ALINA
“I'm the one who packed your bags.” Mother said.
My tears dried up at once. Why would she do that to me? “I didn't agree to move in with Luca, Mother.”
She shook her head, smiling sadly. “In the Mafia, it doesn't matter, Alina. You will obey Luca. Whatever he says is the law to you.”
“But I have so much to do here. I must organize my father's estate. The men are already feeling restless for some direction.”
“The men will not listen to you, Alina. Not without Luca backing you. And Luca will not back you if you do not obey him. Don't you understand? He owns you now.”
I backed away from my mother, lifted my wedding dress and ran away. Her words “he owns you now” went around and around my head.
I hadn't thought this far ahead. I really hadn't expected any of this. My idea of it had been that with Luca’s name, no one would dare command me around.
But now, it seemed Luca would be giving all the commands. I need to find Pietro. If I am moving into Luca’s mansion, then he is going with me.
I don't trust Luca completely.
I find Luca by his car, talking to Marco. They stopped talking immediately I reached them. I nodded at Marco in greeting.
“I'll move into the house today, but if I do, Pietro goes with me.”
Luca ignored me, talking to Marco who looked from me to Luca, then back at me.
“Luca?” I asked sharply. I knew damned well he had heard me. How were we going to stay married if he was going to be treating me this way?
His jaw tightened, and he turned to me finally. “Sunshine, you didn't have a choice in the matter.” He said smoothly, smiling at me like I was a fly disturbing his afternoon tea.
“Luca, this marriage is a marriage of convenience, you have no right to command me or control me. I will do as I want.”
Luca smiled, though his eyes stayed dark like the devil's. “Let's not have a fight on our wedding day, eh. You're mine, Alina. You will be mine forever. We will have many more days to fight. What do you say?”
I stepped up to him, grinning when his eyes widened for a second. I tilted my head up, biting my lip gently. I felt my stomach twist when his eyes dropped to my lips and Marco stepped away from us. “I ask nicely again, my husband. Can Pietro move in with me because I swear to you, if he doesn't, I will not be going anywhere with you.”
Luca's fingers pressed under my jaw, and he lifted my face to his. He pressed his lips against mine, his tongue snaking out to suck at me gently. He hissed against my lips. “Who is Pietro?”
I closed my eyes, and sniffed the air. It smelled like Luca. It made me all hot and heady. “My father's second in command. He has always lived with us.”
Luca backed away suddenly. “What? Do you think I'll stab you while you sleep tonight?”
I missed his heat against my skin, his tough hands on my skin. I looked away. Marco was staring down at his phone, typing rapidly, the air was still. Nothing bad changed in the world but I felt like my own world had changed. “No. But I'll feel better if he's there.”
Luca opened his car door. He slid into the car and called for Marco. After a minute, he looked up at me. His brown eyes were the exact shade of honey under the sun. “Fine. But only because you asked nicely. I'll see you tonight at home. Wear something beautiful to receive me.”
Marco stepped into the front seat and they drove away. I watched him go, my heart banging against my chest. I couldn't pretend that I didn't know what he meant.
He was going to sleep with me that night. And I didn't blame him, after all that was our wedding night.
The only problem was that I didn't know anything about a wedding night. I had never had sex. Not that I was keeping my virginity for my husband, but I just hadn't found anyone I liked enough to share it with.
And I didn't think that person was Luca.
I stumbled away from the driveway and walked into the house straight to my room. Luca had asked me to wear something sexy, I didn't have anything like that.
My room was empty when I walked in. I stood for a moment at the door, completely shocked. Pietro found me there, standing by the door.
“What happened to my room?” I asked him, barely able to look at his face. How was it possible for it to be completely cleared out? It looked like whoever had done it wanted to clear my entire existence from the house.
Pietro cleared his throat. “Your mother had it cleared while you were at the wedding. I have your bags in the limousine. We can leave when you're ready.”
I fisted her hands at my sides. I felt like my head would explode at any moment from the anger boiling in my chest. My mother had no right. “Why is my room cleared?”
“She’s moved your things to a smaller room down the hallway.”
I banged the door closed, moving away from Pietro, when his hands held me back. “Leave me.” I snapped at him.
“We need to leave. You cannot make your mother angry at you. You'll need her to keep track of what happens here.”
