“And what is that supposed to mean?” I keep my tone light and teasing, wanting her to relax around me. I don’t want the tension between us to continue.
I want to get to know the woman I've written off for many years—the same woman who’s been charming her way around my office. She seems to draw me in without really meaning to. I hate to admit that I’ve started to think her smile is addictive, and the scent of sweet lemons and vanilla haunts me when I go home. What the hell is she doing to me? Whatever it is, I don’t know if I want it to end. Cora shrugs and makes her way to the bar. “You’re a lawyer—and a CEO. You've taken over Blake & Associates from your father and spend your days preparing for cases, reading contracts, or going to court. You have to show off for every other corporate lawyer in Maine because that’s how the industry works. A little hole in the wall like this doesn’t scream I’m a lawyer with status.” “Sometimes I prefer to be alone and have time to myself without worrying about what everyone else thinks of me.” The bartender sees us and walks over, his gaze running the length of Cora’s curvy body. I clear my throat and lean on the bar beside her. When my shoulder brushes against hers, I can’t deny the sparks ignite. “Hey, man.” I peer up at the menu hanging behind him on the wall. “Double whiskey on the rocks for me.” Cora digs her elbow into my side and gives me a pointed look. With a bright smile, she turns her attention back to the bartender. “Long Island iced tea for me, please.” The bartender nods and grabs a bottle of whiskey. “Opening a tab or paying now?” “Tab.” I hand over my credit card, and he enters the number into their sales system. He makes the drinks quickly, and I pull out cash, leaving a hefty tip on the bar. Cora takes her drink and rolls her eyes. I ignore the look she’s giving me and lead the way to a small table in the dark corner. Cora slides onto one of the tall stools, still sipping her drink. “Why are you so eager to stash everything that went down between us in the past? Why bother now?” I sit across from her and down half my drink. “I’m not the man I used to be. I've grown up and realized how I spoke to you when we were young was wrong.” Cora toys with the straw in her drink. “And you want to move past that?” “We’re both too old to keep carrying around anger and resentment. I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry that I made you feel excluded. If I could go back in time and kick my own ass for treating you that way, I would.” I pause, taking a sip of my drink before I tell her that I kind of like her now. That I want to touch her… kiss her. But those words are on the tip of my tongue. If I’m not careful, I might make a decision I’ll kick myself for later. Cora is my buddy Jake’s sister. My employee. A woman who resents me. Although, with the way she is looking at me right now, it’s hard to believe that she fully dislikes me. Cora finishes her drink, glancing at me every now and then. She sways in her seat to the beat of the band's song. Her soft smile makes me get out of my seat and hold out my hand. Her eyebrows pull together. ‘What are you doing?” “Dance with me.” “You can dance?” Cora slips her hand into mine, sending my heart racing. “And you want to dance with me? Don’t you think it’s a bad idea? What if someone we know sees us together? That will be the talk of the office for the rest of the retreat and beyond.” “Nobody we know is here.” I lace my fingers with hers. The tingle that I get each time we touch is back. I don’t know how I will survive dancing with her when all I want to do is… kiss her. Cora follows me close to the stage. I spin her beneath my arm before pulling her back to me. My chest presses against her back. Her hips roll against mine, and I hope she doesn’t feel the way my cock swells against her ass. When she spins, heat flashing in her eyes, I realize the hope is useless. A waitress passes by with a tray of shots. Cora reaches out and takes two, handing one to me. We clink our glasses together before throwing back the shots and putting the empty glasses back on the tray. Cora loops her arms over my shoulders, her body moving against mine to the beat of the music. I dip my head closer to hers as the band plays a slower song. Her gaze locks on my mouth before flicking back up to my eyes. I let my fingers trace down the low dip in the back of her dress. She leans into me, her fingers sinking into the hair at the nape of my neck. I kiss her without thinking it through. She freezes for a moment, but just when I’m about to pull away, she tugs on my hair. My moan is low as her mouth slants and moves against mine. She gasps when I nip at her bottom lip. Our tongues tangle as my hands slide down to grip her ass. I pull her hard against me, getting lost in the feeling of her body against mine. She tastes like alcohol and addiction. Cora’s hands slip beneath my shirt. My muscles flex as she drags her nails over my skin. I squeeze her ass tighter, hauling her against me as I kiss my way down her neck. She moans, her body still swaying. I suck on the sensitive skin at the base of her neck. When I kiss her again, she rolls her hips against mine. Her tongue flicks over my bottom lip as her stiff nipples press against my chest through the thin layers of material that separate us. The kiss will be permanently seared into my brain, especially when she pulls away, a sultry little smile on her lips. “What do you say we get this party started?” Cora grabs my hand and tows me to the bar. “If we’re going to start being friendly with each other, I’m going to need a lot of alcohol first.” She orders a round of shots, and we sit ourselves at the bar. We go shot for shot with each other. Cora laughs and rambles about the office gossip. After a few more shots and another shared kiss, we pour out of the bar and out into the open streets of Colorado. Cora laces her fingers tighter with mine, pointing at a white building with a rose arch. “Let’s go see what they’ve got going on.” I follow her across the street, alcohol making my judgment