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32: Sharing Grief

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JENNA

I took a shower and hid in my room. It pained me to admit but the thought of Jason in my home, in my sanctuary definitely altered my brain chemistry. I had no idea how I was going to deal with him. So I chose the easy way out and hid in my room.

Julia informed me they were all settled in.

I couldnโ€™t let him book a hotel room for the guys and himself, from what I understood by his statement.

We donโ€™t know how long they are staying for. Though I am praying it wouldnโ€™t be long.

I wanted him gone because his presence was messing me up. I couldnโ€™t wait to go back to my old life. So the earlier the better.

And weโ€™ll work faster by staying in the house to gather. It was big enough that theyโ€™ll be comfortable and Iโ€™ll not feel like they were intruding in my space.

My main problem was him, and hopefully with the guys, I didnโ€™t have to worry about running into him most of the day.

My room was on the second floor, along with the nursery.

When the triplets were younger. We stayed in the roo
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  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 33: Thoughtfulness

    JASONThe doorbell rings, causing Jenna to get up and go open it herself.We were sitting together, both lost in our thoughts. After breakfast, the guys said they wanted to go into town for sightseeing but I chose to stay back. I couldn't tell you why.Iโ€™ve learnt more things about her since last night that we arrived. She had a cook, a cleaner and a driver. All of them donโ€™t live in the house with her, which made me wonder how she managed when the kids were still here.She seemed okay. She made sure the guys felt like they were at home.She has known most of them all her life.I didnโ€™t know if that treated her the way the rest of the pack did. She didnโ€™t look like she held anything against them. She was nice and hospitable, and did everything to make sure they felt comfortable.When she came back, there were two women by her side, a man and two little boys. I wasnโ€™t prepared for the onslaught of emotions I felt when the boys got close.They watched me from a distance, not sure if the

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  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 34: Not Hers

    JASONโ€œI was very close to sending out a search party for you.โ€Was the first thing said when I picked up the call. I decided I couldnโ€™t avoid her forever. And if I wanted her to understand this, then the best thing wouldnโ€™t be to ignore her.I should give her no reasons to think she has to worry.When in truth, you know you donโ€™t like her even a little bit. Youโ€™re going to ruin more lives and save none.I shook my head, focusing on what Iโ€™m currently doing. Answering the call of my fiancรฉ, the same fiancรฉ Iโ€™ve been ghosting for the past few days.I assured her that everything was fine and I was fine.โ€œIโ€™ve gone out of town for a little emergency,โ€I heard silence on the other end. It made me think she didnโ€™t hear so I repeated myself.โ€œNo, I heard you the first time.โ€ She goes quiet again. โ€œIโ€™m just surprised youโ€™re just telling me.โ€My forehead creased. I ignored the voice in my head telling me I owed her no explanation. Even if I didnโ€™t, it is common courtesy to tell her something

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-03
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 35: Distraction

    JENNAI had no idea how just speaking with Jason started to make me feel things I havenโ€™t felt in years.I couldnโ€™t force myself to bring my hands down. Somehow feeling insecure of how I looked.I wasnโ€™t as I used to be. Even if I hadnโ€™t gained much weight after birth. My body was different. Nothing like how I was when we were teenagers.Of course, I was different. Iโ€™m twenty five and I had kids.Why was I even thinking of how I looked? Jason isnโ€™t going to see me that way ever again.He is engaged to be married. And Iโ€™m focused on my business and kids.Telling myself that definitely didnโ€™t stop the flood of warmth I was feeling everywhere. Or the tingle in my core.I had almost forgotten that part of my body existed for something beyond the basic functions.One day with Jason, and it was already remembering other things it shouldnโ€™t. He should be the last man I should find interest in.My wolf doesnโ€™t contribute to that argument, which I donโ€™t blame her for. While he gutted her with

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-03
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 36: Best Distraction

