LOGINMy mate, Noah, chose another woman while I was bleeding out with his unborn child. By the time he realized the truth, I was already gone. Sold to Alpha Mordecai — the Kingslayer feared across the north. They call him a monster. A ruthless madman drenched in blood. I should fear him, right? But what I fear is how easily he affects me. Because while Noah is desperate to get me back… Mordecai has no intention of letting me go.
View More“Congratulations, Willow. You’re pregnant.”
Hearing those words from the healer caused a wide smile to spread across my face.
I sat there for a moment, just staring at the healer. My hands were trembling from the excitement. I pressed them against my thighs so she wouldn’t notice.
“Are you alright?” Healer Maren asked, watching me carefully.
“Yes.” I nodded quickly. “Yes, I’m fine. I’m — yes.”
She smiled at me softly. “You’re about six weeks along. It’s still early. You’ll need to come back in two weeks so I can monitor the pup’s growth properly.” She began writing something in her record book. “Are you currently under any unusual stress? Your heartbeat was a little elevated when you came in.”
I almost laughed. What kind of question was that?
Unusual stress. I was a wolfless omega living in an alpha’s house, surviving on the little scraps I could get from them, while working tirelessly. Stress was like the air I breathed.
“I’m fine,” I said again.
For the past few days, my body had felt strange. I had been tired and dizzy constantly. I had nearly collapsed while carrying laundry from the upper floor of the alpha quarters this morning.
I thought I was sick.
But this was good.
NOAH was going to be so happy.
My smile widened at the thought of HIM.
The healer rose from her seat and walked toward a shelf filled with herbs and small bottles. “You must avoid stress as much as possible,” she said while preparing something. “And eat properly. Your body is already weak enough.”
I nodded quickly, though I barely heard half of what she was saying.
All I could think about was Noah.
How would I tell him?
Would he smile first or just stare at me in shock?
Maybe he would lift me off the ground the way he sometimes did when he got excited.
The thought alone made warmth spread through my chest.
The healer handed me a small pouch. “Herbs. Boil them before sleeping.”
“Thank you,” I said softly, clutching the pouch carefully.
She studied me for a second before sighing. “Does the father know?”
Heat rushed to my cheeks immediately.
“N-no.”
“You should tell him soon.”
“I will,” I whispered.
Because Noah loved me.
Even if our relationship had to stay hidden and everyone else looked down on me.
Noah always told me none of that mattered.
I still remember the first time he kissed me.
“You matter to me, Willow.” He had whispered softly.
My chest tightened at the memory.
Maybe now… maybe this child would finally mean I mattered for real.
Excitement still buzzed through me as I walked out the door.
I could barely stop smiling.
Goddess.
I was really pregnant
I pressed my hand against my stomach, right there in the hallway, not even caring if anyone walked past and saw me. Noah’s baby had been growing quietly inside me for six weeks and I hadn’t known.
I thought about his face when I told him. The way his eyes would go wide first, then soften—that rare softness he only ever showed when it was just the two of us, when there were no other wolves around to see the future alpha of the Pinecrest Pack looking at a wolfless omega like she was something more.
He would be happy. I was sure of it.
We had been careful, always careful, hiding what we were to each other because the pack couldn’t know. I understood that. I had always understood that. But a child changed things. A fated mate’s child changed everything.
This was it. This was the thing that would finally make him realize that we needed to become public.
I was already planning what I would say when I spotted him.
Noah was at the other end of the hallway, near one of the private consultation rooms. His back was facing me, but I would recognize those broad shoulders and brown hair anywhere.
I started to raise my hand.
Then I saw who he was with.
Stacey.
Stacey Holt. The gamma’s daughter. The girl who had made it her personal mission to make my life a living hell every chance she got. The worst of all the bullies I had in this pack.
I stopped walking.
Noah hated Stacey. He had told me that himself. ‘She’s so fake,’ he had said several times. ‘Nothing like you.’ I had believed him.
So what was he doing here with her?
‘It was probably nothing.’ I told myself that as I watched him lean slightly toward her to say something low, and she tilted her head back and laughed, her red hair shining as always.
My feet moved before I could think.
I followed them.
I kept enough distance so that they couldn’t notice me, and when they entered into one of the private rooms, I stood just outside it.
I don’t know what I expected. Maybe I thought I would see something that made sense.
The door wasn’t fully closed, so I could hear and see everything.
“Congratulations. She’s about eight weeks along.”
Confusion moved through me slowly as I furrowed my brows. Why was Noah in there for Stacey’s consultation? Why would he — what would he —
They were seated side by side on the clinic bed.
And they were holding hands.
Noah’s thumb was moving slowly over her knuckles like it was a habit for him.
I felt the floor shift under me.
