Zahra's POV
I look up and I’m momentarily blinded by the sheer perfection of the face in front of me. Seriously, how does one human manage to have chocolate-brown eyes that look like they could make a girl forget her own name? And the rest of him; straight nose, chiselled jaw, perfect eyebrows (like, are those real?!) and lips that seem designed for kissing; just makes it worse. Focus, Zahra, focus!
It’s Sebastian Blackwood, fuck, future Alpha of the Silver Dawn Pack. And here he is, talking to me. My brain, however, appears to have taken a fucking nap. I can’t seem to form a coherent thought, much less a sentence.
I glance around and realize several people are staring at us with their jaws practically on the floor. Great, now I’m the centre of attention, and not in the way I’d hoped. I look back at Sebastian, still mute, waiting for someone to yell, “Gotcha!”
“Errm, I’m Sebastian Blackwood,” he says, extending his hand.
“I, I, it’s, nice to meet you,” I manage to stammer. Brilliant, Zahra, now you’re not only incoherent but also a poster child for awkwardness.
“May I sit down?”
“What?” I’m having a full-on internal meltdown. “Oh,” “cough” “yeah, feel free.” FML!
Sebastian slides into the seat across from me, his smile so disarming that for a moment, I forget about the sad excuse for food on my tray. “Hey, Zahra. I’ve noticed you in a few of my classes lately. You’re quite the standout.”
I blink, caught off guard. “Really? I didn’t realize I was under surveillance.”
He laughs, and it’s the kind of laugh that’s warm, easy, and thoroughly distracting. “Oh, absolutely. I was in your advanced math class this morning and heard that question you threw at Mr. Varner. Pretty impressive. I didn’t understand a single word, but it sounded smart.” His smile widens, and for some reason, it feels like the cafeteria got a little brighter.
I can’t help but feel a small spark of pride, though I try to keep it cool. My face, however, has other ideas, and I can feel the heat creeping up my neck. Unsure of how to respond, I settle for a small smile in return.
Sebastian leans in slightly, his curiosity evident. “Did I also see you at training this morning? I’m pretty interested in your pack’s methods. They’re so much more advanced than ours. My uncle and I came to watch because we’re trying to convince my dad to adopt some of them for our pack.
Okay, let’s break this down. Sebastian’s dad, Alpha Andrew, is the younger brother of our Alpha Lucas. While Blood Moon is practically legendary for producing some of the toughest fighters in the kingdom, Silver Dawn… let’s just say they’re known for their Alpha’s business acumen, not their warriors. Alpha Andrew has his claws in all sorts of profitable ventures in both the werewolf and human worlds, so their pack is rolling in it.
Their warriors, though? Yeah, not exactly terrifying. But lucky for them, our packs are allied, so Blood Moon warriors help cover their tails when needed.
And now here’s Sebastian, apparently trying to overhaul their entire training system. I can already picture Alpha Lucas practically drooling at the opportunity to show off Blood Moon’s “secret recipe” for producing elite fighters.
“Oh, really?” I say, my curiosity piqued. “Well, our training is definitely intense. We focus a lot on not just physical strength but also strategic thinking and adaptability.”
“Exactly,” he says, nodding. “That’s what I’ve heard. I’d love to get your take on how your pack as a whole, copes with the training regime, introducing something new can be a tough sell, right? I want to make sure it’s not an unrealistic expectation”
I nod, understanding his concern. “It can be. People in our pack are used to certain methods, and changes can be met with resistance. It’s all about showing the benefits and getting buy-in from key members. If they see the value and the improvements, they’re more likely to accept the change.”
Sebastian’s eyes light up with genuine interest. “That’s really insightful. I’ve been trying to figure out how to make these changes more palatable for our pack. Maybe we could discuss this more in detail sometime?”
“Sure,” I say, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness. “I’d be happy to help with that. Maybe we can find a way to bridge the gap between our training methods.”
He gives me a dazzling smile, and I find myself smiling back despite my nervousness. “Awesome. I’ll definitely take you up on that. But for now, I need to grab my Beta Max for something. It’s been great talking to you, Zahra.”