    JENNAThe sheriff visited and he and Jason spoke. He told him of the progress they have madeโ€”which isnโ€™t much. Jason made it clear he was ready to do whatever to get the kids back.I know it is the barest minimum but it still made me feel butterflies. I was glad he isnโ€™t letting whatever is happening between us get in the way of him doing the right thing.โ€œWe have it handled, you can go.โ€I looked up at Jason a little surprised. I didnโ€™t even hear him enter. Last I heard, he was in a meeting with someone Iโ€™m not sure I know.โ€œHoly cow. Thatโ€™s your baby daddy?โ€ Claireโ€™s surprised gasp reminds me of her presence and what we were discussing.โ€œIโ€™m Jason, nice to meet you.โ€ Jason stretched his hand out for her to shake.She jumps up from the seat, almost tipping the glass of water sheโ€™d been drinking. She grasped his hands with enthusiasm, smiling widely.I rolled my eyes, looking away from them.โ€œAnd I am Claire. The pleasure is all mine, handsome.โ€ She says in a flirty voice.I knew she

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-04
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 37: A Walk

    JASONI donโ€™t know what I was thinking when I invited Jenna to come out for a walk with me. She shocked me even more by saying yes.โ€œGive me a second to wear something else.โ€ She pointed to the baggy shirt sheโ€™d been wearing.I swallowed thickly, seeing the outline of her tits from the light material. She doesnโ€™t like wearing bras at home. One of the things Iโ€™ve noticed hasn't changed about her.I could remember our childhood days, where she would rather wear sports bras. And that too it's only when weโ€™re training.I stood on the foyer until she appeared. Now wearing a bra, thankfully and track pants. I wasnโ€™t sure I would be able to keep my eyes off her when we were outside.My wolf might grow possessive and hit someone if they dared look at her.No matter how much I told him she wasnโ€™t ours. He found that hard to understand. If anything, he started fighting me for control.Her changing was the best.โ€œThis place is nice.โ€ I commented a moment later.Weโ€™ve been walking for a while now

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-04
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 38: Bigger Enemy

    JENNAMy heart thunders in my chest, matching the erratic beat of Jasonโ€™s. His hold is tight against me but he doesnโ€™t move. I mirror the stillness of his body. Hating that I notice just how perfectly our bodies fit against each other.Even in this awkward position. It wasnโ€™t hard to miss.I felt Jason grow rigid but he doesnโ€™t move, he doesnโ€™t release me either.Iโ€™m not seeing anything that is happening but someone was walking towards us. Maybe two people from the sound of multiple footsteps.โ€œDid you get her?โ€ A whispered voice asks.โ€œBoth of them.โ€I didnโ€™t know what they were talking about, but Iโ€™m guessing it is the reason Jason started feeling dizzy. They didnโ€™t touch me though.God, I hope he is better now. I donโ€™t think I can fight off two men, especially if they are wolves.โ€œWhat should we do now?โ€ The second voice asks this time.They are standing over us. Their shadow looms over us, making the place dark as they were hiding us from the setting sun.โ€œTake them I guess. What

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-05
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 39: Mind Leads

    JASONI knew the sheriff was only doing his job. But he still annoyed the fuck out of me. And he was driving slow as hell. To make matters worse.Jenna didnโ€™t seem as pissed as I did. Which is a good thing at least. I didnโ€™t want her worrying about this. And thankfully, they didnโ€™t hit her with whatever they did to me.Iโ€™ll need to go to the doctor and make sure it wasnโ€™t anything dangerous. There are a few drugs that could cause real damage to wolves. And right now, we couldnโ€™t handle any type of weakness or errors.We gave our statements and he assured us that heโ€™ll keep in touch and let us know whatever they find out. Jenna thanked him when he offered to drive us home. Saying weโ€™ll catch a cab. I didnโ€™t know why she said that but I didn't ask either. Trusting she knew what she was doing.We walked out of the station side my side. The more my hand brushed hers, the more I felt the need to take her hand in mine and just hold it close to me. Not knowing how sheโ€™ll react to that made m

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-05
  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 40: Mistake

    JENNAThe kiss starts out slow, almost innocent, just his lips moving against mine.Between that and me wanting to tell him this was wrong. I didnโ€™t know how it progressed and I found myself sitting on his thighs, straddling him, with his hands down my shirt. Squeezing my boobs and me dry humping him.Our hands were everywhere. Like we couldnโ€™t get enough of each other.Years worth of frustration, at least on my part, was released and I wanted him everywhere. The more he gave, the more I wanted.He lets out a deep groan, his hand tightening on my waist as he drags me along his hard dick. I threw my head back, letting out a soft moan.It felt good. So good. Too good.I didnโ€™t remember it being like his seven years ago.โ€œJenna,โ€ Jason grinds out. โ€œFuck, Jenna. I neeโ€”โ€œI feel his hand tremble against my thigh as he tightens his hold.I had no idea what he was trying to say, his broken words made as much sense as the weather forecast did to me. I couldnโ€™t understand.โ€œGod, I hate to do th