“Eight weeks.” His voice was different. It was the same voice he used with me when he thought nobody else could hear. “And the pup?”
“The pup is developing well,” the healer confirmed. “Everything looks healthy.”
And then Noah did something that stopped my heart completely.
He reached over and placed his other hand on Stacey’s stomach carefully and protectively.
The exact same way I had imagined he would touch me after hearing my news.
“I’m going to be a father,” he murmured, a soft smile spreading across his face as his eyes lit with a happiness I had never seen before.
The words hit me harder than any blade ever could.
Willow’s POVThe training grounds went quiet enough that I actually saw someone’s punch pause mid-strike.Mordecai straightened, said something to the warrior waiting for him, and walked off like nothing had happened at all.I stood there, completely stunned, my face burning so hot I was sure I would combust on the spot.“Pay attention,” Hela said, not even looking at me. “The match is still going.”She didn’t make a big deal of it, which I appreciated more than I could say.I forced myself to focus on the sparring again, though it took several long minutes before my heart stopped pounding.Diana found me not long after the session ended.The moment she saw me, her whole face lit up, and before I could say anything she pulled me into a hug.“I’m so happy for you,” she said, and there wasn’t a single trace of teasing in it, just genuine warmth. “Both of you.”Something in my chest loosened at that. It was one thing to have Mordecai care about me. It was another thing entirely to have p
Willow’s POVI was still looking at the vine curled around my finger, still thinking about the strange warmth I had seen on Mordecai’s face a moment ago, when I remembered something and sat up straighter.“I need to go,” I told him. “Hela wants me at the training grounds this afternoon. She said something about watching a few of the warriors spar so that we can start working new techniques into my training.”I expected him to nod, maybe tell me he would see me later.“I’ll come with you,” he said instead.I didn’t think much of it. The vine slowly uncurled from around my finger as I got to my feet, almost like it had noticed I was leaving, and I filed that away as one more strange thing to wonder about later.We left the garden together, and I was still distracted, still thinking about the vine, when I realized Mordecai was walking closer to me than usual. Then his hand found mine.It wasn’t the touch itself that startled me. We had held hands plenty of times now, in the garden, in his
Willow’s POVI swatted his arm, and he caught my hand easily, lacing his fingers loosely through mine like it was the most natural thing in the world.While we waited, I told him about the vines, about how I had been coming out here trying to recreate whatever had happened during the attack, and how nothing worked except that one small twitch the day before.“I thought I understood it,” I admitted, frustration creeping back into my voice. “During the attack, I wasn’t trying to control anything. I was just terrified, and it happened anyway. So I’ve been trying to recreate that same feeling, and it’s not working. Maybe it really was just some kind of accident. Maybe it won’t happen again.”He watched me quietly as I reached toward the nearest vine, closing my eyes, trying again exactly the way I had the day before.Nothing happened.I opened my eyes, glaring at the vine like it had personally wronged me.“You’re trying too hard,” Mordecai said.I turned my glare on him instead. “That’s
Willow’s POVI went back to the archives the next morning immediately after my training with Hela.The archives room looked exactly the way I had left it, with shelves stacked with disorganized records.I pulled the alliance ledger back down from where I had memorized its place and went through it again from the beginning, this time slower, checking every page for anything I might have missed the first time. There wasn’t much more than what I had already found. The alliance and the missing pages were the only things that had caught my attention, with the pages torn out so cleanly that I was certain it hadn't been an accident.I put the ledger aside and kept searching.Most of what I found continued to be useless. There were census records for territories that no longer existed. A stack of letters between some long-dead Beta and a trading partner about some shipments. A property dispute that took up almost an entire shelf by itself and mentioned nothing relevant at all.Several hours p
Willow’s POVAlpha Kelvin clasped his hands behind his back and looked at me with the same flat expression he used in pack meetings. “I’m talking about Stacey Holt and Noah,” he continued. “Their child.” He paused. “From your current state, I assume you have heard already.”My mouth opened and clo
Willow’s POVI don’t know how long I sat there sobbing my heart out.My throat started to ache and my body ran out of the energy to cry. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them as I just sat there in my tiny room, staring at nothing.My room had been a storage room once, bu
Willow’s POVI pushed Noah back with both hands until he let go of me.“It changes nothing?” I echoed flatly.He blinked. “I just meant—”“That’s what you just said to me. It changes nothing.” I glared at him through my tears. “Do you hear yourself?”“Willow —”“Am I supposed to feel better right n
Willow’s POVI didn’t know when I stopped breathing. I didn’t know when the paper and pouch the healer had given me slipped from my fingers. I was standing in the doorway and my vision had gone strange, like everything was suddenly too bright, and their voices had started sounding like they were co
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