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Chapter 12

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I fidget with the hem of my simple, black sweatshirt as my body fills with nervous energy. I recite the little lie inside my mind countless times, hoping the repetition might, somehow will it to be true.

I check the arsenal of weaponry that I dutifully covered myself with as if they were nothing more than some beauty accessories, to make sure that everything is in order. I stare at my reflection in the rectangular mirror stuck in the inside of my closet that my parents recently purchased, as I tie my short hair in a ponytail.

The mark on the right side of my neck is red and swollen, still healing from the attack I commanded a few hours ago. Despite that, I look menacing all clad in black with a belt firmly placed in my waist, sustaining the knives. A dark thin strap connects the leather to a tiny pocket in my right leg where I placed my phone.

I lower the fabric until it covers the blades to avoid unwanted attention from outsiders and sigh in frustration when a lock of brown hair
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A/N: So, what did you think? Who was expecting Devin's outburst? I wasn't. And what about Ryan and the elite? Do you trust them? What are they really about? Quote: "I drink as if I'm trying to save the world from drowning, to get my memories so drunk, they might forget themselves by morning. But the trauma of daydreaming, the curse of muscle memory; my body keeps your secrets."~Sabrina Benaim Alright, guys, that's it. Until the next update. Stay safe. ~mortal_dreamer

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