Scarlett’s POV
Aurora still took me to the airport. But she wouldn’t give me my ticket.
Stuffed a cup of hot cocoa in my hands, she glares at me across McDonald’s tiny table like a fierce mom judging her truant kid.
“I JUST found out today--” I start timidly and instantly she retorts--
“Yeah, you said that!”
It’s not like I planned any of this. I drop my eyes to my cocoa, can’t look at her. She’s mad, and I know why.
She’s from a rich family. Beautiful, popular, two-meter-long legs, etc. But she wasn’t born rich. She watched her single mom work her ass off raising her, hating her irresponsible father her whole life, only to find out that he didn’t leave them, like what her mom told her. Her mom brought forward the breakup.
She is seeing me doing exactly the same thing.
“I won’t teach the baby to hate him...” I mumble, not dare look at the anger on her face. I know how much she has been through.
“That’s not all!” Aurora shoots me a death stare, firing like a machine gun, “My mom lied to me, yes, but that’s because my dad did cheat on her. But he also loved me, and it hurts to only know that he suffered a dozen years thinking I hated him while I thought the same, and it hurts when it blew out and I shouted at my mom, and it hurts to know she has given me her everything and more...it’s just very, very complicated. You have no idea how hard it was for her to start her own company, and I watched, every bit of her pain!”
I let her finish her rant, I have seen her words happening to her, and I know it still hurts.
Aurora lets out a long sigh, “Scar, it’s not easy, raising a baby by yourself.”
“You are the lucky one, Aurora,” I wish I could listen to her, but my case is different, “but what if your father hated you? YOU went to him, remember how nervous you were?”
She is silenced.
It was the last semester of our 8th grade. Making that decision took her weeks. The teacher suspected that her best student was getting into a toxic relationship, seeing how off she was.
“Is there really no chance with you two? I still can’t believe you did it...” Aurora grumbles, reluctant to accept the reality, “What happened this time? It’s not like he wasn’t a jerk before...?”
What happened? Not much. I just walked in on my husband kissing my sister. They might have been doing it all along, but seeing it is still different.
“Doesn’t matter now,” I close my eyes, shaking my head to get him out of it, “He doesn’t love me, and now the love of his life is all healed. They will be together, and I’ll be free of them. That’s the plan.”
“Uh-huh, good plan,” Aurora shoots death stares at me, “don’t mind me asking but, where is the baby in your perfect plan?”
I return her a deadpan. The baby wasn’t there when I came up with this plan. But then again, Sebastian already made it clear that it wouldn’t change anything anyway.
“You don’t have to stay in a marriage for a baby, but you still should tell him,” Aurora says, huffing angrily as she rants, “Ughhh, why do I have to defend that jerk?! Look what you made me do!”
Only she would trash a powerful billionaire in the city for a notorious me.
Aurora pushes the flight ticket to me, pressing it down with one finger, and in her other hand lies my phone: “Tell him, and no matter his attitude, you can leave knowing you did everything you could.”
Tell him that I’m leaving with a baby he doesn’t want, a baby with his blood that would ruin his chance with Ava? On the day where he sees the first shine of hope to be with his beloved?
Even for me, that’s too cruel.
“He deserves to know,” Aurora just says.
Hesitating, I take the phone.
“What?” Aurora opens her eyes wide when I put it down.
“I texted him,”
“Texted?!” Aurora rolls her eyes, “He is your husband, and you TEXT? For a news like this?!” She grabs my phone in fury and I let her.
I’m tired. Tired of seeing hatred in the eyes I love. Tired of hearing the coldness in the voice that once brought me warmth.
“Seriously?! This is all you can do?” Aurora presses my phone to my face.
[I’m at the airport. Say the word and I won’t leave.]
“If there are even the slightest feelings for me in his heart,” I look at Aurora, “just one word to tell me he is okay with me staying NEAR his life, even if divorced, I’ll fight for him, for the baby, for everything and anything. But if not, then...”
Then what’s the point of torturing everyone with an innocent baby?
[Attention all passengers, this is the final boarding call...]
