SIREN MENDEZ
Past eleven in the midnight, I'm still not sleepy. There's no way I can get rid this Conrad guy out of my mind. I realize that I almost say something about me. I'm sure he'll be thinking about it and there's only two way he will look into it.
Maybe he will get confused about me, or he will think that I'm just like any other gold-diggers out there.
I better prefer the second thought. It won't be needing any explanation. Rather than being confused of what kind of a person I am.
One of those many times, I feel jealous of those who live a normal life. They all have the energy to save rather than consuming it to keep their secrets from other people.
But I know I don't have any right to complain. I was born in a wealthy family with a life most of my so-called friend are wishing for. Though it's not a perfect life, it's still not a chance that everyone can have. Some people spend their lives working hard to get what they wanted. Just like my Dad. But sometimes, I do wish he was just like any other Dad. A father who's always there for his daughter. A father who can give more time to his family. A man who only wants to be a good Dad.
I heaved a sigh. No way I could have a family like that.
I can't count how many times had I been rolling on my bed but I can't still find any way to sleep. Still blaming Conrad for this. I should keep my distance with the guy. He's not a good person for me to stay with. I'm getting scared now with the idea of my identity being revealed. I should not let him push me into it.
I decided to get up and head outside my room. I need milk. Maybe it can help me to sleep.
I stepped down the stairs noiseless. Most of the lights were off, indicating that all of the people here are in their rooms.
When I reached inside the kitchen, I quickly open the fridge and take the milk's container. I took a glass from the dispenser and pour some milk on it.
After filling up the glass, I return the container inside the fridge.
"Can't sleep?"
"Holy shit!" I exclaimed.
Thanks to the light from the corner of the kitchen I recognize the person who startled me.
"When you get startled, you curse out of your habit." He crosses his arms above his chest and lean on the door frame.
I rolled my eyes before I grab the glass of milk. Without a word, I drank it straight. After finishing the milk, I turn to the sink and wash the empty glass. I quickly wiped it before putting it back to the dispenser.
Conrad's built still leaning on the door frame but I felt his gaze following my every moves.
"Excuse me." I faced him with an intention of driving him away from the door.
With his white shirt and long white pants, he seems to be so comfortable facing me. He didn't even make a move.
"Are you now afraid of me?" He asked with a soft voice.
I frowned. "I'm not." Yeah, hell no I'll be scared with this guy. I'm sure of that. But this crazy heart of mine beating so fast as if I'm in a race right now.
"So, why are you trying to avoid me?" He smirked.
"I'm not. Why would I?" I felt like I need to run away right now. I sense something is odd and I know this guy's into something. Can't figure it out yet but I'm feeling it.
"Really?" He stand up straight and with a quick move, he draw closer. "You really are something." The light from the corner reaches his face so I had the chance to look at him. "I'm curious about how tough you are?"
It's too late for me to make a move, he already grabbing my waist and much more, his right hand already holding my chin up, leading me to look up to him.
"You--" Before I could say anything, his lips shut mine.
I stand froze for a moment because of that. A strange feeling enveloped me.
I pushed him hard when I finally recovered from that strange feeling. He breath so heavy as I was. Gosh, I almost lose my breath with that kiss.
I'm not an innocent one but being kissed like this was really my first time. For the first time of my life I lost my sense of knowing what kind of feeling I just felt being kissed by him.
Confused, I looked at him. He seems shocked by my reaction. We both lost any words to say. But that just a moment to pass.
Before I realized it, he's already kissing me again. Cupping my face both of his hands, he continue to kiss me without any hesitation.
The truth is, I can't breath properly with the way he kisses me. But it's hard for me to hold myself not to response any longer.
I wrapped my one arm around his neck while the other was on his shoulder. Touching his lean muscle.
I felt his one arm traveled from my face down to my waist, and the other make its way to my back.
Aside from the sound of our sneak breaths, the small noise coming from our lips rubbing with each other are the only sounds that fills the dark kitchen.
