Hearing shoes scuff the Moroccan tile, Blue spun on her heels. Face set into an apprehensive frown, arms crossing over her chest and shoulders raised as though to add some height, she met the man’s gaze with a banishing statement readied. Yet slackened almost instantly. “I thought you were Richard,” Vincent decided her voice was far softer than he’d imagined.
“Wishful thinking?” Slowly, he advanced, both hands hidden in his pockets, hair tousled by the breeze, and stood by the girl’s side with his shoulder delicately brushing hers. Wondering if her skin crawled at the touch as his, begging for closeness.
A European accent thickened his words, lips speaking in such a way she imagined them in rather compromising places. Though she made good work of hiding it. “Not exactly the word I’d use,”
“Happy birthday, by the way,” Vincent turned to face the girl after a moment of truncated silence, her eyes flickering to his own, smile warm in a way that softened his complete harshness. Beneath the shy glow of the streetlights reaching with clawing fingers to caress the face she’d rather stay a mystery for the sake of her own self-control, Blue wondered what color his eyes were. Wondered if the wide, angular mouth would kiss or bite her thigh. If his hands were soft or calloused. If he sighed or growled.
“Haven’t heard that tonight,”
“Are you usually this short?”
Finally, the woman's eyes shifting to his own, she smiled a small smile. One he’d hoped was the first genuine of the night. Gripping the railing beside him, Blue wondered whether his knuckles were white from the summer chill or from struggling with the same disgusting urges as she. But hadn’t the guts to ask. Instead, narrowed her eyes with a small, troublesome smile, “Only to the people I don’t like,” and pressed her knees together to stifle her need as a stony hand dwarfed her shoulder.
“You don’t like me? I thought we were hitting it off…” Staring into the woman’s eyes, hand tugging her so slightly closer, he imagined her lips—wanted to know if they were soft, if her breath was warm. If she’d gasp sweetly if his fingers flexed around her neck, if she’d lose breath, if she’d squirm, if she’d moan, if she’d cum… If her stomach was warm beneath her shirt. If her feet were soft sliding up and down his leg. If she was innocent, devilish. If she’d sob or scream when driven to the point of complete and total insanity.
“Maybe give me a present and my opinion of you might change,” The corners of her mouth flickered upward as she spoke, her eyes reflecting the delicate lighting that tumbled from the landing with nothing but a reminder they were in a fragile position. The doors weren't locked, their voices weren't low...
“Tell me what you want, I’m at your mercy,”
“Blue?!” Suddenly, the bright smile Vincent felt a privilege to bask in had fallen, and the girl stared up at him with a look split in two equal parts of disappointment and an apt realization. Of what?
Quickly, Blue glanced towards the door, all too knowing of her duty to receive her parent’s praises. And as she met the man’s waiting gaze as she had many times already, brows furrowed so gently, she didn’t feel she had any choice. “I’m sorry, I have to go-”
Breaking from the railing, she began her fidgety approach of the door. She straightened up, sucked in a quick breath, and hoped her father wouldn’t breach the balcony doors to see her alone with a strange man she hadn’t a clue about.
Vincent acted without thinking.
Gripping her upper arm so firmly he was afraid she’d mark, he wedged the girl between himself and the balcony railing. Despite the sobering chill of the metal against her stomach and a small grunt of surprise reminding her of her own mortality, Blue couldn’t bring herself to feel much at all besides his hands flattened against her stomach and the firmness of an obvious erection pressing into her backside. Didn’t dare to speak a word.
“Blue?” The voice drew nearer. “Vincent? Have you seen my daughter?” Vincent. Blue could certainly imagine screaming the name.
Existential dread swelled her chest where each muffled breath failed. She wondered how ruined she would be if her father found her flush against a man who very well could be part of the help, yet couldn’t bring herself to care. Mindlessly, she rocked back against the man so slightly, head pressing delicately into his chin, and released a shaky breath as his knuckles grazed the fly of her jeans. And decided a love affair with a maid would be the best thing to happen to her in a very long time.
“There’s a group drinking out the back, have you checked there?” the words rumbled in his throat against her skull, hand flattening between her legs and heart thumping so steadily against her back… Yet she never felt so much further away, her closeness dwarfed by the desire to be stuffed to the brim by the very bulge that hardened with her each rasping breath.
"Okay... give me a shout if you see her,"
"Will do," His breath warmed her skin, hands pressing her groin into his own. With the distant rattle of the door swinging shut and the breeze it fanned towards them, Vincent couldn’t bring himself to move. Blue had no desire to, either. Stiffly, he bowed his lips to the crook of the woman’s neck. Rocked forwards so slightly. Brushed the waistband of her jeans with the tips of his fingers. “Can I touch you?” Whispered the words into her skin. Her own knuckles white around the edge of the balcony. Hair curling around her face with the gentle breeze.
“Please,” and so he did.
