LOGIN‘Carl?’
My eyes dilated at the sight of him, he was here, he was within reach, I tried to fight back the tears in my eyes, but they rolled down my cheek, but I tried hard not to sob out loud.
It’s been five years since I last saw him, the last thing I watched was his back turned at me as he drove off without much of a goodbye. I had only woken up to find him leaving. I had felt the worst hurt that day, even if I was only thirteen.
He was my father’s best friend and had relocated to California to set up another branch of his IT company during summer, and I hadn’t seen him ever since then, I couldn’t tell anyone, but my heart broke every single day he didn’t show up at our front door.
I had made up my mind to relocate to California for college once I graduated high school, just to be close to him again, and the mere sight of him right now melted my heart.
It was odd to crush on my father’s best friend, he was much older than I am, but I have loved him ever since I was thirteen. The first day he came to visit he stood out, and no one, absolute no one has ever matched his handsome image.
I had stared at him every day he shows up, he always treated me like a kid, buys me candy whenever he comes over, but I would stare at his handsome face in admiration hoping to tell him one day about my feelings, but the day I had made up my mind to tell him, he relocated and was out of reach.
It’s been five years, but the distance never changed the way I felt about him, I was working it out, to search the whole California if I have to in search of him, it was hopeless, but I didn’t mind, that was how much my love for him is,
I swallowed hard and wiped off my tears quickly, leaning close to the door, I needed to get a better peek at him.
He wore blue jean, and paired it with a grey shirt that was enough to show his broad shoulders, his dark brown hair was styled neatly, the left part fell towards the corner of his face, perfectly giving beauty to his well defined-jaw line.
“Did he age backwards?” I gasped, my breath catching in my throat.
It was hard to look away from him, my heart drummed in my ear. I feel it was worse now, at this point I could have a heart attack.
His lips curled up into a smile showing his deep dimples, his always knew how to keep his beards neatly trimmed.
Damn! How could anyone compare to the perfect Carl?
“Riley, what are you doing?”
I heard behind me, startled, I turned around to meet my mother’s gaze, and I froze.
“Mom...” I mumbled.
Blinking, my gaze darted from the door to her. What should I tell her? How long has she been standing there? Has she caught me admiring Carl? Have I been caught?
“Stop standing there like a lost sheep, go in and greet your father.” She frowned at me. “Whereas, your father’s friend is here as well, he got back from California so come in and pay your respect.”
She walked past me, pushing the door wide open to go in without letting me prepare myself, my back was still turned at the door.
I drew a sharp breath to calm my startled heart. At least I haven’t been caught.
How can I go in? How can I face Carl with this guilty pleasure?
My cheek still felt hot. Perhaps they were flushed, and he could see it. They could all catch on my feelings for him.
“Riley, aren’t you coming in?” My mother called out again, and I squeezed my eyes shut.
I can’t face Carl now, not like this.
“Umm… Mom, Eve is waiting for me, I have to…”
“Is that Riley?” I heard Carl’s voice, and I flinched, pressing my lips together quickly.
“There you are, Riley.” My father exclaimed, his voice warm, and I knew this time I couldn’t run away, I have been seen by all of them.
‘We got this Riley, whereas, you don’t look so bad, good thing you are dressed beautifully.’ My inner goddess smiled at me.
Drawing a sharp breath, I turned around with a smile, meeting my father’s gaze, I didn’t want to look at Carl yet, I might lose it.
“Good afternoon dad, I didn’t expect to see you at home.” I approached him, while my mom set their refreshment on the table.
“Yeah, I had some business to discuss with Carl,” His eyes darted towards Carl. “You remember him right?” He turned, gesturing towards Carl.
I was holding my breath when I turned my gaze to meet his golden amber eyes, he met mine, and for a brief moment, time stood still.
A smile spread through his lips, that smile that was enough to make anyone fall head over heels for him.
“Yes…” I nodded.
Damn it, I could feel my cheek so hot. I felt hot all over, this was the Carl’s effect, and it’s worse now. How did he not age one bit?
“Last time I saw you, you were so little…” He demonstrated with his hand as if measuring my height. “Now you’ve turned into a grown up…” His smile replaced with a cocky grin.
My knees felt weak, but all I could see was just the same friendly smile he flashed to me when I was thirteen.
How do I get to look at him this way, yet he looks at me differently, like I was some kid.
Geez, this was bad, I didn’t want him to look at me like a child, I didn’t know, but I wanted him to see me and also crush on me like I did with him.
“Five years wasn’t five days, Carl.” My mother said, and they all chuckled, but I was staring at him, like some fan girl who couldn’t tear her gaze away from her crush.
“Yeah, I have been away for that long and missed a lot of the important stuff, good thing I am back to stay now.” He said, and I blinked.
“What? You’ve moved back?” I blurted out before I could stop the words, and he turned his gaze to me, everyone seem surprise at my outburst.
“Yes, Riley, I am done with my work at California. I am back to stay,” He responded, lifting the glass of brandy to his mouth, the smile on his lips didn’t flatter, but unknown to everyone in the room, my heart stirred up a strong desire at the news.
He was here to stay, and I will never let him out of my sight again!