For a whole hour, we waited, only to hear the call for boarding repeated to the last one. Aurora’s look turns sadder and sadder. Strangely, mine remains calm. I’m used to disappointment.
Or. I didn’t get my hopes up this time.
My phone rings, cutting Aurora off. She nudges me excitedly, but it’s not a call from him.
[Mr. Fuller calling...] Three words glowing coldly on my screen. My heart freezes. I don’t want to pick up.
“Hello,” I hear my own cold voice.
“Your mom is hurt. Come home.” With a colder voice, he hangs up before I could.
Granny was actually serious about it?? Scar hesitated: “Actually, about that--”“Did you really think Granny would be such a fuddy-duddy to arrange you a marriage??” Granny laughed at her, and Scar’s eartips instantly turned red, “I see you as my own granddaughter, but I would never force such a thing on you, silly!”Scar let out a grunt. She was really worried!But then Granny’s next sentence surprised her--“Scarlett, I need your help.“The Greens are family, my lovely doll, and they need help, right now,” Granny looked into Scar’s eyes, solemn this time, “Would you grant the wish of an old lady who is too retired to get back on the battlefield?”“Help with what?” Scar blinked in confusion.“The Green family, they are not as simple as ours. When a king is weak, sharks gather around the throne. Elijah is that weak king right now. I was worried there was something off about the death of his son, and now someone just fed the new prince a story to turn him against his own father. He cou
It became really hard to say no to Granny when she put in so much effort to put it all together. Scar didn’t have the heart to say no to her face, so all she was able to do was a numb nod.Besides, it sounded like the problem was with Scott!Did she just got stuffed with an arranged marriage? The day became so surreal, and Scar was half-minded the best through the rest of the catch up between friends. Luickly for her, Sophia Green found an excuse to leave soon after, apparently sharing that surreal feelings of hers.Scar peeked out of the window when Sophia Green left. Sophia was shocked to see Sebastian still nailed down in the yard, and she paused. But in the end, she just shook her head and left.Scar felt bad. Sebastian did a horrible thing to her, something she could never forgive. But he had always been a good grandchild to Granny, and he really cared about her. It pained Scar to see the once lovely grandma and grandson stuck in a cold war like this, because of her no less.But
“What?” Granny shrugged at her two shocked-to-the-core guests with a confused frown.One thing Scar admired about Granny, was that she was a woman of her word. She mentioned one time about how she would take Scar as her own grandchild if it couldn’t work out between her and Sebastian, and that she wouldn’t take sides between them.She did. She took Scar’s side.Scar felt bad as if she drove Granny away from Sebastian, but it was a huge relief that Granny wasn’t hell-bent on urging her to “forgive” him like any loving family would, or it would be really hard for Scar to face her.But still, it was shocking as a bomb when Granny really treated her as her granddaughter and started looking for a husband for her!Exchanging a look with Sophia Green, Scar could see in her eyes what she was thinking herself --Please, no.She had never seen Scott that way, not even after his abrupt confession only days ago. It wasn’t about Sebastian, it was her. She had gone a long way from the girl who woul
Scar saw. She not only saw, she was there.Three days ago. Granny’s house.It had rained for days ever since the day Scar had the bad fallout with Sebastian, just like her mood. The man never reached out for their “deal” again. Scar so wanted to throw everything away and just carry out her plan to “pull Ava into hell with her”, but she found the desire to die in her no longer there.She died and crawled on the thorned path of revenge, but somewhere along the way, she crawled back to life.She lost her child, and she thought that was her whole world. But it’s not. She has Silco, Alice, Lilith, and even Damian is a brother that’s not whole bad now.In desperation, Scar realizes Sebastian’s deal worked -- He took away her will for death, and now Scar has no other option but to go the long way after Ava. AND he didn’t have to go on with the deal with her!That man is still the shark at any negotiation table. Scar grits her teeth in that realization.So when she arrived at Granny’s house a