“Yeah, definitely,” I manage to say. “See you around, Sebastian.”
As he walks away, I’m left with a mix of excitement and disbelief. I might have survived that conversation without embarrassing myself too much, and it looks like there might be a chance to make a real impact on how their pack trains. And if Sebastian’s attention is any indication, this might be the start of something interesting.
I smile to myself as Sienna flops down beside me, and Abby practically launches herself into the seat Sebastian just vacated.
“OMG, girl, WHAT WAS THAT?!” Abby whisper-yells at me, grinning like a lunatic.
“I don’t really know,” I say, shrugging. “He just asked if he could sit down and then talked about something I asked in math this morning and our training program.”
“Oh no, that was waaaay more than that. Sebastian Blackwood was flirting with you!”
“Don’t be stupid, no he wasn’t,” I scoff. “He just wanted to ask about implementing our training at Silver Dawn and how it would be received among the pack, that’s all.”
“How are you so clever but can’t see when a boy is flirting with you? He was smiling more than I’ve ever seen him smile, leaning toward you, his body language was very flirty, and he approached you. If he wanted to know about training, he would have asked his uncle or Delta Greg or even any of the future leaders.”
“I told you; he likes you!!”
I roll my eyes at Abby’s last comment and, trying to hide my blush, continue with my lunch.
“Anyway, happy birthday! You still up for heading over to the Diner after school to celebrate with birthday burgers?”
“erm…I have training.”
“Listen, Zahra, you have to let loose sometime. You can afford to miss one session this week, and I know you’re always ahead of your So, no more excuses.”
Sienna had a point. I could afford to miss tonight’s training. If I wasn’t going to be at home, and actually go out for a change, I could avoid my dad at the diner just as effectively as at training.
“Okay, I’m in.”
“Yay!” They both squealed and hugged me.
I glanced up after being nearly squashed to death by my best friends and spotted my brother and his friends over Abby’s shoulder. Future Alpha Alexander, future Gamma Oscar, and future Delta Eliot were sitting with Kelly, Rosa, Sabrina, and a couple of other groupies. The girls were all flicking their hair, giggling, and batting their eyelashes like demented chickens or something, while the boys were all staring over at us. My brother had a frown on his face.
Oh good! I must have appeared too happy. Like Dad, he obviously hates my joy as well. I roll my eyes at him and return to my lunch.
The rest of the day was a whirlwind of lessons. I did notice Oscar and Eliot turning in their chairs when I entered Biology, but I ignored them as usual and headed for my bench at the back. I didn’t have a lab partner, but I preferred it that way, no one to babysit through group projects to maintain my excellent grades.
I felt eyes on me intermittently throughout Mrs. Webster's lecture on molecular biology, but I kept my focus on the projector screen, pretending I was too engrossed to care. When the bell rang, I dashed off to grab my things and meet Sienna and Abby at my locker.
Xander's POVAfter the farce of a meeting wraps up, I find myself escaping to the small garden behind the pack office, instinctively heading for the serenity of the forest's edge Eliot and Oscar, apparently just as eager for respite, follow close behind. The warm spring air mixed with the earthy scent of the trees gradually diffuses the anger boiling inside me, soothing the residual tension from the conference room.I drop to the ground, sprawling on my back to stare up at the canopy overhead, and both Eliot and Oscar do the same, flanking me on either side.“Fuck” Eliot is always so eloquent."I can't believe we're still living in the dark ages," Oscar adds, his tone as bewildered as I feel.Words fail me; my own anger and frustration are too profound for simple expressions.Just then, a familiar scent drifts toward us on the breeze, prompting us to look up. Zach is ambling over, his approach pulling us momentarily from our thoughts.Zach appears, still pale, his face etched with fat
