LOGINMy heart slammed so hard in my chest that I swore the entire vehicle could hear it.
“Are you alright?” Micah asked, his voice luring me out of my reverie, and I could only nod. “It will be fine; we are very welcoming in my pack.” Yeah, welcoming, just what I wanted. Only I could wake up more the next morning to see that they were driving a stake through my heart. “Yes. I am ready to meet your pack.” The lie slid out easily from my mouth, my heart more than willing to back it up. I was a likeable person after all. Thalia and Theo—even though the thought of him still hurt—could testify, and his pack would have no choice but to adore me. Micah stepped out of the car, and within seconds, the door to my side opened, and I stepped out, marching on the steady ground. I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath, inhaling what will now be home. There was a peace and serenity that attacked my senses, the trees swaying gently as the breeze blew across us. A scent of belonging circled me so strongly that my lips curled in a smile. This was truly home. Releasing another breath, I opened my eyes, taking in the sight before me. Bungalows littered the sides of the tarred road, each painted in the same milk color and with a red terraced roof. People went about their way, both man and wolf, moving as though they were one family. Often, they paused to talk, their loud voices and laughter booming across the street. It wasn’t difficult to notice the differences between us. Their skin was tanned, the color more warm-like. The females had dresses that flowed to the floor, sewn with animal skin, while some had the Western influence on them: linen, silk, and all kinds of fabric. It was weird to see how seamlessly they blended modernization with their own identity. “Alpha!” A young male yelled, his body bare with only shorts hanging on his waist, and he ran towards us. His screams had attracted the rest of the pack, and their heads turned towards us. A beat went over the crowd, and in a twinkling of an eye, we were surrounded by an overly cheerful pack, happy for the return of their alpha. “Welcome back.” Their voice echoed haphazardly as they continued to press against him, wanting to get their scent on him. My wolf snarled inside me, her claws raking at my insides as their hands brushed over him, but I took a deep breath to calm her down. I had to remind myself and her that he was, after all, their alpha, and they were just happy he was back. I moved a few feet away instead, enough that I wouldn’t be so annoyed about the exchange but still close enough to see all that was going on, and I observed them. Micah moved among them like a Messiah, his touch and words igniting light in their eyes whenever he asked a personal question. I found myself nodding. Indeed, he was the very definition of a good leader. Again, I had nothing but praise for the goddess for blessing me with such a man. I only had to ensure nothing was going to ruin it. I stood watching the exchange like the outsider that I was. A few offered fleeting looks, but never enough to pique their interest. Most dismissed me with just a sweep of their gaze, but it was fine with me. Micah’s head snapped toward me, catching the annoyance etched on my face. He gave me a pleading look, as if to say, ‘I will take care of this.’ Somehow, he managed it, and before I knew it, we had slipped free of the crowd and were standing inside one of the five bedrooms in his home. “This will be our room.” He announced with a slightly raised shoulder, his tone tainted with pride. “Our?” My gaze swept across the spacious room. It was almost bare save for the furniture, and there were no electronics in sight except for a table in the corner where a laptop sat. Behind the bed hung a painted portrait of Micah, dressed in wolf fur. The wide windows opened to a clear view of the pack, the land stretching out like it belonged to him. His hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him. “Did you think I would let you out of my sight, mate?” His voice had dropped to a deathly low tone, one that was igniting molten fire inside of me. “N-no, I was o-only.” I suddenly found myself tongue-tied, his effect too great on me. “There are many things I wish to do to you.” He said, his gaze fixed on my lips. Without thinking, my tongue darted out, wetting both lips. Micah’s throat bobbed as he worked it to swallow, his eyes slowly leaving my lips only to drift lower until they settled on the swell of my breast. I swallowed painfully, the air growing thick, making it almost impossible to breathe. “What do you wish to do?” I heard a wanton voice that sounded oddly like mine asked. The invitation lay bare for him to see. His fingers traced over the exposed curve of my breast, each touch leaving a trail of fire in its wake. “I would feast on these until they can harden at my command.” Flames shot to my core, my thighs rubbing against each other. My body betrayed me, doing just as he had said. “I would love that.” The voice whispered again, so thickened with lust that it filled the air, and Micah wasn’t left either. His eyes were narrowed in slits, the brown orbs growing darker as his gaze raked over me, and my legs threatened to buckle underneath me. “But that will have to wait; we have a party to attend.” He said, and the effect was like cold water pouring down on me. I blinked, struggling to calm the parts of me that longed to devour him. I haven’t even had a chance to taste his lips, a fact I silently cursed myself for, but there would be time for that later. For now, it was time I got acquainted with my new pack and put on the best behavior worthy of a Luna. Later, I would explore every inch of him as I desired. So help me, goddess.“I said I look forward to a day we can all run as wolves,” I repeated, smiling, my eyes darting to all three of them. It was comical to watch them lose their shit while I just stood, enjoying it.