เข้าสู่ระบบIn daylight, Nox Trium looks nothing like itself.
The solid black front of the building isn’t imposing at all, and the dead blue neon sign barely even catches the eye of anyone walking by. Just another three-story building in the urban jungle.
It’s late in the day. The sky outside is pink and orange, but no one seems to care — inside, the lights are on, windows and doors sealed tight.
The bouncer leads me to the office, and a shiver runs through me when I remember how recently I’d been there, passed out on that sofa — tended to for a gunshot I’m not even sure I really took, by a man with the voice of an angel and the kind of sinful beauty that tastes like strawberries and trouble.
When the door opens again, it’s Samiel who steps in. A smile stretched ear to ear.
— You actually came. — That dreamlike voice fills my ears.
— You said I had to, if I wanted answers.
I still need to know if I really was shot or… if I just need a psychiatrist. Because how could I have healed so fast?
— I think the job offer had something to do with it too — he teases.
— Money’s nice. But I’m not ready to lose my soul.
His brow furrows, amused.
— No one gets corrupted that easily just by being an accountant in a nightclub, Lexi.
I fold my arms across my chest, chin tilting higher.
— They say you run some kind of sex cult here.
He laughs outright.
— We don’t have the power to take your soul. — Samiel steps closer, and I freeze, breath caught. His hand brushes the top of my head, like he’s petting a tame animal. — Here, you only give what you want. And it’s not your soul we’re after.
A warning flashes through my mind. We. Us. Samiel never says I. Why?
— Let’s talk business? — I push his hand away. — This is supposed to be a job interview, isn’t it?
— Then let’s go find Cael.
Every step I take down the hallway makes it clearer: this entire three-story building belongs to them. The third floor looks like an apartment — probably theirs. The first, the club. Where we are now, the office, a game room, and something else Samiel seems intent on showing me.
The corridor ends at two wide doors, which he pushes open at once.
The first thing that hits me is the smell — sweat and rubber. The room is huge, heavy bags swinging from the ceiling, wooden floors creaking under rubber mats. In the back, an octagon cage and a few weight machines.
I’m stunned. It’s a training room.
And then I see him. Cael. In the open space at the center.
He’s shirtless, every muscle alive, carved into the body of an athlete — fighting the club’s bartender. The blows are brutal, almost cruel, and for a second I think about stepping in.
God, he’s going to kill the guy…
Suddenly Cael grips the man by the throat and slams him into the wall so hard the plaster cracks and crumbles, exposing the brick beneath. The sound ricochets through the room, forcing me back a step.
My hand flies to my mouth, trying to smother the gasp that slips out.
My eyes are wide, locked on him, unable to look away.
Terrifying. And hypnotic.
The guy collapses to the floor, breathless and beaten. Cael turns slowly, chest heaving, his narrowed gaze landing on me.
I freeze. I can’t move, can’t think straight. The way he looks at me crushes the air in my lungs… and sends shivers racing down my skin.
— If you’re done, can we go to the office?
Cael only turns, grabs a black knit shirt from the floor, and pulls it on with rough movements. His eyes — cold, lethal — never leave mine. But for a second, mine betray me, sliding lower… over his ripped abs, down to where those two sculpted lines vanish into the waistband of his black sweats.
— Shall we? — Samiel’s voice makes me jolt, and his smirk heats my cheeks. I’ve just been caught practically drooling over a man who seems to despise me.
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— And what do you need to get started?
My brows shoot up.
— Don’t you need to go over my résumé, talk salary, and…
— You got two bonuses last year for productivity and technical skills — Samiel cuts in, casual. — I don’t see any reason to waste time with your résumé.”
I shake my head. No point in asking how he even knows that.
— How much do you want, Lexi? Three, five, ten times more?
My mouth falls open, but nothing comes out. Unbelievable. I’m speechless.
What kind of job interview is this?
Then Cael pushes the office door open, and suddenly the room feels tiny.
His body is still damp, the white shirt clinging to him. His eyes land on me with pure disdain, and it sparks that part of me I usually keep buried — the anger of always feeling… less.
What did I ever do to this man?
And since I’ll have to put up with him, I play high stakes:
— Ten times more sounds perfect. — My arms cross over my chest, daring.
— Hired. — Samiel says, just like that.
They start to leave the room.
— Wait! I’ll need the files from the computer, access to the system program… I need everything you’ve got — I say, as if it isn’t obvious.
From the shelf stacked with books, Samiel pulls down a notebook and hands it to me.
—This is last month’s accounting.”
— Handwritten? What century are you living in? — I gape.
Then I flip to the first page, and the numbers are tangled with a few strange symbols. I squint. What the…?
— Is this Japanese?
— It’s not Japanese, it’s… — Samiel stops mid-sentence. — You won't need this.
I blow out a frustrated breath, completely lost.
Cael leaves as quietly as he came in.
— My God, Samiel, who are you people? — My voice drops lower than I meant. I don’t actually expect him to answer.
He pauses in the doorway, glancing back at me.
— We’re already friends, Lexi. You can call me Sami. — He lets a beat pass, then smiles. — And let’s avoid talking about God in here, okay?”
I suck in a sharp breath and hold it.