hazy. We should go back to our separate hotel rooms, but right now, I would follow her off the edge of the earth if she asked me to.Our gazes merge into one and for a second while he stares at me, it feels like he would say something, but instead, he moves, wraps his arms around me, and brings me close to his chest for a hug.I stiffen at first, unable to move as I’m pressed against his chest. Trevor smooths a hand down my back, then over my hair, and presses me close to him for a long time. He shocks me when he presses a kiss to my forehead, and his lips linger for longer than a moment.The insanely tender gesture leaves me with a flutter of hope in my heart. A part of me wants to believe that all of this means he has feelings for me. Eight years ago, I believed he did, but I was wrong.Being in his arms now makes me hope that it’s different this time, and I cling to that tiny shred of hope even though there is a great chance that Trevor will never care for me in the same way.***A week later, we’re at another interview with the popular sports media team, and Trevor is the life of the show. The audience applauds
GracieThere’s a crowd perched outside Trevor’s house, and his phone has been buzzing non-stop while he paces around the living room.“This is crazy,” Trevor says to someone on the other end. “Can’t you get them out of here, man? And where the heck is Billy? What did he say?”I try to focus on the media pages I’ve been scouting through. There are a million articles about me posted already, and my brother Jace hasn’t been spared in all of this.Sources tell us that the basketballer’s best friend was also a key player in this ploy. The fake marriage was orchestrated to get the star player into signing a deal that will benefit Gracie and her family.“They take the truth and they twist it,” I mutter under my voice, and Trevor pauses in his pacing to look at me. Our eyes meet briefly, and the flicker of confusion in his makes me sigh.I avert my eyes from his and nibble on my lower lip. After overhearing his conversation with his friends the other night, I keep rethinking why I’m here tryi
TrevorGracie is the only thing I think about. After my outburst in the kitchen, my friends and I decided to spend the night playing video games and drinking. It’s a usual boys' hang-out theme, and I prefer to have their company around tonight because it’ll help distract my thoughts from the woman driving me insane in the next room.My boys are enjoying the game while we’re in the living room, and I’m nursing my can of soda, watching them play while trying to analyze my thoughts.I never should have told her about my parents, I think with a deep sigh. I’ve never wanted Gracie to see me as weak or broken. Now that she knows about my past, she might think I’m living with a deep scar in my heart. I’ve never wanted her to see me as weak or broken, so I’ve never explained this to her.The truth is, my parents lived their lives and made their mistakes. I don’t intend to make the same mistakes and allow myself to experience the same hurt my mother endured. My fear constantly nags me. What if
Tears brim in his eyes as he speaks, and he lets out a pained sigh before backing away from me. “My father beat my mother so bad, sometimes she couldn’t see when she ended up in the hospital. He was never faithful, he never cared about me or her…and when he finally left, I thought it would be better. She was too broken to even realize she was wasting away in his absence. She loved him that much, Gracie. She loved him to death, and it ruined her!”His chest assumed heavy breathing, and watching his expression crumble as he withdrew from me sent a searing ache right through my chest.I move to him without hesitating, wanting to only comfort him.“Trevor…”“I never talk about this,” he says as he squeezes his eyes shut and lets out another deep breath. “Jace’s the only one who knows about this. He knows me better than anyone. He knows why I’ve vowed to never let myself love anyone and be weak.”My arms move around his body before he can withdraw from me completely. Trevor stiffens as I e
GracieThe next evening, at dinner with some of Trevor’s teammates, Trevor is quiet most of the time. We haven’t said a word to each other since the brief kiss in the kitchen last night, and the tension from that encounter still zaps through me.The clink of silverware against each other reminds me of dinner with my parents and Trevor when we were younger. Those dinner times were, however, full of laughter and joy. I used to enjoy being around Trevor so much. It felt like he was family. And I started to fall for him.How did I let this happen? He turned me down eight years ago, and I should know better than to allow him to kiss me and sway me with words. Trevor’s not the kind of man who’ll love me. I knew that before I agreed to help him with this scheme.So why isn’t my heart complying? Even though I know harboring these feelings for him is useless, I can’t help myself. With a sigh, I focus on my casserole again, and try to ignore the jolts of adrenaline spiking through me and awaken
My suspension has been lifted, and chances are my contract will be renewed because I’m a good player. So why does it feel like something is missing?I am lost in solemn thoughts when I return home. From the doorway, I inhale the whiff of blended ginger and cinnamon. Whatever Gracie is cooking already makes my mouth water.I head past the living room and get to the kitchen to find her humming and dancing while she stirs something in a pot. My heart stirs a little as I take in the sight of her once again.She looks so at ease, like she’s meant to be here.A pang enters my heart as I remember she won’t be here forever. When Gracie leaves, I’ll be left lonely again, and there’ll be no way to fill the void she leaves behind.“What’re you cooking?” I ask, and she turns around with a gasp to find me watching her from the doorway. Gracie breaks into a smile and chuckles before she wipes her hand over the napkin she’s holding.“A casserole,” she answers. “Remember my mom’s recipe?”“How can I