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2023-12-07

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  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย Epilogue

    JENNA If someone told me I would be marrying Jason, before I ever told him I loved him. I would have laughed in their face. But I did. I walked down the aisle. In the dress of my dreams if I ever had one and my babies were there. They were the best thing to ever happen to me in the world. They were already warming up to their father. Especially Nina. There was no surprise there as we all knew she would be a daddyโ€™s girl. She has refused to leave her dadโ€™s side. Ryan has stuck to mine. And Kai being the most carefree was already running around. Getting everyone in the pack to fall in love with him. Liz was taken away, along with her father. They were locked in the dungeon until their trial with the werewolf council. They were facing charges of attempted murder and kidnapping. And many other things Jason assured will be found. Alpha Zade mentioned how the council had been trying to get some dirt on Lizโ€™s father. He was manipulative and a terrible person. But he also knew how to ti

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 190: Forever And Always

    JASONI underestimated Lizโ€™s level of craziness. When my phone rang and I saw it was an unknown number, I knew instantly it was her. So I picked.The last thing I expected her to ask for was for me to marry her in exchange for Jenna and my kidsโ€™ freedom.Oh, and she isnโ€™t stupid so Iโ€™ll have to sign an agreement to waive my rights as their father. She was also adding a no divorce clause.I was eerily calm for some reason.Maybe it was stemming from the fact that I knew I had multiple teams waiting outside of that warehouse. Ready to put her down. I assume she was there with the kids and Jenna too. Just to be safe. Alpha Zade said to hold out till we were sure they were inside.Weโ€™ll get them to safety first so there are no mishaps.Aiden was with me. Throughout. With Zeke unreachable as of now.I pretended I was giving into her demands. She had to be here for us to be wed. She wanted the mating ceremony to happen right now too. Because according to her, she wasnโ€™t going to take chance

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 189: Ultimatum

    JENNAIโ€™ll never forget this year in my life.I woke up in the trunk of a car. My hands were bound and tied to my legs and there was a tape over my mouth. Let me not mention the banging in my head.It was like my skull was being hit with a sledgehammer over and over again.A moan rips from my chest but it came out muffled thanks to the tape. I tried moving my legs and hitting the back of the car to gain the attention of whoever was driving.I couldnโ€™t tell if they didnโ€™t hear me or they just chose to ignore me. Seeing the state I was in, I would go with the latter.The drive goes on for a long time. I felt like I was going to die because of how tightly closed this place was and the position I was in was horrible. I would have been fine if they just tied me but kept me in the seat with them.When the car stopped, my heart raced. Both with anticipation of the air I would breathe and worry. Because I have seen just how crazy Liz is. Lord knows how crazier she can get. And weโ€™re probably

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 188: True Truth

    JASONAiden bursting into my office saved Lizโ€™s father from my wrath. If it wasnโ€™t for him, I definitely wouldnโ€™t have hesitated to choke the man to death.โ€œAlpha,โ€ he was breathing heavily, looking like he ran a marathon.โ€œWhat?!โ€ I growled the question out. Pissed off at everyone and everything.And the damned old man has still refused to speak. He was clearly protecting someone. I just didnโ€™t know if it was Liz. But she was his only daughter. So it had to be her.She had never given the indication that she knew about Jenna and the kids. I only recently found out myself and seeing as it was after they were kidnapped. Iโ€™d say they found out before me.But how?Jenna was rarely mentioned around the pack. Most of the pope that knew her have left the pack. Now in neighboring packs with their mates. And the younger pack members didnโ€™t know her. Maybe just from stories or here and there.Then their parents. They were the ones that were always with mum when she spoke about Jenna. And after