I will be a great liar if I would say that this ain't making me feel good right now. With all my heart's honesty, I can't get enough of his kisses.
But suddenly, he stopped.
With our heavy breathing, we stare at each other's eyes. Tempting each other to fall first.
I recovered first. I pushed him again and without a word, I quickly run leaving him in the kitchen.
Panting, I reached my bedroom in no time.
I secured the door's lock before jumping on the bed. I feel like I want to shout but there's no way I can do it at this hour.
I buried my face on my pillow. What was that? What is it that just happen a while ago between me and Conrad?
Seems like there is a thousand voltage inside my body that can make me explode any moment.
Did he really just... kissed me? And did I really kissed him back?
What the hell did just happen? Am I going insane? Why I gave in to him that easily without even thinking?
I rolled myself up and lay down on the bed. The main reason why I go to the kitchen is to drink milk so I could get myself to sleep. But what he had done added some reason why I can't even close my eyes.
Oh boy...
I check the alarm clock above the side table. It's past twelve.
Why does time seem to speed up without me being aware of it? How long did I stayed in the kitchen?
I hit my pillow with frustration. This is all Conrad's fault! I don't even have any idea how to face him when we meet later.
Thinking about the scenario makes me more agitated.
'Great, Siren! You're really getting insane!' I want to slap myself hard now and it's because of that Conrad guy.
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I woke up early though I barely sleep last night.
After grooming myself, I head straight to the kitchen to make myself some coffee.
Two helpers are already there. I remember their names as Zarah and Sofia. Both are black woman.
"Good morning." I greet them. No response.
"Good morning." I almost fall off when I hear his voice. I hold myself not to look at him.
"Good morning, Sir." The two women greet him in duet.
I continue to act like his not there. But he seems to like teasing me.
"Reena, please make a cup of coffee for me." Without waiting for my reply he heads out the kitchen.
I heard the two women whispers behind back. It makes me annoyed but I won't let them be satisfied.
I get another cup for that idiot. Make him coffee and head out. I found him sitting on the dining table.
"Here." I place the set on his right side.
"Thanks." I was about to turn when he teasingly pull my hand.
I quickly shrugged it off. "What's with you?" I ask him with furrowed brows.
"Feisty." He smirked.
I looked at him sharply and leave.
I don't know what that idiot is up to but he's better not to mess with me. I don't want him to know how much he's disturbing me right now. I, myself don't want it too and I know it can be controlled when I avoid him. The sooner the better.
MENDEZ MANSIONCARLOTA HAROLDI Took a sip on my coffee. My fingers slightly trembling as I was facing Sylvia, Olivia and Greg."What's with your men they can't give us any good news about Siren's whereabouts? It's been three months and until now you can't still bring her back." Sylvia's voice is calm yet her aura is overwhelming that it makes me worry.She's always calm and compose, but more than anybody, I know her most.All the way from Spain, she flew right away back to the US when I told her about Siren's disappearance via phone call.The news brings dilemma to both Greg Mendez' households.Unlike Greg and Sylvia, Olivia seems like nothing's really happening at the moment. Her eyes shows how calm she is. It's not like she ever worry about her step-daughter.The first fe
SIREN'S POVI was one-mile busy browsing with my phone when I heard that beast called me. I was really entertained with the latest fashion trends I saw on my my favorite page on Instagram. Enough to make plans of going shopping this coming weekend. I will take my very first day-off and I will spend it for shopping.It's been months I've been hiding in this place and I need to get some air too. And the weekend will be the perfect escape."What?!" I make my voice louder since he's up the terrace."Coffee." I saw him smirking before turning his back."Beast." I murmured.I take my time walking towards the kitchen. I'm not going to give him any satisfaction on teasing me. It's a plan I've been constructing in my head. Since he's up for teasing me after he had kissed me that night, I thought about pissing him off too. As long as he's doing
Third person's POV After paying his punched items on the counter, Conrad walks to where his car was parked. He put his purchased items at the back seat and was about to jump into the driver's seat when his eyes catch the familiar figure walking across the street. Just by looking at her, he's lips curved into a mischievous smile. Looks like she's having the best time of her life. Eating ice cream while there's few shopping bags on both of her arms. Ahh. What else will he should be expecting from this kind of woman? She must be happy right now, spending money for nonsense things. He had a wild guess that she's buying those 'girly' things. He shook his head. Furthermore, he shouldn't be bothered about her. It's her expense anyway. He doesn't really notice how long it had been, he's standing b
Thirds person's POVConrad gave her a deadly glare, but she just shrugged her shoulders with a coyly smile and a wink.“Witch!”“Beast!”..... Her stomach was growling like a mad lion for almost an hour, yet she doesn't know what to do.Unfortunately, she doesn't know how to cook but even though she knows, she still didn't want to go to the kitchen. Afraid that she would bump in to Conrad again.That man is really something. He knows really well how to piss her off. He's always looking for a chance to bug her, and it's really stressing her out.After covering herself with the blanket, she was really decided to sleep. But a few knocks from the door make her more awake than earlier.“Who's that?” She said with a loud voice.“Open the door. I going to ask you something. “ It's that irritating Conrad guy again.
