Mag-log in*ALANA*
“When was being an orphan ever a problem to you?! You told you didn’t care! You told me you loved me for me. You promised me! You promised to always love and protect me!” I yelled.
He rubbed his cheeks and shrugged. “Was I suppose to give up an investment opportunity for you? Julia’s dad is coming back to Bellbanks to settle down and she already assured me of an investment from Ford Group. Julia can give me everything! You couldn’t even give me sex.” He snarled.
“You said you’d wait for me! We were going to get married.”
“Alana, you’re a beautiful woman but I have to be practical. I stand to gain nothing by being married to you.”
“Instead of cheating on me! Instead of you two hiding things from me, why didn’t you just break up with me and go be with her?!”
“This is exactly why. You’re a crying mess right now. I didn’t want to hurt you. Besides, I still have feelings for you, okay? So just get over this. While Julia is of great importance to my life and career, you and I can still be together.”
I laughed, bitterly. “So you want me to replace Julia as the mistress?”
“Well, it’s not so bad if you think about…”
“Get out of my face! I hate you!” I yelled and stormed off.
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Sitting on the bench in the bus stop, I cried my eyes out.
Oh, I had been so stupid.
Six months. It could have been more.
I thought the two of them were the best people in my life.
They must have laughed at me. They had taken me for a fool. A big fool.
While I was being a good friend to Julia and the best girlfriend to Eugene, they were both shagging behind my back.
And now I was suddenly a worthless orphan to him?
What happened to wanting a life with me?
I have never truly felt so worthless my whole life. I had thought we could come up with a plan to avoid my arranged marriage and now I was left all on my own to figure it out.
What was I going to do?
I felt so depressed and hopeless.
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“Alana, are you sick?” My colleague, Susan asked me the following day at work.
I had tried to use make up to hide the dark circles and maybe how disoriented I looked but it didn’t work.
I knew my eyes were still reddish and I kept spacing out.
“No…I’m good.”
“You definitely don’t look good. Don’t you think she looks pale, Julia?”
Julia glanced at me.
Yeah, we worked in the same news station.
To think a year ago when we both landed this job just immediately after graduation, I had been so happy to be working in the same place with my best friend.
Now, it felt like a nightmare.
“If you’re sick, just take the day off, Lana.” She suggested, nonchalantly.
Was she seriously going to pretend I didn’t catch her having sex with my boyfriend…well ex-boyfriend yesterday?!
“Me, on the other hand would be getting off work early today. I’m going on a date with my boyfriend.” She squealed.
“Ooh…a date? I thought you didn’t have a boyfriend.”
“We’ve been seeing each other for some time now and yesterday, we finally made it official.”
“Awwn, I’m so happy for you. It’s like I’m the only one in our friend group who doesn’t have a boyfriend.”
“Well, some boyfriends need to be stolen from undeserving girlfriends.” Julia let out.
Susan laughed, obviously taking that as a joke.
But I stared at Julia in disbelief.
Did she just say that to my face?
And then she started talking about how good her boyfriend was and how lucky she was to have him.
I just couldn’t understand.
There were no problems between us. We used to be stuck at the hip. Going everywhere together.
How could she do this to me and feel no remorse?
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When Julia got off work, I followed her because I needed her to explain to me what I did to deserve this.
“Julia.” I called when we got out of the building.
She turned to face me. “Yes?”
“Are we seriously going to pretend what happened yesterday didn’t happen?”
She shrugged. “You walked in on my man and I having sex, so?”
I scoffed. “I knew you way before I met Eugene. We’ve been best friends way before any of us met Eugene. Even if he were to betray me? How could you?”
“Sure, he was your boyfriend but I wanted him. Why should I hold back when I can easily get him?”
“How can you say these words to me? How can you hurt me so easily? I could never hurt you.”
“Move the fuck on, Alana. Eugene and I belong together. You were just an obstacle. Stop sulking about it and move on.”
Tears fell from my eyes. “I just don’t understand. I don’t understand how you can do this to me. Sneaking around with him for months while also smiling to my face?”
Julia smiled. “I have to admit. It was fun.”
“Fun?”
“Girl, I’m running late for my date with Eugene. It was fun toying with you. But let it go, okay. You’ll be fine.” Her smile widened and she turned and walked away.
So it was fun toying with me?
It was fun thinking I had genuine people in my life but they were toying with me?!
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As I dejectedly walked into the house that evening, Patricia hurried up to me.
“Mrs Valentina called. She’s the butler’s wife at Moon Manor. She wants to meet with you tomorrow. Except you already have the $500,000, you must meet with her tomorrow and you must appear to be completely willing to marry Manuel Buford.”
Manuel Buford?
So that was the name of the old man.
Buford.
Why did that name suddenly ring a bell?
Julia’s surname was Buford.
