Shaina's P. O. V.
" ouch! " I groaned in pain as I rubbed my bum.
" you could have made me land a little better," I said as I looked up.
I stood up holding the bed, where am I?
I looked around only to see my old room, old room? How did I get here, I should be in his house.
Why do I feel so heavy?
I had lost all my weight when he started to starve me for days.
My eyes fell on the mirror which was fixed on the wall as I saw myself.
I was fat and looked the same old girl I was before short brown-black hair, brown eyes with heavy bags underneath and with specks, a fat body that was filled with stretch marks, this was what I was before I moved there, before I moved to California and before I met him.
" pucchi wake up! " I heard my dad saying.
Dad!
I quickly walked out of the room and saw him standing looking at me with a confused look.
" how you woke up this early, I just called you once! " dad said but I was not paying need to his words.
I hugged him.
" pucchi what happened bacche ( child) " dad said as he rubbed my back.
" nothing phuyi," I said, I used to call my dad ' phuyi ' I do not know why and not that I remember.
" again the father-daughter love started " I heard the voice of my mom.
I parted from dad and went near her and hugged her tightly.
I felt her patting my back as I let out an inaudible sob, I missed them so freaking much, 6 years in California, I was not able to meet them because of reasons.
Mainly him!
" How will I stay all alone here bitterly if you will go India "
How foolish I was to believe him, to love him and look where that so-called love brought me, my lover killed me in my last life but the best thing in all this was I was back to my eighteen-year-old body.
Yep I was 18 when I moved to California to do major in business.
" Are you okay pucchi? " maa asked as I nodded.
" I am your daughter, do I need a reason to hug you both? " I said with a smile.
I missed them!
" Okay okay, now enough of this emotional time... Go to your room and take a shower, I will prepare breakfast for all of us," mom said as I broke the hug and nodded.
Once I walked back to my room I searched for my phone, well I need to know what is the date.
I found my phone kept on the nightstand, I checked it and the date was May 24...
Hmm, exactly 20 days before I will take a flight to California.
I opened my closet as I took a look at what I have, I used to wear All loose clothes because I was fat at that time... Well, I am still now but it is all new for me in a way.
I pulled a loose T-shirt and shorts as I do not need to go anywhere so what is the need to get dressed so much? Right na?
I went inside the washroom as I took off my clothes and inspected my body... The marks...
In my past life, he had made me go through laser surgery so the marks were not there.
Now thinking about that time, I realize that he actually changed my real self, this time I will not let him destroy me, he was only obsessed with me... He never loved me...
Fuck! That hurts!
I turned on the shower ( which I usually do not do) and stood under it, the calming cold water gave me a sudden relief.
Why the hell am I still thinking and comparing my past life and this second chance life.
I made a mistake then but not now not anymore when I know where his love will lead me to.
My end!
" pucchi! Breakfast is ready " I heard my mother's voice.
I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around my body as I walked out of the bathroom.
" Coming mom! " I said as I quickly dressed in the clothes I picked earlier.
I made a wild bun of my half-wet hair as I looked at myself.
I sighed, I have a lot of work to do.
Thinking the ways I walked out of my room to have breakfast with my family.
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