Zach's POVThe sound of the front door slamming wakes me up. Dad is off to work, and the noise is enough to stir me from sleep. I groan, stretching and pushing off the covers. Next to me, Bethany, last night's party conquest, is still out cold. I nudge her awake, smirking as she blinks groggily at me."Time to go," I say, not unkindly but with clear dismissal.She pouts but gets up, gathers her things, and leaves. I barely notice her departure as I jump into the shower, letting the warm water wash away the remnants of last night’s indulgences. By the time I’m dressed, breakfast is ready, laid out by Helen, our Omega housekeeper. She keeps an eye on me and my sister.I never see Zahra in the mornings. I assume she’s still in bed. Honestly, I haven’t given her much thought lately. We used to be close, but that changed when I turned 14 and started my future Beta training. Since then, my world revolves around training, partying, and girls. I shovel down the eggs, bacon, and hashbrowns, wa
Xander's POVWe trudge into the pack office, each step heavy. Dad nods and offers a fleeting smile to Vanessa, the middle-aged receptionist who greets us with a chipper, "Good afternoon!" Her cheer feels out of place, and I can’t muster the energy to respond. As we enter, Oscar and Eliot branch off toward their fathers' offices on the third floor, while Dad and I continue to his office on the top floor.Exhausted, I sink into the plush chair in front of Dad's mahogany desk, my mind swirling with emotions. The thought of starting my transition into a more active role in the pack feels overwhelming. I’m not sure I’m ready for this yet.Dad takes his place behind the desk and rests his head in his hands, his posture mirroring the weight I feel pressing down on me. It’s oddly comforting to know I’m not alone in my turmoil. We sit in heavy silence, lost in our thoughts, until the abrupt buzz of Dad’s phone on the desk jolts us back to reality.Dad glances at his phone, his expression softe
Xander's POVThe light streaming through the hospital window seemed to mock the gravity of the moment, casting a too-bright glow over Zahra’s hospital room. I find myself unable to look directly at her; the bruises marring her beautiful face are tinged with green, and her normally captivating blue eyes are hidden behind swollen darkness. Her golden hair, braided neatly to one side, beckons my fingers to feel its softness. An overwhelming urge to wrap her in my arms and shield her from the world surges through me. I'm tempted to sit on my hands to quell these inappropriate thoughts. Atlas stirs restlessly in my mind, echoing my protective instincts, 'I will protect her with my life, Xander. I need to know she’s safe now.' She’s part of our family now, and that bond pulls at me with an irresistible force. As these thoughts swirl, Max’s blinding smile flashes through my mind; confusing and distracting. I don’t understand what happened when he was here, and I can’t afford the mental space
Zahra's POVLuna Alison tiptoes out, ostensibly for a quick trip to the bathroom. That leaves me alone with Zach, looking as if he's wrestling with his own shadow. "Do you think you’d want to leave?" he asks, his voice laced with concern.I sigh, a move I instantly regret as pain lances through my back and ribs. "Honestly, I've spent years dreaming of getting away. But now that he’s gone, I'm not sure I still want to escape." Zach absorbs this, nodding slowly. "I have my duties here, to the pack and to Xander. I can't leave... but if it’s what you need, I'll support you." He pauses, clearly torn. "But, I’d really miss you. I want to be there for you—make sure you're okay." His eyes are earnest, almost pleading. "It’s your call, though. I’ll back you either way."I muster a small smile. This is new—considering someone else’s feelings about my decisions. It’s...weird. My thoughts are interrupted by the sound of clattering from the bathroom. Alison returns, mercifully distracting us with
Zahra's POVI'm gently tugged back toward consciousness. The soft cloud hardens into the unmistakable feel of a hospital bed. I sense a presence in my mind, its so new and confusing, and I start to worry, ‘hey Zahra, don’t worry, its only me!’ Zanthe's voice is warm and grounding. I have a wolf! 'Zanthe, was that real? Did we really meet the Moon Goddess?' I ask, still half-convinced it was all a dream. 'It was real. I was there with you I’ve been with you since you were born, I’ve just been deep in your mind, but I’ve seen everything you have been through,' Zanthe confirms, her voice is steady and warm in my mind, a grounding force amid the chaos.'Everything? Even...' I hesitate, not ready to revisit the attack.‘Yes, even then. I was awake when you couldn’t be. Greg found us, got us to safety. He’s why we’re here, in the hospital.’ As reality begins to sharpen around the edges of my dream-like state, the sterile beep of monitors intrudes on my thoughts. As my senses begin to retu