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 187: Lots Of Crazy

    JENNAIโ€™m woken by the sound of something hitting the wall. A thudding I couldnโ€™t exactly explain.When my eyes first opened, I blinked multiple times and tried to remember where I was and my name. Because the first thing that came to my head was Nana knocking on the door.It didnโ€™t make any sense, seeing as my house had a doorbell. And I had a live-in maid because of the kids. So she would have gotten the door.I was in Jasonโ€™s bedroom. And that was all I needed for my memories to come back.Not that it explained the sound I was hearing. I stretched on the bed, raising my hands high above my head.โ€œSleeping in his clothes, on his bed. The bed he never let me sleep on!โ€ I turned sharply to the direction I heard the voice.Like a psychopath, or some other kind of crazy person. Liz sat at the dresser, her eyes locked on me and her hands pounding on the vanity table.That was the source of the sound I kept hearing. Well, I guess that mystery is solved.โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€ I asked,

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 186: Calling It Off

    JASONJenna ended up falling asleep after our conversation. She was tired from the dayโ€™s activities.Even though I had Zekeโ€™s new weird behavior. In my mind, I would be lying if I said I wasnโ€™t more focused on what we spoke about.I was about to confess my love to her. To directly tell her that I loved her and I wanted to spend all of eternity with her. Or as long as we had to leave. Though I was disappointed she didnโ€™t let me say it. I later realized it was better that way.I wouldnโ€™t have the engagement hanging over my head when I thought of being with her. Iโ€™m going to officially call it off in a few minutes.Now, when I finally tell her, there isn't going to be anything on my conscience. Itโ€™ll just be me, her and the kids.Kristina met up with me when I was going down the stairs. It just reminded me of the note I made to myself about talking to her.You could clearly see the effect the whole mate thing with Zeke had on her. And I didnโ€™t for one second believe that it was all norma

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 186: We Wait

    JENNASeeing Amaya had to be the most shocking thing. Out of all the things going on. That was not in my game card. I didnโ€™t even know what to think.All of this didnโ€™t make any sense. And the look in Zekeโ€™s eyes. You could very easily tell something was wrong. Majorly wrong.But since weโ€™re not going to show her weโ€™re on to her. I buried the surprise deep down in my heart and offered her a kind smile. Or what I hoped looked like one.โ€œHey, what a pleasant surprise?โ€ I moved and pulled her into a hug.There was no reason to be mean to her outright. She had been nice to us while we stayed at that resort. The best thing to do is carry on with the way we left off.I felt her visibly relaxed against me. I could almost feel Kristinaโ€™s pain radiating off of her in waves. And I mentally apologized to her for doing this. But it is for the greater good.I make sure to mention how great Amaya was to us and how we couldnโ€™t repay her for being kind.โ€œThere's so much we have to talk about,โ€ I told

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 184: Surprise

    JASONJennaโ€™s words pierced a part of my heart. I know the situation was horrible but I couldnโ€™t help the joy I felt at that.She loved me.That was all I heard in her words. But to be fair, she never said she stopped or she no longer did. She always spoke about how she couldnโ€™t. Not she wouldnโ€™t.And if my engagement is the only thing standing in the way of us being together? Then Iโ€™ll get rid of it and remove that obstacle.Iโ€™m not going to stand back and watch myself losing her when there is a simple way for us to get what we want. For us to get her!Rex was on board with that. And the excitement of getting her back made me feel much stronger. He was ready to rain hell on whoever was there.Weโ€™re getting our kids back, and Iโ€™m not waiting another second for it.Watching Jennaโ€™s tear filled eyes, I didnโ€™t know when I pulled her face close to mine and joined our lips.I waited for her to push me away but instead, she kissed me back with equal frenzy.The rest of the world disappeared

  • Saving The Alpha's Tripletsย ย ย 183: Leave

    JENNAAlpha Zade offered to give us his helicopter to cut our trip short. Jason still wasnโ€™t able to reach anyone in the pack and you could tell how we panicked more.With no idea who it could be that was at the house, and what they knew. It felt like the worst thing ever.The scariest part had been knowing someone that was very close to us was involved in this.โ€œWeโ€™ll keep in touch, and if thereโ€™s anything you need, please do not hesitate to call.โ€ Alpha Zade had assured us before we left.Jason only made one request.โ€œCan you keep track of the phone and update us?โ€The man who had brought the news, Iโ€™m guessing he is their tech genius, nodded.โ€œSure alpha,โ€ he said. โ€œIโ€™ll update you about the current location every hour.โ€That was good enough for us.I was silent throughout. From the drive to the flight to the drive again.My mind was completely blank. I was shaking with fear but I seemed fine outwards. I thought I was going crazy, so much that I was staring at my hands to see if th

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