Her back door is unlocked when I gently press down on the handle. Slipping inside, I can hear the laughter still going on in the living room, I hear my name and consider hovering to hear what they're saying, but I don't want to get caught. I glance at the clock, it's only nine o'clock so I should have some time before she comes upstairs. Placing the bottle of fizzy wine I bought earlier, in a bucket on her table, I lie back on her bed and wait.
Time ticks by very slowly, I can still hear them chatting downstairs and it doesn't sound like they're going any time soon. Her diary sits there like a siren calling to me, I know I shouldn't read it, I try everything to distract myself but eventually, alert for sounds, I give in to temptation and look for anything written about me.
Electricity.
I wait patiently for him to finish eating, his eyes on the TV. What he's done for me tonight, it's just amazing, I never imagined he'd do anything like this. "Where are you going?" He asks when I jump up from the bed, standing by the creams on my desk. "Nowhere, just... finish eating." I say, slipping the lavender relaxation oil into my back pocket, I've never massaged anyone before and I wouldn't know how to even suggest it. He slides his unfinished plate onto the table, coming over and wrapping his arms around me, pressing a kiss onto my lips. His hand quickly slips into my pocket, grabbing the oil out and holding it up to read. "What are you planning to do with this, Miss Jewkes?" His eyes twinkle with mischief and I feel myself blushing. "I didn't know if y
She's curled into me when I wake and I look around at the mess I made of her room in my attempt at romance. I'm in trouble. I think to myself. This is all fun while we're sneaking around, but how the hell can it possibly work in reality when she's terrified of my friends. "Aurora?" I whisper, dragging my nails along her shoulder. Her lips twitch but she keeps her eyes closed. I chuckle to myself as an idea strikes. "We overslept, it's nearly eleven o'clock." "What?" Her eyes shoot open and she's out of bed, grabbing her clothes before she realises I'm laughing. She looks at her phone and glares at me. "You're a very mean man." "I'm sorry, I really am." I can't help l
"Who's idea was camping in this weather?" Kia complains as we lie back, fully clothed but still shivering in our sleeping bags and listening to the rain hammering against the tent. "I'd actually rather be in school." "Are you awake?" Danny calls through the tent. "Awake, frozen and grumpy." I call back. The zip opens and Danny and Alex tumble in, sleeping bags in hand. A gust of cold, wet air wafts in with them . "Zip it back up." "It's ridiculous out there." Alex says, dropping down beside me and wriggling into his sleeping bag. Danny steps into his and slides down the other side of him, squishing me between Kia and Alex, but still I'm as cold as ice. "In not sleeping here tomorrow." I complain. "Not after getting wet and muddy again."
"Hey, where's Aurora?" I whisper to Rae at the end of class. She's never this late and she's not replying to any of my texts. Not that I've tried continually since nine o'clock or anything... "Home, sick." She whispers back. "Apparently on the cadet thing last weekend she got soaked and freezing, and now she's sick, Priya said Danny and Alex are down with it too." "Right. Thanks." I walk straight out of school, driving over to her house with a brief stop at the shops for supplies. I knock, even though I can see her mum's cars not there, before grabbing the spare key from under the mat and letting myself in. "Rory." I call. There's no answer but I can hear the TV on in her bedroom. She's curled up under her qu
It's been two wonderful weeks since Shane turned up to look after me when I was sick, two wonderful weeks of snogging in dark corners and meeting up after school. I've finally let myself accept that this might be real, but am still hesitant about going public. His friends still scare me and I just know Ruby and her friends will have something awful to say. Shane doesn't seem concerned, but he's not been this side of it, it'll be bad for him too. "Shane Woodson? Seriously?" I step back into the toilet, lifting my legs so no one knows I'm in here. "Uh huh, we've been seeing each other for weeks now, secretly, he says it's too soon since I broke up with Jamie, so you can't tell anyone." My heart stops when I hear Carrie Lawson's voice. So that's why she was upset ab
I'm in the dining hall with Luke and Billy, Aurora's friends are already at their normal table but she's nowhere to be seen. Carrie Lawson appears in front of me, her arm linked through Ruby's which is weird because Ruby's been bitching about her for the last few weeks. "Hi Shane." Carrie detaches herself from Ruby and sits on the table in front of me, blocking my view of Aurora's table. "I'm having Alison Cargreave round Friday night, just us if you fancy it?" "Nah, busy." I say, not really listening as Aurora walks in, not even glancing in my direction. She looks too stiff, like she's upset and I need to know why. "I don't think you understand." Carrie swings her legs either side of my chair so I have a full view up her skirt. Opening her legs for me, showing me her shaven pussy, no underwear coveri
"Well, that was intense." Jenny reasons, when they reappear. "So Shane wants to go public. What do you think about that?" "I don't know, I need to think." "When's Danny's next party?" Rae asks me with a look that shows she's helping me change the subject and I love her for it. "I'm not sure, Priya?" I look at her and she blushes. "His dad's away all weekend, but I'm going over to watch a film Saturday, just the two of us." She looks so happy and I'm glad. The doorbell rings and I run to get it, part of me stupidly hoping it'll be Shane but instead the pizza delivery guy offers me a pile of boxes which I carry through to the living room, dropping down in front of the TV. The next day we get to s
"Mate." Luke drops into the seat beside mine and slaps me on the shoulder. "I feel like I haven't seen you for weeks. How's it going with Aurora?" "I know mate, yeah it's good." "When're you going to bring her round?" Never if she gets her way. "I'm not sure mate, see how it goes." "How about Saturday night? We'll have some beers, chat, it'll all be pretty chill." He nods at me like that's the decision made. How the hell do I tell Aurora? "Yeah ok." Her reply makes me stop walking and stare at her. She gives a short laugh. "I knew it was coming, let's get it over with."