SIREN'S POVI was hardly breathing trying to stand straight while looking at him directly in his eyes.I've been complaining about the cold breeze earlier, but it feels like someone had turned the atmosphere into higher temperature.Of all chances I could have thought, I never have any hint in mind that Conrad will going to show up here and kiss me!That kiss that made me restless a few nights ago.I couldn't say anything now. I feel worst. I want to ask why he kissed me. Not only that, but I want to know his reasons. It's so confusing that I wanted to cry.“I'm sorry. “ It almost sounds like a whisper. I couldn't feel any sincerity from his words. Sorry for what? For kissing me? For making me confused? For fooling me around? Didn't he realize he shouldn't be kissing someone and just tell he's sorry without explaining his behavior?I'm so damn confused!“W…why?” I utter.&
SIREN'S POV“Yeah, Black Diamond Hotel.” Conrad smiled, not even noticing what he says had made me anxious.Of all places in the world, why it has to be the Hotel that Mendez family owned?“Why?” It almost sounds like a whisper.“What 'why'?” He furrowed his brows.“I… I mean, why that hotel? There are many hotels in the country. Why it has to be the BD Hotel?” I tried not to stutter. I have to keep calm. Of course, there's Black Diamond Hotel in every state of the country. That hotel chain is quite a big name everywhere, and only people who can afford its price can be accommodated.'Come on, it's not like you have got to be bumping into familiar faces who know you in that place.' I said to myself as to rest assured.I know that not of all m
The man quickly take a good look on her to be sure if she's alright."I'm... Actually good." Siren forced herself to stand straight even if her butt was hurt. Also the tingling pain on her scalp makes her want to moan.Kent Calvis who is struggling to get up received another kick, but this time it's in his face.Upon seeing the man's action, Siren yelp. "Please, stop!"There's blood all over Kent's face and already swollen."Go run for your life now!" The man roared to the poor Calvis.Bearing his obvious pain, the latter makes his way out."Are you alright?" The stranger asked her again after Calvis disappears."Yeah, I'm fine." Giving him a small smile as being grateful for his help."Next time you better be careful dealing with jerks. That guy didn't hesitate to hurt you. What if I came later than earlier?" He seemed to
Third person's POVIt's Saturday again and she's gonna have her weekly day-off. She plans to roam around the town to refresh her mind from what happen the last few days.Not having any plans to buy anything, she decided to have some ice cream from the shop she had before. Walk a little afterwards. Mind is still occupied.That incident from the hotel makes her realize that she can't hide anymore. It's been months and she's living just fine. Being with people who are treating her well, not minding about her status in life, and the best thing is, she has been showered by Conrad's affection. Even though they are not committed to each other, he still makes her feel like she's a special person to him.She could say she likes him. And the feeling is growing day by day."Penny for your thought?" A voice from behind her interrupt her thoughts.