ALINA
My maid arranged the lace sleeves of my wedding gown for the third time. She put string of pearls around my neck, the coolness of the beads heavy against my skin.
"You look beautiful, signorina," she whispered.
I gave her a weak smile, my heart hammering too loudly to say thank you. My reflection in the mirror looked like someone else.
The dress was beautiful, a classic white gown that tight around my waist and flared out at my hips.
The door was pushed open and Valentina burst through the door. She looked stunning in her red dress, but her face was white with worry.
She had tried to convince me to cancel the wedding for two days now. I had refused.
“Out,” she said, waving a hand at the maid.
The girl stopped, but I nodded, and she ran out.
“Alina, are you serious about this?” Valentina grabbed my shoulders, shaking me lightly. “Do you know what you’re doing?”
“I’m walking down that aisle and marrying Luca,” I said, though my heart was racing. Luca and I had settled on a date the same day he'd made the decision.
The wedding had been easy enough to arrange. Only his family were coming. We wanted it to be a surprise to the world even though I was sure by now that a lot of people knew.
“Do you have any idea what people call him? The Monster. And you’re marrying him.“You don’t have to do this.” She gripped my hands tighter. “We’ll figure something else out. We always do.”
“No,” I said, shaking my head. “We don’t. This is the only way to protect you, Adriano, and Mama. You know that.”
She groaned and threw her hands in the air. “You’re unbelievable. You always have to play the hero.”
“I’m not the hero,” I said, looking at her sharply. “I’m the survivor.”
Valentina was married. To a man she loved with no ties to the Mafia. Father had been mad as hell. But what that meant was that she really couldn't help me, or us. She was just as much in danger as the rest of us.
Her face softened, and she hugged me tight. “You make a beautiful bride, sorellina,” she whispered, kissing my cheek. Then she stepped back, fixing a stray curl. “Even if you’re marrying a lunatic. You’re so brave, but I hate that you have to be.”
I almost laughed, but the knock on the door stopped me.
“Alina,” Angelo’s voice came through the wood, smooth and sharp. “It’s time.”
Valentina gave me a look, half worried, half proud, before slipping out. Angelo stepped in, all polished charm in his tailored suit.
He was walking me down the aisle. After Roberto had slapped me, I had refused him to stand in for my father.
“You’re stunning,” he said, offering his arm. His smile was warm, but his eyes were sharp and dark. They reminded me of my father's.
I slid my hand into the crook of his arm. “Thank you, zio.”
He chuckled as we walked, his hold on my arm firm. “Don’t thank me, ragazza. I’m just here to see you off.”
His words hurt, but I kept my eyes ahead. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he got to me.
The garden was breathtaking. Rows of white chairs, a canopy of flowers, and soft music filled the air. But I hardly noticed. All I could see was Luca, standing at the end of the aisle.
He was too handsome in his black suit. His dark hair was gelled back, and his sharp jaw was set like stone. But his eyes were what held me.
Dark, intense. Beautiful
Behind him stood Marco, grinning like he’d just won a bet. Having the Costa wealth at his disposal would make anyone grin like that. Greedy bastard.
“Smile,” Angelo hissed under his breath.
I forced a smile, my heart pounding. Every step down the aisle felt doomed. The guests were mostly strangers—Luca’s people. They watched me, their whispers audible over the music.
When we reached Luca, Angelo placed my hand in his. Luca’s hands were rough and warm. Firm like he owned me.
“Take care of her,” Angelo said. “Watch her back.”
I wondered why he cared.
Luca smiled, a sharp, almost cruel curve of his lips. “Always.”
The priest began the vows at once. We didn't want to waste a lot of time. This was not a marriage of love. This was a contract. One I had signed myself into.
“Do you, Alina Costa, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?”
I swallowed hard, looking into Luca’s dark eyes. “I do.”
“And do you, Luca Romano, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?”
Luca’s lips curved into the faintest smile. “I do.”
The priest nodded. “Exchange your vows.”
Luca went first. “I vow to protect you. To give you my loyalty and my strength. To stand by you, no matter what.”
My throat tightened as I spoke. “I vow to be by your side. To honor our union and to face whatever comes with you.”
The moment the priest called us husband and wife, Luca leaned in, brushing his lips against my cheek. It wasn’t a kiss of love. It was possession. I felt owned.
