened?”Taking in a shaky breath, I tell her about how I called and Liv answering.“How do you know there wa
It had been a month since I came back. Nothing had changed within the Skulk. I had given my mother the ring and left her presence. I couldn’t find it in me to look her in the eyes. She knows what she has done to me. What I have given up for my people.Sighing, I look down at the pregnancy test. It had been over a month, and I still hadn’t had my period. Thinking back, I should have been smarter about this. I should have been on birth control, but who thinks they’ll meet their mate on a covert mission? Two lines slowly form on the test, and I feel the tears in my eyes. I can’t believe this is happening. Grabbing another test out of the box, I turn to the toilet. Just five more. Just five more then, I’ll be sure. There will be no debating it at that point.Looking down at the six pregnancy tests, I crumple into tears. Does the Goddess hate me for giving up my mate? For leaving? Should I go back?There’s a knock on the door. Wiping my eyes, I throw the tests into the trashcan. Wiping my
I had finally shifted bac when Vix got tired of running. Looking around, I found myself in the clearing with the pond. Walking over to it, I sat down on the edge letting my feet dangle in the water. I had no care for my naked state sitting there out in the open. The wind through the trees felt nice and I couldn’t hold back my raging thoughts anymore.I needed to get the ring. If only to stop the war that would happen. I war, I was afraid, my people wouldn’t win. But I had fallen in love with him. I wanted to be here now. Could I betray him like this? For the Skulk, I know I have to. Signing, I looked up at the clouds that were rolling in. It was going to be a nasty storm that hits. Hearing a branch break, I look behind me. Looking back, I see Dezz, Aziel’s wolf walking in through the trees, in a blink of the eye. There is Aziel, looking at me with concern in his eyes.Taking a deep breath, I stand. He looks as me like he’s asking for permission. Slightly nodding my head, he moves towa
I felt warm, but not overly warm. There is something hard, but comfortable underneath me. I feel like I’m floating on a cloud. But I came crashing back to earth when I realize I don’t have any clothes on. Shooting up out of bed, I run to the bathroom. Breathing heavily. Memories come back to me, and I turn a deep shade of red. Looking at myself in the mirror, I don’t look any different, but I feel so strange. Walking over to the shower I turn it on and hop in. The cold water feels good on my skin after a night of burning. Hearing a knock at the door, I turn to look at it and watch as Aziel walks in. Turning back to the water, I locate the shampoo and lather up my hair. Hearing the shower door open, I turn back around to look at Aziel. “Good morning.” “Good morning.” I turn up the heat to the shower and rinse my hair out. Moving out of the way, I grab a wash rag, wet it, and get the body wash. As I lather that up into a fine foam, I move around Aziel to stand next to the wall so he c