“W-wait?” Pete basically guffawed, his eyes widened to a point I was sure they would pop out. “You say w-wolves?” He asked, looking between Rowan and me, trying to determine if he had accidentally entered an alternate universe, and I nodded slowly.“Yes, I mean it is tiring to run in our human form all the time.” I shrugged, my lips widening in a smile, and Rowan shook with laughter beside me, completely enjoying it.“Someone pinch me, but I think I am in another universe where Addison just admitted she is one of us.” Harry piped from where he stood, but Morgan gave him the elbow.“She didn’t say it expressly.” Morgan chided him, rolling his eyes. “Now you have exposed us with your loud mouth.”“Hey!” Harry protested, and they both burst into laughter.“Focus, guys,” Pete barked, calling thei
The journey back home—though the meaning of ‘home’ had somehow shifted for me—was smooth. I had completely leaned on Rowan, trying to get as much sleep as I could before we got home.Home.The words still felt so foreign, that somewhere so far, where they were likely only a small percentage of people like me, was a place my heart had claimed as home.However, there was no fear this time; the Florida sun shone down on me with a vengeance. I welcomed it in, my heart merry that I was back to where I belonged and just fit right.The car had brought us to his building, and Rowan had helped with my things, bringing them up the stairs, and now I stood in front of the brown door unsure.My rent had been for a year upfront; it was the only condition Adam was willing to give me, fearing that I would bail. I still had months to stay in the apartment, yet I had reluctance to even do so.To go back to that moldy house would be torture itself, and anything was better than that place; even my place
The walk back home was quiet, a comfortable one, although I was lost in my head, going through what the alpha had already said.Thankfully, darkness covered the area, except for the street light that lit the path, but he couldn’t see my face or the worry that lined it.“Are you alright?” Rowan asked, squeezing my hand, and I nodded. “You are a bit quiet.”“I’m fine. I just… have a lot on my mind. After everything.” I replied in a small voice, and he nodded.“I am still me, Raya. Still the Rowan that you know.” He reassured me, and I swallowed, accepting the truth. It was still hard to believe that Rowan was an alpha, albeit an estranged one that was cut out of his family.Yet, I couldn’t ignore the fear that gripped my heart as the implication of the statement came to mind. I had had my share of Alphas; even the word sent shivers down my spine, and it was not the pleasurable one.I had vowed never to be in contact with them, the pain still fresh in my mind, yet here he was, and I was
I paced around the tiny room of the pack clinic every now and then before my gaze drifted to Rowan, who lay on the bed, stiff as a board. Only the steady rhythm of his heart convinced me that he hadn’t left me for the afterworld, but that didn’t calm my mind either, and not even the fact that the alpha was also here. The first minute he had collapsed, I screamed my lungs out, confused, and I hated the way the fear had paralyzed me. It was like Micah all over, and I had completely shut down. But the people immediately surrounding him, with the directions of the alpha, had helped me get him to the clinic. So here we are. I glanced at him again, at how he looked so small in the hospital bed, despite his legs reaching the end of the bed. As if aware of my presence, Rowan blinked, and I was rushing to his side, eager to spend the first waking moment. “Rowan.” I sighed relief flooding me as I dragged the chair and sat beside him. “Thank goddess.” “Raya.” He spoke, his voice
No sooner had I given him the go-ahead than he joined our lips together, kissing me so hard my head spun, and I reciprocated, kissing him just as he was.Our hands were tangled in each other, his caressing and fondling, while mine was on his shoulders, holding him so tight against the onslaught of pleasure coursing rapidly through me.Rowan was pulling me up, helping me get rid of my shirt and pants, and before long, I stood naked before him. I shifted from foot to foot, not used to being exposed like this.Most times I had sex, it was hurried, just straight to fucking, but there was never a time that they got to admire my body, yet Rowan was doing it.His eyes raked seductively through me, taking in every curve, every deep and red stained my cheeks; my first instinct was to hide.I have never been conscious about my body. I mean, I may not be the most curvy or busy, but I was confident in what I got, but seeing him looking at me with such hunger in his eyes had a way of stirring emot
“Rowan?” My breath hitched, my ears rang, and I was very sure I was hallucinating it or my ears were not working because he couldn’t have said that.Rowan didn’t just say he loved me after he discovered I lied about basically everything, even my fucking name.“Rowan?” I whispered again, blinking slowly, anything to convince myself I wasn’t living in an alternate world where the man that I wasn’t even supposed to like is telling me he loves me, but he nodded his head, his lips revealing a wide smile.“Yes, I do love you, Addison, Raya. Whatever you are called.” He said with so much confidence that every doubt in my mind fled.“But you can’t.” I argued, trying to give reasons why this wasn’t possible yet, but he squeezed my hands, reassuring me over and over. “I am…” ruined, cursed, alone, shattered… “me.”Rowan laughed, as if he could read the words I had uttered in my mind, and he shook his head again, firmly. “And I love every version of you. What is there not to love?” He asked, but