And just like that, I was scared. Fearful of this man I had handed my life into.
The clapping was polite, and stopped immediately we turned to walk back down the aisle. Luca’s hand rested on my back, guiding me like he already owned me.
As soon as we were out of sight of the crowd, Luca turned to me. “You’ll be moving into my house tonight.”
I blinked, taken aback. I hadn't even thought that far ahead. “What?”
“Your bags are already packed,” he said, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Who the hell had packed my bags? I hadn't given that order. I scowled angrily up at him.
I opened my mouth to protest, but he raised a hand. “This isn’t going to be an argument, Alina. If you’re my wife, you live under my roof.”
My chest tightened. “I won't.”
He laughed, a wicked sound. “You don't have a choice, My Little Sunshine. You're my property now.”
Before I could say another word, he walked away, leaving me standing there.
Behind me, I heard footsteps. My mother’s voice followed. “Alina.”
I turned to face her, tears pooling in my eyes.
ALINAWhat the hell was Victoria doing with Riot Alvarado?The thought spun around in my head like a tornado as Riot’s grin sharpened into something predatory.“You’ve got some bloody guts showing your face here after what you did to me,” he hissed, leaning in so close I could smell the whiskey on his breath.His arm where I had cut off the wrist was tied neatly with a black velvet material threaded with gold. My spine stiffened, fury crashing through the fear. “I didn’t do anything to you. You did that to yourself. You hurt a woman. You deserve whatever you got.” Luca stood before I could say more, his body forming a solid wall between Riot and me. His voice was deadly calm. “Sit down, Riot. Don’t try to cause a scene or you won’t like my reaction.”Victoria stepped in quickly, her hand reaching for Riot’s arm like she could control him. “He’s not trying to cause a scene, Luca. He’s just surprised to see her. We both are.”She smiled like this was some sweet accident. I wanted to
LUCAI’d seen Alina angry, seen her happy. I'd also seen her twisted in pleasure under me.But I had never seen her like this. She was pale, quiet and shaking.I gripped the steering wheel with one hand, holding her fingers with my other hand. She wouldn’t let go, not even to fix her hair when the wind blew it into her face.“I’ll call Elena, tell her we won’t make it to the gala and she can cancel with the Talciros.” I said, eyes on the road as I drove home.“No.” Her voice was soft but sharp. “I’m not hiding. I’m going. I refuse to let myself be scared into hiding.” I glanced at her, anger thrumming under my skin. I wanted to find who had done this to her and skin them alive. And I would. But for now, I needed to make sure she was mentally fine. “Alina, I don't know if that's a good idea.” “I think it’s my uncles,” she muttered suddenly, looking out the window. “Maybe they haven't stopped. Maybe Enzo told Uncle Alberto something.”I shook my head. “It’s not them.”She looked at
ALINAMy hands trembled so violently that the box nearly fell from my fingers.The beeping filled my ears like a countdown to death. My breath hitched. I tried to suck in air, but my lungs wouldn’t cooperate. The room was shaking around me. The words on the note blurred before my eyes, but they were already burned into my memory.I staggered backward, knocking into my desk. My knees gave out and I sank to the floor, the cold tile biting through my dress. Was this real? Was this actually happening?“Alina!” Ethan’s voice sounded miles away. “We have to move now!”But I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even blink. My whole body felt frozen in place, locked in that moment with the ticking sound of death.I had just tried on the most beautiful dress of my life.And then, someone wanted to make sure I wouldn’t live long enough to wear it.“We need to get her out of here. Now. I think she’s in shock,” he told Mikhail, already moving toward me.Mikhail was already dialing someone. His face was p
ALINAIn a moment, I was standing beside Luca, holding the bouquet he had gotten for me, feeling the hurt on my wrist.The next moment, I was in the car, beside his secretary, heading to a place I didn't know.“Aren’t you with the dress? Why can't I just wear it?” I asked her for the third time.She smiled patiently. “I'm sorry, Mrs. Marino, but I am working under instructions from the Talciro family. The dress they have for you is at their boutique, and needs fitting.” I nodded. Elena probably didn't know anymore than I did about anything.I knew about the Talciro family. In fact, everyone in Chicago did. But choosing me specifically for a custom dress that needed me to come for a fitting was strange.No wonder Luca had gotten so angry when I refused his command to go with him to the gala.Immediately we reached the Talciro boutique, we were led up and soon, we stepped into the most extravagant boutique I had ever seen. Elena gasped dramatically, her eyes shining like diamonds. She
