Same Difference

 Prolog Clara I was once told;every season has a reason , nothing lasts forever ,the sun always follows the rain, and if things don't work out the way you want them to... They will work out the way the universe intended . If what I just said was true; why the hell am I in pain every time I go to sleep? Not physically though but emotionally. I try to forget the day I fought with Brent but I can't... The day burns at the back of my memory . Hell maybe I should just take him back and tell him ;let's give it another try .There has to be a perfect reasonable explanation for what we are going through... We can try again. We've put in far too many years to watch this go up in flames.  " Clara come on you are over reacting okay. Angie and I were drunk; I told her a number of times that she wasn't the one. I love you . We are married for love sake . I would rather take a stray b

ClaraI ran as fast as I could upstairs. When I finally made it I took a deep breath and took in the beautiful view. The city was lit . The teeming traffic looked like a swarm of fire flies going in two different directions, I don't know what it is about moving cars that is so calming in a bizarre way. The sea has the same effect on me . I took in a second deep breath and the icy cold air hit my nostrils; my throat felt like it was on fire. It was scratchy before but it was getting bad. Brent had told me before we took Andy in that I was coughing all night, he thought it was nothing . I had difficulty swallowing my coffee this morning but still it could be anything. I took another breath and ended up coughing ." That sounds pretty bad .While you're here get it checked before it gets worse. "A husky voice came out of nowhere ... I thought I was alone but I wasn't . He took off his blue scarf and wrapped it around my ne

 Brent I tried to get Clara to come around she wasn't budging. All I saw was her body in an unnatural state . She turned around but lost and lost her balance. Fell over the banister, and landed on the floor. Angela had accidentally knocked her over when she walked out the bathroom door . The moment I saw her fall was the moment I realized how much she has always meant to me. Everything that has happened and everything that we had been through flashed right before my eyes. I couldn't lose her. All I did was run after her. I shouldn't have worked her up or pushed her to tell me what she was keeping and why was Andy in on the secret. Angela was standing there looking scared that she might have done the unforgivable. I screamed my lungs out I screamed so loud for help and Angela ran out and called for assistance. In no time Timothy came through and called in another doctor. A minuet ago she

 Clara Love ,loss, passion , pleasure and pain. Five words that carry so much weight ... Physically , mentally and emotionally. I have yet to meet anyone who hasn't experienced what I just mentioned. The love I have for Brent is cosmic ,supernatural, and strong. It has endured loss ,passion, pleasure and pain in all forms . We are the ones who made through ... But we had to fight to get where we are. I've seen him break down as in completely lose it, cry in the middle of the night, soothed him when he had a nightmare,talked until he fell peacefully asleep and been there for him when he needed me. He had also done the same for me in more ways than one.We've seen each other through a lot. All I am is thankful for him and our son. There were moments in my life when I felt the five words I just mentioned... Love is all around us;

8Clara  When I told Brent the news , he didn't seem okay . He gave me a look I hadn't seen in a while... I remember the look very well . I had seen it when we talked about his sister Laura and his parents. The day Andrea passed away and the day he almost lost Andrew and me... " Honey bee , What's with that look?"  He swallowed hard and held back tears. He raked his lush brown locks, held my hand and looked back at me. "What look sugar?" "You are not a Rosanerri... "He chuckled. " Na ah ... But I'm a Carlyle . I'm just happy to be able to look into your eyes again . I just realized I wasn't there when you woke up and got transfered. I was busy having breakfast at the canteen a full breakfast so don't...Some of the old staff asked me if I was coming back. " "It wouldn't be a bad thing. Besides . You were go