‘Carl?’
My eyes dilated at the sight of him, he was here, he was within reach, I tried to fight back the tears in my eyes, but they rolled down my cheek, but I tried hard not to sob out loud.
It’s been five years since I last saw him, the last thing I watched was his back turned at me as he drove off without much of a goodbye. I had only woken up to find him leaving. I had felt the worst hurt that day, even if I was only thirteen.
He was my father’s best friend and had relocated to California to set up another branch of his IT company during summer, and I hadn’t seen him ever since then, I couldn’t tell anyone, but my heart broke every single day he didn’t show up at our front door.
I had made up my mind to relocate to California for college once I graduated high school, just to be close to him again, and the mere sight of him right now melted my heart.
It was odd to crush on my father’s best friend, he was much older than I am, but I have loved him ever since I was thirteen. The first day he came to visit he stood out, and no one, absolute no one has ever matched his handsome image.
I had stared at him every day he shows up, he always treated me like a kid, buys me candy whenever he comes over, but I would stare at his handsome face in admiration hoping to tell him one day about my feelings, but the day I had made up my mind to tell him, he relocated and was out of reach.
It’s been five years, but the distance never changed the way I felt about him, I was working it out, to search the whole California if I have to in search of him, it was hopeless, but I didn’t mind, that was how much my love for him is,
I swallowed hard and wiped off my tears quickly, leaning close to the door, I needed to get a better peek at him.
He wore blue jean, and paired it with a grey shirt that was enough to show his broad shoulders, his dark brown hair was styled neatly, the left part fell towards the corner of his face, perfectly giving beauty to his well defined-jaw line.
“Did he age backwards?” I gasped, my breath catching in my throat.
It was hard to look away from him, my heart drummed in my ear. I feel it was worse now, at this point I could have a heart attack.
His lips curled up into a smile showing his deep dimples, his always knew how to keep his beards neatly trimmed.
Damn! How could anyone compare to the perfect Carl?
“Riley, what are you doing?”
I heard behind me, startled, I turned around to meet my mother’s gaze, and I froze.
“Mom...” I mumbled.
Blinking, my gaze darted from the door to her. What should I tell her? How long has she been standing there? Has she caught me admiring Carl? Have I been caught?
“Stop standing there like a lost sheep, go in and greet your father.” She frowned at me. “Whereas, your father’s friend is here as well, he got back from California so come in and pay your respect.”
She walked past me, pushing the door wide open to go in without letting me prepare myself, my back was still turned at the door.
I drew a sharp breath to calm my startled heart. At least I haven’t been caught.
How can I go in? How can I face Carl with this guilty pleasure?
My cheek still felt hot. Perhaps they were flushed, and he could see it. They could all catch on my feelings for him.
“Riley, aren’t you coming in?” My mother called out again, and I squeezed my eyes shut.
I can’t face Carl now, not like this.
“Umm… Mom, Eve is waiting for me, I have to…”
“Is that Riley?” I heard Carl’s voice, and I flinched, pressing my lips together quickly.
“There you are, Riley.” My father exclaimed, his voice warm, and I knew this time I couldn’t run away, I have been seen by all of them.
‘We got this Riley, whereas, you don’t look so bad, good thing you are dressed beautifully.’ My inner goddess smiled at me.
Drawing a sharp breath, I turned around with a smile, meeting my father’s gaze, I didn’t want to look at Carl yet, I might lose it.
“Good afternoon dad, I didn’t expect to see you at home.” I approached him, while my mom set their refreshment on the table.
“Yeah, I had some business to discuss with Carl,” His eyes darted towards Carl. “You remember him right?” He turned, gesturing towards Carl.
I was holding my breath when I turned my gaze to meet his golden amber eyes, he met mine, and for a brief moment, time stood still.
A smile spread through his lips, that smile that was enough to make anyone fall head over heels for him.
“Yes…” I nodded.
Damn it, I could feel my cheek so hot. I felt hot all over, this was the Carl’s effect, and it’s worse now. How did he not age one bit?
“Last time I saw you, you were so little…” He demonstrated with his hand as if measuring my height. “Now you’ve turned into a grown up…” His smile replaced with a cocky grin.
My knees felt weak, but all I could see was just the same friendly smile he flashed to me when I was thirteen.
How do I get to look at him this way, yet he looks at me differently, like I was some kid.
Geez, this was bad, I didn’t want him to look at me like a child, I didn’t know, but I wanted him to see me and also crush on me like I did with him.
“Five years wasn’t five days, Carl.” My mother said, and they all chuckled, but I was staring at him, like some fan girl who couldn’t tear her gaze away from her crush.
“Yeah, I have been away for that long and missed a lot of the important stuff, good thing I am back to stay now.” He said, and I blinked.
“What? You’ve moved back?” I blurted out before I could stop the words, and he turned his gaze to me, everyone seem surprise at my outburst.
“Yes, Riley, I am done with my work at California. I am back to stay,” He responded, lifting the glass of brandy to his mouth, the smile on his lips didn’t flatter, but unknown to everyone in the room, my heart stirred up a strong desire at the news.
