LOGINIrwen’s POV
The silence in the guest room was heavier than the throbbing pain at the side of my head. A healer stood nearby, her hands glowing with a faint golden light as she worked on the gash near my temple. The cool sensation of her magic slowly numbed the ache, but nothing could touch the hollowness spreading in my chest. Her touch was gentle, almost motherly. “Done,” she murmured, pulling her hands away and giving a small nod of approval. I returned her nod with a quiet, almost broken, “Thank you.” She gathered her tools without a word, offering me a final glance before slipping out the door. The soft click of the door closing echoed through the chamber, and only then did I allow my shoulders to slump. Alone at last. I released the breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. My fingers brushed the edge of the bandage. The blood had stopped, but the sting remained. Not from the injury—but from everything else. From the betrayal, the humiliation, the public unraveling of a life I’d tried so hard to hold together. I was just rising from the cushioned seat near the window, ready to leave this place behind, when the door opened again—this time without warning. I froze. Alpha King Kairos stepped into the room with quiet authority, his presence filling the space like a sudden storm. He wore black reinforced armor with silver inlays along the edges, and his aura—cold, sharp, unyielding—clung to him like a second skin. I stood quickly. “I—I greet you, Alpha King.” He raised a hand, silencing any further greeting. “Sit.” I obeyed without protest, heart pounding. I wasn’t sure if it was fear or anticipation that made my breath catch. Maybe both. He crossed the room, slow and composed, stopping a few paces away from me. “Where do you plan to go next, Lady Irwen?” "I blinked. I never expected him to ask that. The Alpha King had helped more than I had anticipated. Getting half of Darien's fortune— that was beyond my plan, and he surely wouldn't let it go." “I…” I hesitated. “I haven’t decided yet.” “You cannot return to your pack,” he said flatly, his voice a blade of truth. “Darien will not forgive what you’ve done. You’ve destroyed his image in front of the Council. That kind of humiliation doesn’t go unpunished. If you return, he’ll torture you—or kill you.” The bluntness in his voice didn’t shock me. It grounded me. I swallowed and nodded slowly. "I had thought about it. He had lost his respectful demeanor and was expelled from the alliance. At least I knew that Darien was a man who liked to seek revenge." “I know,” I said, quieter now. “That’s why I won’t go back. I’ll disappear. Find somewhere far enough that even his shadow won’t follow.” His dark eyes studied me for a long, unreadable moment. “Do you consider him weak?” The question pulled me upright. My gaze met his. “No. Not in strength. He’s formidable in battle. I’ve seen him break bones without blinking. But strength without wisdom is a beast without direction. He’s reckless. Cruel. And in matters of the mind, of leadership… he lacks discipline.” A flicker of something passed over Kairos’s face. Amusement? Approval? “You have a plan?” “I always do,” I replied, lifting my chin slightly. He crossed his arms over his chest, and his gaze sharpened like a blade. “I know Lady Irwen is brilliant.” The compliment stunned me more than it should have. People had called me many things: manipulative, frigid, calculating. But never brilliant. Never with respect. I stared at him, unsure how to respond. “I want to offer you sanctuary,” he said, voice calm. “You could stay in my pack—Ashwood Howler.” The words struck harder than I expected. “Your Majesty… I can’t accept that. It’s—too much.” “You think yourself undeserving?” I looked down. “I don’t think the world will let me accept something like that. Not after what’s happened. I’ve already been called a disgrace. A Luna who broke the bond. A woman who aired her pack’s shame for all to see. If you take me in… they’ll call me your whore.” His silence was deafening. I risked a glance upward. But there was no anger in his eyes. No revulsion. “I don’t care what they say,” he said, his tone final. That stilled me completely. “You’re not just any Luna. You’re a woman born of ancient blood.” My heart froze. “How do you know that?” "Even Darien didn’t know about it, I kept it hidden. Like... well, that’s what I’ve been doing all this time." “I make it my business to know what matters,” he said coolly. “And you matter. I’ve seen the way your presence disturbs shadow magic. You suppress energy that others can’t even sense. It’s in your blood.” People always say that Alpha King Kairos is terrifying and powerful. I’ve never seen him fight, but I know now that he truly is. A mysterious power, like being in a darkness that offers no chance of escape. “I won’t force your secret into the open,” he continued. “But I need you to understand something. That gift—your lineage—it’s not just rare. It’s vital.” “To what?” I asked, voice quiet. “To keeping me alive.” His words slammed into me. “What… do you mean?” “There’s a curse in my bloodline,” he said evenly. “A slow petrification of the heart. My heartbeat is already changing. One day, it will stop. And when it does, I will die.” The room felt colder. Alpha King Kairos had just revealed his secret. “No healer can touch it,” he added. “No magic has slowed it. But you might.” I stared at him, heart pounding. “You want me to heal you? But.. how…?” “I want to offer you a bond,” he corrected. “A marriage of protection and power. We would stand together—not for love, but for survival. I need an heir. And I believe that your presence, your power, could stop the curse long enough for that to happen.” The words sank in like stones. There were many things happening today, and with all the surprises, I was frozen for a moment. “You… want a child?” “I want a future,” he said. “Not just for me, but for the kingdom. And I don’t want a dozen wives to get there. I want one partner. A single agreement.” I couldn’t breathe for a moment. Everything he said made sense, and yet it felt unreal. “And in return?” I whispered. “I’ll give you sanctuary. Authority. A place no one can question. You’ll have your freedom. And I will never take another woman, not even for politics. You will not be a pawn. You’ll be a queen.” I didn’t know what to say. This man, feared across the kingdoms, was offering me something I’d never dared dream of: safety, power, and a place beside him. “I need time,” I whispered, still stunned. Kairos inclined his head. “Of course.” But as I looked at him, the