"What?"
Oh, yeah. I almost forgot that he's always about me going out to walk by the beach. I think he got so done after a week of doing that and a week of being furious at men who keep on hitting on me even though I'm with him. He's not stopping me that time but when someone touched me, that's when he hit his limit. We're not actually expecting that since we own the beach already and we made it free for the tourists who want to explore but then that happened and of course, the man wasn't able to get away with it without broken bones. So, that's what happened.
I don't know why men get easily attracted by women's physical appearance and bodies. I just hate it. Everyone's telling that they're looking at the inside but I guess, that wasn't actually true. Just a thing to say to not look like a jerk and a pervert. Pathetic.
I just laughed at Cayden's reaction but he just made a face.
I was counting days from the start and even though Cayden is stopping me from doing so, I still didn't stop myself and again, feel struck my chest after knowing that the end is near and my happiness will already end even though I still don't want it to end. I can't even count the days left back then but now, I can't help but to be bothered by it and be nervous for I don't know what I should expect about everything.What will happen after this? How about Cayden? What will happen to us? Will we break this relationship that we have and just focus on our mission? Because honestly, it pains me just by thinking about that and I don't want that to happen if I can just decide for us but what if it's him who doesn't want it anymore? Yes, we were enjoying but it's already nearing the end now. What if after the happiness that we felt, we won't be able to stay on each other side with misery as the one who's running after us?I am hoping that Cayde
"Mi Hija..." Dad called me when he saw me playing with Sam by the beach. Cayden wasn't here because dad ordered him to do something so it's only Sam whom I can bond with since I can see that dad became busy these past few days and I know what his reason is- he just wants to ensure that we'll be safe in our journey and arrive in the era where we are supposed to unscathed. He's just too worried about us and that's what I can see in his eyes even now that he has already done everything he can. We only need to fix the time machine and then go on with the plan. If it won't take us a month on fixing that, then it'll be better for us to leave earlier than planned. I looked at him by the eye and remained silent even though I already heard him call me. It's just that I'm afraid to tell him how hurt I am or else I know he'll stop me from going and I can't do that. I don't want to talk about it as much as possible or else I'll just brea
"So, I guess it's goodbye?" Dad called us while we were looking at the time machine in front of us. This is the time machine that he used to go here since we can't get the time machine back from the government and it'll take us years before we can even build one. He took care of this already and today is when we are supposed to leave. Today is when we're supposed to turn our back away from happiness and I guess, I'm ready for this.I already am ready for this, I even made myself accept that we should already end our happiness to move on with our plan and succeed in just a few months but making me see my dad in tears is also hurting me. The pain in his eyes is so visible that anyone will know it if they can see him right now and as his daughter, this is also painful for me.How will I even take this knowing that I'm breaking my father because I want to save the world which is my goal even when I was just a child? I grew up wanting
It was pure darkness that I can see. I guess it's nighttime here but even though I can see nothing but black, I still can smell some smokes and dead bodies from the outside which is obviously caused by the war that just got finished and no, this ain't the year 3079 but 3078 when the war just ended at exactly this night. It ended when we got here and I don't know if we're lucky for making it here or something.I'm afraid of going out of this building because I know that everything I'll just see is dead bodies and broken buildings just like where we're at and this is suffocating me. I will only see the effects of the war and how wort it is but I know that tomorrow, we'll need to investigate things already. I hate witnessing these kinds of situations but what can I do? This is where the time machine led us which I don't know if I should be thankful for.I looked at Cayden who's roaming his eyes around the place. I can still see him
Morning came and I somehow got a good rest because of Cayden and there I saw him after I opened my eyes, sleeping peacefully while his back is rested on the wall and I'm still lying on his lap. This position of him is uncomfortable as fuck. I feel so bad for sleeping comfortably because of him yet he's the one who's not in a good position here.I just sat beside him for I know that his body is already tired because of me but instead of waking me up, I walked around the building and go to the window unconsciously. There I saw what I smelled last night. I was right. It was full of dead bodies."Damn it! What are they doing?" I asked myself when I saw some men walking around the area, picking up the bodies and putting them in a truck- a huge one and they seem to be collecting them all to burn, I guess. Well, I know that they will. I already read it somewhere else in our era when I was researching about the history and I ran to this page w
"Are you just accusing my dad of doing such a thing?" I shouted at him while chuckling in so much anger. My eyes were already heating but I'm trying so much not to cry. How dare he say such things in front of me without thinking of what I might feel about this.He can't just tell me things that he has no evidence of at all! I don't even know how sure he is about his accusations. And that's my father that we're talking about for fuck's sake! Why does it seem like he's just telling it to me casually like the person that he's pertaining to is just no one that I should be worried about?"I'm not accusing him, Heszhia. I'm telling you the truth," he exclaimed and that made me grit my teeth. It feels like my heart is already burning and I'm thankful that I'm near a wall or else I know that I'm going to lose my balance."No! Maybe he just got set up. He's my father and you know he can't do that to me!" I said
"I think I know what we need to defeat those Vasileìas," he told me a few hours after telling me things about my father. I honestly still can't forget about anything. I still can't move on about the fact that he told me and now, he ran towards me without even letting me process the information he gave me a while ago.Just a few hours ago, I found out that my father di betrayed me. It really made me think of how worthless I am. I mean, haven't I done everything to be a good daughter? Because honestly, that's what I'm always doing. I'm always making him see that I'm worth it but look at where it gets me. I still got betrayed in the end and that's the most painful thing I have ever experienced.It still hurt. It won't just get erased that fast and vanish in the thin air because I know that it'll hurt me as long as I can't remember it. But what? He already knows what we need? He's again adding information in my brain that I don't kn
It wasn't a good day at all. It's been two days, I guess. I don't know, I wasn't actually counting days for it seems to be running fast that I can even catch up.We were planning to leave actually. That's our main plan; to go back and find things out on how we can destroy the Clepsydra that he's talking about. He gave me a hologram that contains a picture of it for me to have an idea of what it looks like but then we realized that the time machine is being controlled by my father, every one of our plans was just crushed to the ground- damn! I don't even want to call him my father again. I will never treat a person that betrayed me as a family. He doesn't deserve me at all.I'm thankful that my mom hasn't experienced things that I did in his hands- wait. What if she did experience it actually? What if we're just the same and that was just planning it all along even with my mom? Then that also means that he didn't love my mot