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Zanaya's POV
It has been a week after the incident between Seth and me, and I never heard back from him.
No explanation.
No apology
Not a single word.
And it kills me.
The girls had been worried as I became a mess not just emotionally but physically.
I have huge bags under my eyes and I can barely eat. All those happy memories with him have been exchanged with hatred and sorrow. I can't believe he did that to me.
I hate you, Seth. I told myself over and over.
I don't even know how I ended up home but Tokyo said Ren brought me to the dorm.
I'm not sure why he was there. Maybe he's with Sally since they came from the same company but I'm glad that he's Tokyo's friend and he's kind enough to bring me home without getting any attention from around us.
Im
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