“Scar mama, are you okay?”Alice’s lovely voice pulls Scar’s gaze back from outside the window.“Yes, of course,” Scar picks Alice up into her arms, putting a smile on, “When did you come, hmm?”Lilith has been coming over every day recently, claiming it’s just because she misses Scar. Scar indulges her story, but she knows there is more -- Lilith is a simple person, and she can’t hide a secret. If she doesn’t force out a smile every time when Scar looks at her, while failing to hide the concern in her eyes, there might be a slight chance that her lame excuse might actually slide.“Just now,” Alice drags Scar over to the piano, “Papa Vandy is giving me a piano class later.”Scar cocks her eyebrow at Lilith, who forces yet another awkward, nervous smile just in time.A lame excuse is a lame excuse, whether it's missing her or a piano class. Lilith is worried about her. Well, she has been worried about her ever since she found Scar in that institution, so that’s no news. What intrigues
Scar bursts out in tears, hitting him and clawing him and kicking him everywhere she could, “I will never forgive you! Ever! I was blind to have fallen for you, but now I know better! If you want a piece of advice, here is one: never love someone who doesn’t love you. And I, don’t, love, you! Never again!”The man stands there, letting every word slam on his heart like little hammers. But no matter how much they hurt, he just can’t seem to let go. How could he when he knows what real love tastes like now? She says it as if loving him was a mistake. It wasn’t. It was the best thing that could ever have happened to him.The mistake was that he didn’t cherish it, because he didn’t realize what he had.“You said you would give me a chance if our daughter didn’t die,” The man says.“I didn’t say that!” Scar snaps.Lilith listens carefully--“You didn’t say no either,” The man says calmly. It’s not a funny joke, but he is not laughing because every muscle in him is stretched tight, restrain
In the end, Lilith told Sebastian everything she knew, didn’t get anything out of that man, AND got pushed into the small bedroom -- to avoid Scar.She didn’t notice the door on the wall behind his desk when she first went into his office. The door is small, the room smaller -- just enough for a single bed, a table and a floor mirror. Nothing more. The owner of the room didn’t put any thoughts into comfort when he was deciding the ufnction of the room.The bed is not made. Someone just used it very recently. The table is, magically, messier. On its top piled papers, folders, and notes. Whoever left them there, left them in an order that he might recognize, but no others could.Lilith dares not touch anything. Turning around twice, she ends up standing in the small space between the bed and the door, awkwardly.“Where is your honorable guest?” Scar starts firing the moment she is allowed in. Lilith gets so nervous, her breathe slows down to the lowest, too. Scar might be on fire, think
Sebastian’s words freezes Lilith. His accurate intuiation shocks, but not as much as his aggressive eyes. Looking into his eyes, Lilith knows she can’t win this fight without needing him to say those words. She has seen how tamed this man can be in front of Scar, and that gave her the illusion that he is not dangerous. Not as how any man in his position holding his kind of power should be.How wrong was she.When it comes to anyone but Scar, he is still the predator who is to be reckoned with.She frowns and tries to run, but the man wouldn’t let her open the door: “If you know that Silco might harm Scar and you hide it from me, then it’s on your hand when Scar gets hurt.”“It’s on me when I refuse to deliver Scar into YOURS hands, which are holding Ava Fuller’s filthy bloody ones?!” Lilith fights back fiercely, “Don’t make me laugh! I come here because YOU begged to make amendment, no the other way around!”The man doesn’t show it, but Lilith could see that her words sting. If there
Does she really treat Sebastian differently?Scar doesn’t like touching this question. It stings. He is like a wound on her heart that just won’t heal. Every scar he left on her remains hurting, bleeding, and corrupting nonstop, yet she just can’t seem to gouge it out.If only she could.Why is it so hard to just cut all ties with this man? However she warns herself of the danger this man poses, she keeps finding him back in her life, closer and closer.Unlike Ava who has never even apologized for what happened but basically took all the harm she did on Scar as okay, Sebastian apologizes. He puts up the genuine guilt act all the time. Doing the right thing, that’s his brand. He takes all his chances to apologize, but he still doesn’t understand--His fault is not giving Ava a key to his house. It wasn’t even falling for that simple lie when the