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2026-04-15 22:00:29She takes the AVE back to Barcelona on Sunday evening as planned, with a different quality of Sunday than the one she arrived with.
She sits in her seat and watches Castile (the vast central plateau of Spain, mostly flat and golden, the landscape between Madrid and the Mediterranean coast) scroll past the window — the wide flat land, the occasional village, the sky enormous in the way it only is when nothing is interrupting it — and does the thing she does with large things: she takes them apart quietly, examines each piece, puts them back in order.
What she has: a person in Washington D.C. who made a list with her name in it and said everything so far, and held her hand on a street in La Latina and did not ask her to be anything other than exactly what she is.
What she has to work with: six months until graduation. A ROTC commission that begins in January and runs for two years before she can formally enter the private sector. A thesis she owes her advisor in three weeks. An ocean, as discussed.
What she knows from the first life: the ocean is manageable. The commission is finite. The thesis gets done. The complications that ended things the first time were not the logistics — they were the story she told herself about what she deserved.
She is not telling that story anymore.
She calls Clàudia from the platform at Sants station (Barcelona's main railway terminal, in the Les Corts neighborhood) while she waits for her connecting metro.
"Well?" Clàudia says immediately. She has been waiting.
"Well," Valentina says.
"That's not an answer."
"It went well."
"How well?"
"He held my hand on a street in La Latina and said he wants to keep doing this and I said okay."
A pause. Then, with the precision of someone choosing exactly the right word: "Finally."
Valentina laughs. The platform is filling up around her — Sunday evening, everyone coming back from somewhere, the particular collective tiredness of people in transit. She is tired too, but the good kind: the kind that means something was full.
"There are complications," she tells Clàudia.
"There are always complications. The question is whether the person is worth the complications."
"He is."
"Then stop listing the complications and go home and sleep. You look like you haven't slept."
"You can't see me."
"I can hear it," Clàudia says, with the certainty of someone who is usually right. "Go home. Eat something. Text me tomorrow."
The call ends. The metro arrives. Valentina gets on.
There is a message from Isabel when she gets home, sent at three in the afternoon: Hey stranger! Haven't seen you much this weekend. Everything okay?
Valentina sets her bag down. Changes out of her travel clothes. Makes tea — chamomile (manzanilla in Spanish, a mild herbal tea commonly drunk in Spain as a digestive and a calming drink before bed), which she never drank in her first life and has started drinking in this one as a deliberate act of care for a body she is treating better the second time around.
She sits with the tea and thinks about Isabel's message. The timing of it — three p.m. Sunday — which means Isabel was thinking about where Valentina was on a weekend afternoon. The framing: Haven't seen you much this weekend. Not: how was your weekend? But I noticed your absence.
Different sentences. Same Isabel.
She writes back: All good! Went to Madrid for the weekend, needed a change of scene. Back now. Dinner this week?
The reply comes in four minutes: Madrid! Fun. Did you go alone?
Two words doing significant work. Valentina notes them, sets her phone face-down, and finishes her tea.
She will not lie to Isabel. She will not perform transparency she doesn't owe. She will answer the questions that are asked and not the ones underneath them, and she will do it with the same warmth she has always given, and she will not give Isabel a map of the thing she is building while it is still being built.
She picks the phone back up: Went with a friend. I'll tell you about it at dinner. Tuesday?
Isabel: Tuesday works! Can't wait.
Valentina puts the phone away. She takes out her thesis document. The November night is pressing against the window, and the city outside is doing what it does, warm and loud and perpetually in the middle of itself, and she has three weeks until her deadline and a commission starting in January and a person in Washington D.C. who made a list with her name in it.
She begins to type.
The thesis is about experiential loyalty in the luxury hospitality sector.
It is the best work she has ever done.
She dedicates it, quietly and privately, and on a page no one will read until the final draft, to Patricia Osei, who told her to make sure whoever gets her knows what they're getting.
She is making sure.
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