Chapter 38

The answer made my heart squeeze painfully. But that didn't mean that I don't like him now. Because I do. I really do.

"That's what I thought" he said when I didn't reply.

"No Ryu it's not true" I quickly said. "Sure I don't think I would have ever thought of us together but that doesn't mean that I don't like you now. We didn't start off as friends. In fact, you made it clear that you didn't like me but things are different now"

"Yes. I agree that things are different" he said. "Despite how we didn't like each other at first, we ended up doing things and I won't lie to you Aito, being intimate with you is special to me and that's the more reason why I can't be with you. As I've said earlier, I won't be your experiment. I won't let you use me then dump me after you've had your fun like you did to Sara. I won't be your sex toy. I'll admit that I like you a lot Aito. A fucking lot but that doesn't mean I'll whore myself out to you. I don't want just your body. I want you entirely. Your