*ALANA* He quickly shook his head. “I wasn’t…I…just…you said it was your morning routine as well and I only briefly…just briefly wondered why you would miss your routine.”I shrugged. “I overslept this morning. And it’s not a bizarre thing to skip a routine sometimes.” “It’s bizarre. I do not skip my routines.”He replied.I cocked an eyebrow. “Seriously? You mean to say you’ve never missed a single morning of your running sessions.” “No.” I laughed. “You’re lying. What if you oversleep?” “I do not oversleep.” “What if you fall sick?” “I do not fall sick.”I scoffed. “What are you? Iron man?”He laughed. “I guess so.”Oh God.He laughed?I wanted to hear it again. “Why are you staring at me like that?” He suddenly asked.I had been staring at him like I was enchanted.I had really been enchanted for a moment.By his laughter.Oh God, I can’t think properly right now. I have to be away from him so I can think properly agai
*MANUEL* I could hear her voice in my head, screaming my name and the way she yelled my name this morning made me want to shut her up with my dick.And I also wanted her to scream my name, somewhere else. *We’re so far from your house. I have no idea how many miles we’ve ran. Feels like 100.*100 miles?Does she even know how long 100 miles is by foot?She was crazy. Well, I did purposely run longer than usual this morning to exhaust the heck out of her.I was pretty sure she’d not come running with me tomorrow. *You’re the biggest jerk I know and I hope you choke on that coffee!*That sharp mouth of hers made me momentarily angry but then I had been amused.People do not talk to me like that.And that woman seems to like talking back at me a lot.She doesn’t listen. “You’re smiling, sir.” Cole, my PA who was driving me to work suddenly let out sounding shocked.I froze.I wasn’t smiling.He had to have his eyes checked.Why would I smile w
*ALANA* It was Day 2 of trying to get Manuel to be a bit friendly to me so he would grant me a favor. I was all set again to go on a run with Mr arrogant. He was going to cuss the hell out of me as usual but I couldn’t give up. I was on a blue sport bra, and a pair of yoga pants, I jogged out of the house and found him setting off already. I quickly caught up with him. “Good morning, Manuel.” He stopped running and sighed. “Why are you dressed like this? Are you trying to seduce me? Didn’t I warn you not to try anything with me?”I frowned.What was seductive about what I was wearing? “This is literally a comfortable fit for exercising, do you want me to wear a garment or something?” “Go wear a shirt. Do you have any idea how distracting your top is?!” “So it’s distracting for you?”I looked down, my boobs were properly covered, just that the tank top held them tightly together and so the top part of my cleavage was exposed.But I d
*ALANA* Screw them!I didn’t need to prove anything to anyone.They can continue thinking I was having a horrible life, I didn’t care. But the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to put them in their places. I imagined showing up with my husband all over me, treating me like a queen, that would definitely make this lose their minds for days, for weeks even.Especially that Linda. She would be in deep regrets, torturing herself for refusing to marry him. While Patricia and her husband would wish they had treated me well. They would try to curry favor from me but I’d refuse because I wasn’t nice anymore.Good Lord.That felt so pleasing to imagine. The problem was, I couldn’t put them in their places.My husband hated me and he didn’t see me as a queen at all. But we could pretend.That instantly lit a switch in me. What if I asked him to come with me to the Collins house and pretend to be my loving husband?I laughed at how stupid that sounded.How was I
*MANUEL* For a moment, it felt as if I was lost. And when I realized I was about to get disarmed by just a fucking kiss, I quickly pulled away from her. She panted, staring up at me with those beautiful ocean eyes. I panicked. Panicked and scurried away, because it felt like I was about to have a heart attack. A heart attack from simply kissing her?******* I paced to and fro in my study trying to get it together.I was having a strange feeling, it was an intriguing, unsettling, stirring combination.It had started from the moment I heard her burst into tears.I had wanted to ignore her.I tried to ignore her but her wails kept ringing in my head, tormenting me.How was I going to be in total control of her if I had caved in to what she wanted just because she cried? I had kissed her because I couldn’t stand seeing those tears.What was this?Was “tears” her way of manipulating men?How could I fall for that? I should know better than not to fa
*ALANA* Before those words could fully register in my head, he brought out a black card and stretched it to me. “You’re not permitted to work anymore. But you could busy yourself by going shopping, buy bags, jewelries, whatever makes women happy and come back home. Lastly, as the owner of your life now, you are to be fully committed to this marriage. Don’t let me catch any riffraffs bringing you home.”He saw Scott?But that wasn’t the issue right now.He wanted me to quit working?! “I don’t want to quit my job.” “You don’t really have a say.” “Please, I really love working at the TV station. It’s my dream.” “What part of you have no say in this do you not understand? Also, this would make you and Julia clash less often. I don’t want to hear about how you two had any confrontation.” “So you want me to quit my job because of Julia?” “Partly. But more because I see no reason for you to work. That card is unlimit