Staring out at the living room floor, Blue saw a sight she never thought she would live to see: Marian playing with her grandson on the floor. It was unsettling, in an uncanny-valley way. Something so close to resembling human but just short of enough. She spun her engagement ring back and forth on her finger. He slid his arm around her waist. “’You okay?” She glanced up to the man stood at her side. His dark hair gathered into a short, thick ponytail. Eyes as bright as ever. Smile as devilish. Would it be so wrong to fuck like animals with her mother in the room next to them? After all, to a married couple, sex was the most natural thing. Or so she'd heard. “Yeah,” Blue sighed. Hugged her arms around herself. “I think so,” “How long is she staying?” “Until she can get the settlement money from Bradley,” “I didn’t think he had any left,” “It’s all
It could have been hours by the time Blue came to. Usually, the state of her coffee would be a good indicator, but it had been stone cold for god knows how long. The sun was still up, if that counted for anything. She had left her phone at the house. Vincent was with the baby. She had stolen herself away for some quiet at the very café she had shared with both Vincent and Richard. Sat staring at her right hand where the engagement ring of the latter sat without a band. What was he doing? A thought that crossed her mind often. She hadn’t heard from him after the verdict, though still awaiting the sentencing. She had the thought that he was arrested for assaulting a police officer after his fiasco of escaping custody in the courtroom. Christopher wouldn’t have set any bail, would he? Not after he pretended to have been oblivious to his son’s sins. It would be hard to act surprised if he was actively helping his son as someone ought to. Vincent
Blue stared at the city; Vincent stood at the counter behind her. The windowsill seemed to share her most pivotal moments more than even the universe shared them with her. Though her grief was one of the poorer-kept secrets of the world she felt marginally better whispering her thoughts to the brittle pane. Just as she felt gratitude Vincent had kept the apartment they’d outgrown with the baby for nostalgia’s sake. Or to bolster his net worth. Either one.She was muttering the same three words over and over. Repeated hoping that enough times would unencumber her or the rage that swelled with each inhale to expel them. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate… The world?“I should write him a very strongly worded letter.” She glanced to her husband, the man fiddling with a steaming tea as though debating which moment would be safest to present it to his wife. “But
“It is found,” Blue glanced up at her husband, her arse feeling rather sore from the wooden bench. They had been sat in court for what ought to have been five hours at that point. The room smelt of wood varnish and stale air, having the look about it of a church with generous natural light and the buzz of Catholic choir. Only the silence rattled through much the same way any prayer would. “That the Commonwealth has proven beyond a reasonable doubt,” She had stared at the back of Richard’s head the whole time, if only hoping he would meet her eyes for just a second. She feared he thought no one in the room was on his side, a feeling she had become well-acquainted with over the years. Nothing seemed more dreadful than being carted off to prison with that same feeling. How strange it was to think that the man she was so sure she would murder given the chance had sat on the living room floor playing with her son just a day or two before. Staring into her husband’s deep green eyes, she w
“So, I have a question,” Blue reached for her coffee, eyeing her maid. Well, she wasn’t her maid anymore. She was her mother-in-law. It was complicated. Pregnancy had somehow made her even fonder of coffee, maybe because she hadn’t had it. “Why did you tell me not to stay with Vincent when I told you I was pregnant if he was your son this whole time?” She couldn’t help but smile at her own sentence, taking a long gulp of the latte that had since gone flat. Vincent stared between the two silently. It was news to him.“I thought he was going to prison,” She simply shrugged. It was a good enough answer. Blue wasn’t sure whether Anya—Alfonza, as she had come to know—liked her all that much. “I thought I was doing what was best for everyone,”“So, you tell my wife to leave me?” Then came her husband’s booming voice, deep and accented. Ho
Blue stared at the deep purple wrap dress in the mirror, sleeves to her elbows. Loosened the strings around her waist and tightened the knot again as though it would magically make her thinner. She was yet to properly mourn her pre-baby figure. She looked like a rectangle. A bloated, lumpy rectangle. Or so she thought quietly to herself. She tore the dress over her head.“I think we’ve found a winner,” Vincent entered the wardrobe quietly. Tried his best not to gawk at the woman in her underwear as though he’d never seen her half-naked before. Failed miserably. Wrapped his arms around her middle instead and pressed his mouth to hers. But she shoved him away. Turned back to the clothes instead.“We can’t do this, we’ll be late,” though she spoke as firmly as she could, she couldn’t help but smile softly to herself and blush as she leafed through her clothes without looking. The idea of let
“It’s not fair, why can’t I go with Richard?” Vincent dug his heels in as he stopped behind his mother. Hoped a childish frown would move her enough to let her son be with his only friend. “I’m not a child anymore,”“I’ve seen the awful lot Richard hangs out with, you can either help me out for the rest of the day or go to the deli with your father,”“I’m a vegetarian.” He spoke expressionlessly.“Housekeeping it is!” Alfonza sounded a bit too cheerful for Vincent’s liking. Was it too late to call back the Taxi that had brought him straight from school? “Now find somewhere quiet to sit, I shouldn’t be any longer than an hour,”“I’ve got homework tonight, Ma.”“Then do your work here,” She smiled again. A bit too cheerful. Aga
Her skirt was over her stomach in a matter of seconds, underwear kicked beneath the bed. Heart racing, fingertips beating in the tips of her fingers curled up into her palms, Blue spread her legs with no further instruction. Released a long, shaky breath as her husband hooked her legs over his shoulders and breathed into the inside of her thigh. But she stared at the roof. Watched the shadow cast by the lamp behind him loom over her, growing in size as he neared. And all she could feel was his hot, damp exhale fanning her center; his opened mouth quick to follow. “I still can’t believe I’m your wife.” She grumbled the words quietly, arching her back as his lips closed around her and his teeth grazed her labia. “I’m a lucky man.” He grumbled back, his voice twisting through her and carrying its echo deep into her stomach. “I can’t believe that you were so adamant you never wanted to see me again after your birthday party and now you’ve got your pussy i
“Are you joking?” He had his wife’s face in his hands again, staring between her narrowed eyes with a look of expectation now not quite as well-hidden. “You actually went to the police?”“Of course, I did, all the love I had left for him went when I found out how much my mom actually cares.” She looked like she’d thought it rather obvious. Despite the fact she’d been defending him for so long. “He could be sentenced to death, and I’ll be happy to do it.”“You don’t mean that,” he’d released her, sitting back on the edge of the bed, hands on his knees. But she’d rocked forward. Wrapped her fingers through the sides of his hair. Met his eyes with a stare he wasn’t quite so daffy to break.“He told me it was my own fault Richard hurt me.”“But Richard’