Riley“She said no!” I heard Carl’s yell at Neil, as he stepped between us, pushing Neil back a step.Neil blinked, he looked surprised, but he didn’t argue, he muttered something under his breath and stumbled toward the pool area.My heart raced as I looked up at Carl, I haven’t expected him to come after me, I didn’t expect him to react like this, yet the protective fire in his eyes made my knees feel weak. For a moment, the party faded into the background, and it was just the two of us.“You okay?” He asked, his voice rough as he scrutinized me, in his eyes was something I couldn’t quite name.A few minutes ago, he had said no to me, he had stepped back again and pretended he felt nothing for me, but now, he was standing here, looking at me like every man who love a lady would, and I can’t tell if he was doing this because I was under his care, or because he felt something genuinely for me.I nodded, my cheeks flushed. “Yeah, thanks.. for stepping in.”Carl’s gaze dropped to my lip
Carl“It’s her birthday today, Carl, it’s her eighteenth year birthday, stay calm, stay cool.” I muttered to myself as I watched my backyard transformed by late afternoon.There were loud music from portable speakers as dozens of Riley’s friends splashed in the pool and lounged on the deck chairs.She had said just few friend would show up, but this wasn’t few, this seem to be half the student from her school.Girls and boys run in and out with pizza, drinks, my whole apartment spelled of sunscreen and food.Everywhere I looked was bikinis, and I couldn’t stop them, she said just for a few hours, and I have to bear with it.I retreated to the far side of the patio with a drink in hand and my laptop open, pretending to work, pretending not to watch Riley, but it was impossible.She was in the pool with her friends, laughing and dancing, she looked beautiful, when she threw her head back, and smiled, showing her white set of arranged teeth, it took my breath away.It reminded me of ever
RileyThe loud ringing of my phone stirred me awake. I stretched under the quilt still disoriented, there was barely sunlight flickering through the curtains. I glanced at the clock on the nightstand.“Who could be calling at past seven, and it’s morning.” I groaned, reaching for my phone on the nightstand, only to see an incoming video call.I quickly answered. “Mom! Dad!” my voice still husky with sleep as I stared at my parent’s face that appeared on the screen.“Happy birthday, sweetheart!” the chorused and I sat up quickly, blinking sleep away from my face.It was my birthday today? The day I have awaited for long, shit, how did I forget about it after all the excitement of waiting for my eighteenth birthday.My mother blew a kiss at the camera. “We’re so sorry we couldn’t be there, this trip got extended because some paperwork are yet to be signed. We’ll make it up to you when we get back.”“Thanks Mom, thanks dad.” I pushed my messy hair out of my face. “I miss you both so much
CarlI stood frozen in the kitchen, breathing hard, trying to control the heat, I could feel my hardened erection, if I haven’t yelled at her to go to bed, I fear I’d have done what I will regret.I clenched my tie in my fist, the exact one she held around her finger, I could still feel her breath on my face, still feel her finger, how her eyes fell to my mouth. My whole body burned.I cursed viciously and threw my tie across the room. She was going to destroy me, and she was only two days from turning eighteen.I couldn’t sleep. Every time I closed my eyes I saw her standing too close to me, her fingers wrapped around my tie, and that bold look in her eyes.I am twelve years older than her, but she still tempt me so.I paced the room like a madman, trying to shake her from my head as I sipped a glass of whiskey, yet it didn’t work. At this rate, I might be a walking zombie in the morning.I knew neither of us had dinner last night, so I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast early.
RileyI returned from the school event and didn’t find Carl at home, he hadn’t called me all day after leaving early with Nora, and it was past seven and he was still not back from the office.I was unable to focus at the school event, my curiosity was eating me up. I had woken up late today and can’t figure out if Nora and Carl had sex early this morning while I was still asleep.Nora was smiling, beaming this morning in her elegant outfit, and Carl was next to her, although he hadn’t been smiling, but there had been some ease on his face. I just can’t figure anything out and I couldn’t focus all day.I curled up on the couch in the living room, legs tucked under me in one of Carl’s hoodie I had stolen from the laundry. I can’t recall how many times I’ve dressed with my own nightwear, I somehow preferred wearing his oversized hoodie, it makes it feel like I’m closer to him.My gaze flickered from the clock on the wall to my phone, the house was boring without Carl here, and I was res
CarlNora kept chattering throughout our drive to the airport about her trip, her meetings and the things she needed to do before coming back, but I was absentminded. I kept one hand on the steering wheel and the other rest near the gearshift.I nodded when necessary, but my mind was back at the house. I was thinking about Riley, about last night, and the things she had said to me after Nora went to bed.I hated myself for thinking about that stubborn, infuriating girl who had somehow managed to interrupt every private moment I have tried to have.How did I let her occupy my thoughts like this? I was meant to watch over her, I am supposed to be her temporary guardian, so what am I doing?I exhaled and tightened my grip on the wheel.I was with Nora, I love Nora, I am engaged to Nora and we should be married in two months, what was I doing to myself? Why can’t I control my thoughts? Why was I losing this battle between my mind and heart?“She really kept you busy, didn’t she?” Nora’s v







