LOGINI tell her about my mother for the first time on a quiet Sunday, unprompted, apropos of nothing except that she asks, gently, why I still flinch sometimes at raised voices, and I decide, for once, not to deflect.“Her name was Elena,” I say. “She was American. My father met her at a conference in New York when he was twenty-six, and by every account I’ve ever heard, it was fast and real and nothing like the arrangement he tried to make for me. They were happy, for a while. I remember being happy, before everything.”“What happened?”“He happened, eventually. The company grew. He started treating home like an extension of the business — measuring my mother’s worth in how well she represented the family at events, measuring mine in grades and discipline instead of anything softer. She tried to fight it for years. I remember them arguing at night, through the walls, her voice getting smaller every year instead of louder, until one day it just stopped entirely. She packed one suitcase. Le
JADEThere’s a version of happiness nobody prepares you for — the boring kind. The kind that doesn’t look like anything in the movies, no grand gestures, no music swelling, just a Tuesday where Derek makes eggs badly on purpose because he knows it makes me laugh, burning them slightly every single time despite having access to a stove worth more than a used car, and I finish editing my senior thesis project on the couch with my feet in his lap while he reads quarterly reports and occasionally reads a sentence out loud just to hear himself say something ridiculous like “shareholder value” in the same voice he uses to call me bean sprout.I finish my degree that semester. Graduate with honors I only half believe I earned, given how much of the last year I spent distracted by a six-foot-three problem in a tailored suit who used to call me names across a rainy parking lot. Derek comes to the ceremony. Sits in the third row next to Nina and Lauren, because Marcus’s seat stays empty, an abs
JADEThe penthouse doesn’t feel like mine for the first two weeks. I keep waiting for someone to tell me I don’t belong here, in these rooms with their floor-to-ceiling windows and their furniture that costs more than my degree, in this bed that used to be just his and is somehow now also, unbelievably, a little bit mine.I bring over exactly four boxes. Clothes, my camera equipment, a shelf of film theory textbooks Derek makes fun of and then reads anyway when he thinks I’m not looking, and a framed photo of Marcus and me at sixteen that I can’t decide whether to put out or hide in a drawer.I put it out. Derek doesn’t say anything about it. He just moves it once, very slightly, so the afternoon light doesn’t wash it out, and I love him a little more for noticing that without being told.The first week is strange in small, specific ways. I don’t know where he keeps the coffee filters. He doesn’t know I hate the smell of his sandalwood soap in large doses, that it gives me a headache
ADEThe week between Marcus walking out and me actually, officially moving my boxes across the street is the strangest week of my life, a limbo neither of us has a name for yet.I go back to the house once, alone, while Derek is at work, just to collect the rest of my things, and the house feels wrong in a way I don’t have words for — too quiet, too still, like it’s holding its breath waiting for someone to come back and fill it the way it used to be filled. I find myself standing in the kitchen for a long time, hand on the counter where Marcus used to lean while scrolling his phone every morning, and I let myself cry there, once, hard, before packing the rest of my boxes and locking the door behind me for what feels, even then, like the last time this house will ever really be mine.I try calling him twice that week. Both times it rings through to voicemail, his old recorded greeting still cheerful in a way that doesn’t match where we currently stand — hey, it’s Marcus, leave a messa
JADEShe narrows her eyes at me, then at the pantry, then at the two mugs on the counter, one of which is very clearly not one I own, dark and heavy and expensive-looking in a way nothing in this kitchen has ever been. “Whose mug is that?”“Mine. New one. I bought it.”“You bought a mug that says ‘World’s Okayest CEO’ on it.”I look down. I hadn’t noticed the mug had writing on it. I make a mental note to murder Derek later for buying novelty mugs with his own face practically printed on them and leaving them where witnesses can find them.“It was a gag gift,” I say. “From Lauren. She thought it was funny.”Nina stares at me for a long, excruciating moment, and I can see her doing the math — the mug, the smell, the pantry door that doesn’t sit quite flush against the frame — and just when I’m certain I’m caught, she shrugs, decides whatever she’s thinking isn’t worth the argument it would take to prove it, and grabs a granola bar from the counter instead.“Weird morning,” she says. “A
DEREKThe second call from Harold comes on a night Jade is asleep in my bed, her hair fanned across my pillow, one hand curled loosely against my chest like even unconscious she’s decided this is where she belongs.I take the call in the hallway so it doesn’t wake her.“I’ve sent the preliminary contract to your email,” Harold says. “The Kobayashi-Yamanaka joint venture. Your signature is required by the end of the quarter.”“I told you, I haven’t agreed —”“The business terms are separate from the marriage terms, but they are not unrelated, and you know that.” A pause, and I can picture him exactly, standing at the window of his Kyoto estate with his hands clasped behind his back like a man posing for a portrait of disappointment. “I am asking you, as your father, to come home and finish what your mother’s leaving started. You owe this family stability. You owe me that much.”“I don’t owe you anything for what happened after Mom left.”“You owe me for everything I built to make sure