clarity came. My fate had changed the moment I stood up in that council room and refused to be silent. This—this was my new path. “If I agree,” I said slowly, “we seal it with a blood vow.” He met my gaze without flinching. “Naturally.” I took a breath that didn’t tremble this time. Then it’s time I stopped running. Time I started building something of my own, even if it began not with love, but with power. I look at his eyes, a set of golden orbs that leave no hesitation. Didn't I start with love before, only to be shattered incredibly? It was so painful. This time, I will act to my advantage. I must keep living and get what I want. I said, “I agree.”DarienI swear, I could feel a sharp pain in my chest just thinking about it. I don’t know why I feel this way when the choice to betray her was made consciously by me.Maybe it’s because she turned around and betrayed me instead. She wasn’t supposed to do something like that.I’m disappointed in her for shattering the way I used to see her.I mean, I knew Irwen as a gentle woman who always cared about me, even if she didn’t show much expression. She showed her care by always doing whatever I told her to.Even when she was busy, she would still find a way to do something for me.She always acted straightforwardly, never once doing anything that resembled betrayal.So when she exposed my affair right in the middle of the council meeting, before the Alpha King—I was completely shocked.She betrayed me.I kept replaying it over and over in my head, trying to convince myself it wasn’t true. But it was. She planned everything, and in one swift move, she crushed my entire career.How… how c
CIrwenI handled everything on my own, just like Kairos said. I considered myself entitled to do so, because I hold an important position, and of course, I’m capable of it.With my abilities, I quickly gathered information about those lunas who had behaved so disrespectfully. I collected enough evidence to make this pack intervene in their pack’s affairs.I was certain it had thrown them into a panic. This time, they were busy scrambling because, in their eyes, I had overstepped my bounds.Some of them knew for sure that I wasn’t acting under Kairos’s orders, but none dared to go against me. Just like that man once emphasized to everyone, they must respect me as his luna.“So, you’ve done a great job, Luna Queen Irwen.” Rowan, who was standing beside me, smiled.Seeing a smile on his face was a rare thing. I thought I’d never get to see it, considering how serious he always was.He clapped his hands, pride written all over his face. He seemed genuinely pleased to take part in this cle
IrwenTo be honest, this is my first time attending a party hosted by another Luna. I’ve been very busy, but I can’t deny that socializing like this is necessary. Other Lunas often have something useful to share, or something to gain.I’ve changed compared to before. When I was Darien’s Luna, I never attended any of these gatherings because I was always buried in work.Honestly, I don’t want to blame myself, it was because Darien always ordered me to finish this and that quickly, leaving me with no chance to rest, let alone socialize.But this time, I came because I didn’t want to trouble Kairos. I wanted to help him and become someone truly worthy of standing by his side.After getting ready and bringing a gift, I finally set out. When I arrived at the venue, I paused for a few seconds to take in the sight of the building.It was large, and I could already sense that the inside would be filled with pressure. They always liked to act as if they were of a higher class.I once overhea
IrwenI can honestly tell myself now that I’ve come to truly like that man, my contract husband, Kairos.I never expected him to have such a sweet personality. He’s warm, in a way I never experienced from the man who used to be my real husband.The way he shows care, especially every time we share intimacy, leaves such a deep impression on me.I enjoy it; I constantly find myself wanting more, and that’s what makes me feel insatiable.At first, when I had to face him, I thought that if I made even the slightest mistake, he could kill me. With just one move, he could easily do it.Everything went smoothly until I received his unexpected offer. Accepting it came with overwhelming anxiety, but in the end, I agreed, because Darien would have hunted me down, made me suffer, or even killed me.Now, I truly like what we have. This relationship feels incredible, and I’m afraid that one day I’ll end up telling him that I like him.Yes, I’ve come to like that man. Whenever I get the chance, I f
KairosI once said that when something appears calm for too long, chaos will eventually reveal itself. That is always a real possibility.From the beginning, they had told me to finish him off, because blood ties often become a burden. His submission, proven through the work he did and the strength he displayed, had made some of them start to admire him.Some even praised what he had done and conveniently forgot what he had committed in the past, believing that something must have been wrong. They made him the scapegoat, so that I alone would be seen as the one worthy of every good thing.Ardan watched me nervously, tapping his fingers several times in silence. I knew he could sense that I wasn’t pleased with this.Maelina and her father were supposedly on vacation, but we both knew they probably weren’t. If they had gone west from their residence, they would find nothing there but barren rocks, something Maelina always despised.I knew that woman was spoiled; she often complained. I h
KairosWe married because of an agreement between us: she had to lift this curse, and I had to have a child with her. Yeah, I had always thought that I needed to have a child from her.I knew she was a woman I could truly rely on—intelligent, brave, and possessing the kind of strength I desired. One more thing… I was attracted to her.She had no idea about that at all. Even during our first meeting, I had already taken notice of her, studying her and finding ways to help her.But goddess, she didn’t even realize how much I was enjoying this relationship. Every part of her was beautiful and captivating; she had an extraordinary charm that made me feel insane.Perhaps that’s the best way I can put it. And that calling voice echoed again, so long that you might have forgotten it.“Ah, Kai-Kairos, slow down.”Irwen squeezed my shoulders hard, biting her lip.Her expression was so sweet, so special.I didn’t do exactly as she wanted, adding a little force to my movements, causing her body