He was here to stay, and I will never let him out of my sight again!
CarlI got up early to prepare breakfast, I couldn’t sleep well with everything that happened the previous day, or perhaps I was just excited to see Riley today.I freshened up and went downstairs to prepare breakfast, I made eggs and toast while listening for when Riley will come down.Probably anticipating what she would wear today.I shook the thought of my head, I needed to remind myself every second that Riley was still seventeen and my best friend’s daughter who was left under my care.I set the table, and before I could turn to call her, I heard I come down.I blinked at the sight of Riley. She was dressed in a pale sweater and dark jeans, exposing nothing, which was the first. Her damp curls tucked behind her ears, and she quietly sat on the dining chair.“Morning,” She said softly, there was no funny smirk, no sarcasm, or even flirtation, just the usual but unusual Riley.“You’re joining me for breakfast today?” I pulled the chair across hers and sat down, well, the previous
Carl“Riley, this isn’t something you should say suddenly, language please.” I told her but she chuckled silently.“Oh, you are an adult and I would be an adult in a week.” She responded. “Whereas, you had seen and heard me last night, it’s no secret what I feel, and you don’t hide yours either.”I closed my eyes momentarily. “Riley, I know it was wrong for you to see me and Nora that day, we should have done that in privacy, but we---““You know that’s not what I am talking about.” She interrupted me and I stepped on the brake, the tires screeched and came to a halt.“Riley.” I turned to her with furrowed brows. “I don’t know what you think you are doing, but whatever it is, you should stop now.”She held my gaze briefly and looked away from me. “We are home now.” She muttered, unfastening her seat belt. “It&rs
CarlI should have known better, I shouldn’t have looked but my body had moved before my mind could stop it, and now I couldn’t sleep.The image of Riley laying flat on her back, legs parted, one hand between her thighs, the other clenching my shirt as she moaned my name kept on replaying in my mind.It was my shirt, that silly girl, and seeing me made her arch her hips even more as she moaned my name softer, slower again.I gasped, I could hear my heart thumping, I felt hot all over.What the hell am I doing?I turned on the air conditioner to cool the room, but my head was spinning with lots of emotions, I swear I saw her biting down her lower lips, I saw the burning desires in her eyes.If she hadn’t been my best friend’s daughter, God knows I would have barged in, torn the clothes left on her off and make her moan my name louder.I clenched my jaw, she was going too far.I slapped my forehead painful hard, furious with myself.“I can’t let this continue, she needs to stop, or I wo
CarlI told myself I wasn’t watching her, but I was.Every goddamn move she made since she stepped into my apartment, she wasn’t making it easy for me either, I had seen the tears in her eyes when she saw me kissing Nora, I thought perhaps she was shocked for seeing such scene, but it didn’t look like it after she made the statement while grabbing a drink from the fridge.I have been weakened by all her deliberate act. I told myself over and over again that she is just a pretty girl trying to stir shit, perhaps she is playing childish drama to push boundaries, play grown-up just to get back at me for what she had seen.But Riley wasn’t a child anymore, and every time she walked by me in those little skirts, or whispered something that made my fist clench, I didn’t see my best friend daughter anymore, I saw a fantasy I didn’t know I had until she started offering herself like sin.And the worst part is she knew what she was doing.Last night had been very difficult, she had grabbed my
Riley“Please, stay with me, don’t go.” I begged him and he turned to me, his gaze held mine and for a moment I believed he would stay, but Carl slowly held my hand and pulled it away from his.“Go to bed Riley, I will be right back.” He didn’t spare me another glance before leaving the house.I stood there frozen, staring at the shut door.Was I wrong to have feelings for my father’s best friend?Was it wrong that I couldn’t control my emotions?I can’t keep this feelings locked inside of my heart anymore, not after I had kept it hidden for years. If it were possible, then I would also want to get rid of it, but it wasn’t easy, it wasn’t easy to get rid of the feeling.We don’t chose who we get to love, we can’t control it, and staying this close to Carl, it was making me go crazy.I blinked out of the daze and rushed out of the house to the porch, but his car was gone, he had driven off, it was this late and he had gone to her.I squatted, burying my face into my arms as I sobbed.W
RileyI returned home late, but when I walked in, Carl wasn’t home, he had told me the code of his apartment, but he was not home.I let out a sharp sigh, but just before I headed upstairs, he walked in, holding someone grocery back, I glanced over his shoulder and I was relieved when there was no Nora today.“You are just coming home?” He asked me, his gaze flickered down to my skirt high on my thighs, just once but I caught it.“Yes.” I responded as he walked towards the kitchen, putting the grocery bag down on the cabinet, I placed my bag on the sofa and went to the kitchen to help him rather than leave for my room.He was pouring himself a whiskey as he took a sip. “Rough day?” I asked innocently, opening the fridge and bending low, slowly that my ass curved perfectly under the tight fabric as I put some of the things he got into the fridge.He didn’t answer, so I turned to face him. &ldquo