Samiel swore they don’t have the power to take my soul, but all I feel is that something is deeply wrong with this place.
And with these men.
For this to end, all I have to do is say “yes.”One word. And no more of this desperation. No more feeling like it’s hard to breathe just because I’m far from someone, the way it was when I was chained by the Council.To be mine again.And then her smile comes, that laugh.I clench my fists and see her perfect face—her soft breathing as she slept on my chest… asking so little of me, when I’d freeze the fucking inferno itself if she wanted.“...you’ll never be a sin. Not to me. Whatever brought you into this world… I’m glad it existed,” she told me.And for the first time in my life, that emptiness I always carried in my chest disappeared.She was the one who filled it.When Arielle called me a buzzkill, saying I’d changed and she wouldn’t want to be in my place, I should’ve told her that before Alexia I was nobody. I had no real purpose.And that no drug, no drink, no woman—not even five or ten of them at once—ever made me feel half as good as her touch does.That somehow, ironically,
Volkov acted alone. No one on this earth can help me find her.So I ditch the car right there on the asphalt and climb down to the thin strip of sand wedged between the rocks on the coast that surrounds the city.The night is cold and wet, but here — with the raw pulse of nature and the absolute solitude — I have my best chance of reaching whoever I need.— Gabriel! — I shout at the sky, every breath in my lungs catching fire. — Where is she?And the waves crash harder against the rocks, spraying over me, mixing my panic with salt and wind. Seagulls scream and dive for food.No answer.— You damned bastard! — I turn the other way, searching for any trace of his light. — Tell me where she is!My body caves. My knees sink into the wet sand, and the pain tearing through my chest forces my torso forward. It feels like someone is ripping my ribs out one by one — I can barely breathe.Rage and helplessness climb my throat like acid.Volkov is going to kill her.And there’s nothing I can do.
For the first time, the world feels right.A child. A family.All I have to do is say out loud that this is what I want.But something pulls me the other way. It feels like a noise under my skin, a sound vibrating at a frequency my mind can’t identify.A feeling that lives outside my awareness but pulses in my nerves, in every bone, humming through my veins every time I close my eyes and focus.And it’s so alive it can only be… love.But love for who?And then I understand it doesn’t need a name or a face — it exists even without presence, even without memory… it doesn’t depend on the physical.It’s born and it pulses… from my soul.And all I know is that it isn’t Caelith living inside my soul. It isn’t his existence that completes mine.Because at the height of pleasure, back in that cabin, that feeling broke through me like my body screaming that the perfect fit comes from another body — another voice, another breath.Another heartbeat syncing with mine.It’s that other person — the
Caelith is asleep beside me and… God, this man is unbelievable even when he’s sleeping.No snoring, no drooling, no weird twisted positions.Just a deep, steady peace on that strong, perfectly symmetrical face while his broad chest rises and falls slow.I really hope he’s never seen me sleep. Worse — I hope he’s never seen me wake up. Hair a mess, creased skin, morning breath.I pull off the boots, and my feet are covered in some thick, gritty powder, but I ignore it and lie back down. Even though the dizziness and the headache are gone — and the cut on my head isn’t bleeding anymore — I know I need rest. Maybe when I wake up in the morning, my memories will finally fall back into place.I close my eyes and my thoughts start drifting, losing shape, until everything goes dark.***The woods are damp and too dark, and the branches and dry leaves prick the soles of my feet as I walk faster, scanning the shadows. The cold makes me rub my arms with both hands, trying to build enough fricti
With his shirt torn and hands covered in blood, Cael walks toward me, crossing the dance floor to the bar.— They took her.It’s automatic. My body just stops responding.— Who? — It’s all I can get out.— Volkov.Not even a burst of quartz to the chest would hit as hard as that name.Something claws its way up my throat, something with no name, heavier than panic.Volkov isn’t after revenge for the Sentinels who died in the Eternal Vigil collapse. He has orders to kill Alexia.They’re not waiting for negotiation. This is an execution.— I took down three of them, but Volkov and another shoved her into a car before I could reach them.I grab Draven by the collar before I even realize what I’m doing.— Call the Primaz. Now. — I spit the words out. — Tell him the Eternal Vigil just signed a death sentence. If they lay one finger on her, I swear by every fallen one I’ll send the Council straight to hell… I’ll wipe out every last Sentinel on this planet.Draven rips my hand off his shirt
The man in front of me, covered in blood, actually has an erection.Unbelievable.Even more unbelievable is that I’m doing everything I can to accidentally brush against the bulge in his pants.Each time I do, he inhales sharp, holds it, then exhales, like pain and desire have somehow merged inside him.My breathing turns shallow, so I start pulling air quietly through my mouth.Then his hand slides into my hair, and my eyes flutter shut for a second on instinct. For heartbeat, I think he’s going to pull my head toward his hardness — but his fingers only glide through the strands stuck with dried blood.— Need to take care of this first — he says, and maybe I’m insane, but I swear his words sound seductive.A hot shiver crawls up my arm, and he smiles. He noticed.I drop the dagger and push a finger inside the wound. Caelith exhales hard through his mouth, but I feel the edge of the bullet scrape my fingertip. I’ve got it. Finally.I barely have time to breathe before he pulls me up i