LUCA“Have the clothes taken to the house. No one touches them until my wife does, understand?” I smoothly commanded Elena. She nodded and left my office. I knew everything would be done exactly as I wanted.The clothes for the Talciro gala ball had arrived. The event was in two days and it would be the first time Alina and I would be attending an event together. I felt sorry that I had hurt her in the morning. I planned to apologize by getting her flowers and a new diamond necklace. I went personally to pick up the roses and had a selection of diamonds brought in so I could pick. Once I had both, I went back home. The last person I expected to see immediately I stepped in was my father. I groaned, pausing at the door, but he had already seen me.“Come in, Luca.” He said, waving me into the house as though it was his. I dropped the bouquet of flowers carefully on the table. I could feel my father watching me suspiciously.“Why are you carrying flowers around like a woman?” “Fa
ALINAThe next morning, I woke early and dressed fast. I went into the kitchen and made a sumptuous meal for my brother with the chef's help. I wanted to leave early so I could get back early. I also didn't want to run into Luca if I was very honest. The enormous platters of meals were packed into the car and we left. Lorenzo went with me. We picked up my cousin Enzo at his house and he came into my car with me. He smiled winsomely, looking very handsome like his father. “It's been a while. I didn't believe Valentina when she said I would be going to see Adriano with you.” He laughed. I shifted away from him. I wasn't very comfortable with him. I didn't trust Enzo. I was already fighting with his father, why was he smiling and looking so agreeable?Enzo looked too slick with his gelled black hair and wide, handsome smile. “I've been busy. Running my father's business takes time and effort.” I looked out of the window. I really didn't want a long conversation with him. He must
ALINAI knew I shouldn't have said that. But I refused to apologize to him. “You regret marrying me? Which of us should be saying that?” Luca gritted out. His dark, handsome face had a regal air even when he was angry. “I don't care. I married you to be my husband. My protector and the father of my unborn children. It is assumed that a married couple will have children!” I felt betrayed by his actions. What did he expect me to do now? “I did not come to beg you. You will come to the Talciro ball as my wife.” Luca said, taking my hand and squeezing it hard. I gasped aloud, my wrist hurting from his actions. “Leave me alone! You're hurting me.” I cried out. He let my wrist go, looking disgusted with himself. He ran his eyes to my wrist which was throbbing in pain. The anger died in his eyes. “Why do you always insist on being so stubborn, Alina?” I refused to answer him. I had nothing to say to him anymore. My wrist was hurting so he found a first aid box and tied it for me. He
LUCAI felt guilty as I said the words. I didn't do anything wrong, but the look of hurt on her face made me feel guilty anyway. “You don't want children with me?” Alina asked, pain stripping her voice raw. “Yes. Or with any other woman. I vowed never to have kids.” I bit out. I had promised myself never to bring a child into the world. The Mafia was deadly. I didn't want my son to lack emotions the way I did, or to see blood and death the way I did everyday. Alina separated herself from me physically, sat on the bed and held her head. “Why didn't you say this before we got married?” She asked, sobbing. “We were married in three days. There wasn’t time to discuss everything.”I was late for work. I had come in to see how she was doing. I didn't intend to start a fight with her. I looked at my watch and frowned. “Look, I have to go to work now. Maybe we can talk about this later?” “I want children.” Alina said. I walked to the door and opened it. “We will talk about this immed
ALINAWhat did he mean by that? I had never had an orgasm that good and I was still feeling woozy. I pushed Luca away but he refused to let me go. Instead, he stepped out of the water and carried me in his arms to our room. He dropped me on the bed and climbed into the bed beside me too. His skin was warm and mine was too. “Are you really going to make love to me now?” I asked, my voice shaking. “I've never seen a woman as bold as you.” Luca said, laughing in a deep way that made my chest beat faster. He pulled his clothes off and pressed me into the bed with his body. His face looked handsome like a god as he watched me moan under him. “Yes, Sunshine. I will make love to you now.” Luca said, dragging my legs apart gently. I spread my legs for him, closing my eyes as I felt the head of him between my thighs. When I had entered the pool, I didn't expect that it would end up with us having sex. I closed my eyes and shuddered in both pain and pleasure as I felt him push inside