I shook his hand away, breathed in and out for a few seconds to get myself under control, then nodded. Pietro was right. “Bring the car. We will leave now.”
By the time I left my father's house, all the guests had gone. Valentina had returned to her husband's house and Adriano to boarding school.
The closer we got to Luca's estate, the more my stomach coiled in fear. I was worried. I didn't know how to please a man in bed and Luca seemed like a man with a world of experience.
After going through all my clothes, I decided I would sleep naked under the bed. He would just have to understand that my skin was the most beautiful thing I could wear.
ALINA“Tell you what?” he asked, as if he genuinely didn’t know.I almost laughed, and no, it wasn't because I found it funny. I took his hand, rubbing my fingers over his knuckles, trying to relax the harshness on his face. I wasn't trying to fight him, and maybe this was too soon, but the thoughts had eaten at me the entire time he was gone. I had begged for his forgiveness, and he had refused to give it, but all I could see was Analide holding onto my husband like he was hers to do with as she pleased. I stepped back, just slightly, enough to see all of him. His jacket still smelled faintly of smoke and gun oil, and his eyes hadn’t softened since the moment he walked in. If anything, they were more calculating now that I had asked my question. So I decided to back off for now. “How did the meeting go with Riot?” Luca’s demeanor was not anymore welcoming to hat question. “Fuck Riot. What are you going on about Analide for?” “She’s in love with you,” I said, watching for even t
LUCA“Riot? What the hell are you doing?” The words were delivered calmly, with almost no shift in my tone. Was he expecting me to shake because he had a gun pointed to my face? Riot’s eyes roamed over my face, and he cocked the gun. “What the fuck does it look like?” Marco stepped up beside me, his hands on his gun at his waist. “It looks to me like you're making a mistake. Put down the gun, Riot.” Tilting his head, Riot swung the gun between us, clicking his tongue when neither of us moved an inch. “I see you allow your chained dog to speak sometimes, Luca, but you better leash him up before I take a shot at him!” My fingers flexed at my sides, the dark light in the hallway creating the perfect mood for an impasse. I wasn't going to trade words with Riot, because that was the easiest way to make him think he had any powers here. He didn't. “Put the gun out of my face, or use it already Riot.” I muttered, my eyes on the muzzle as I walked forward right into the gun. Riot drop
LUCAI couldn't look at her. No, it wasn't really hate. I didn't hate her, but I just couldn't look at her.It was hurt, and I'd left the cabin to avoid the very thing I was feeling now. I backed away from Alina, pulled my arm from Analide’s and nodded at Mr. Talciro who had walked over to us.“Thank you, I'll reach out if I need any more of your help. I'll drop you off at home, Analide.” Analide nodded eagerly and placed her fingers back on my arm as though she didn't see the look Alina was darting at her. Alina would claw her eyes out of she kept doing that. I waited until Talciro had stepped into his car and slammed the door shut before turning back to Alina. “Marco is in there. Get some sleep, we'll talk after my meeting with Riot.” Alina’s eyes were dark enough to dim light. She snapped a finger in the air. “Get over here, Analide. I'd like a word with you.” Analide stopped uncertainly, begging me with her eyes to save her. “I'm sure Luca will like my help right now. Can we
ALINAI called Megan to continue cooking while I walked outside onto the porch. “What the hell do you want, Alberto, you nasty man!” I snapped at my uncle.My words couldn't hurt him, but he didn't know how much his words worried me. I could feel a niggling in the back of my mind, a terrible feeling that I didn't even want to consider.Alberto laughed, and I could hear the glee that he received from everything. How did he even know what was going on? “You really thought you won, Alina? You've always been a foolish child. You should have given up the Mafia when I was willing to forgive and forget.” “I'm not willing to trade words with you. It would be so stupid of me. What do you want, Alberto?” I kicked out against the chair on the porch, needing a release for all the emotions festering inside me. “Nothing,” he said, and I could almost see his shrug. “First, I’ll take those two brats from you. Then I’ll make sure your husband rots for killing his mistress. Then I’ll rip the Costa
ALINA Luca was gone, and we waited but Marco didn't come for us. Since Luca had taken the car, I called home and got Pietro to send someone to pick us up. Luca’s discovery of Vector had come out of nowhere and though I'd called Vector back, he hadn't answered and neither had he returned my call.. I dialed him again, but again, it went straight to voice mail. I called Marco and he finally answered. “What's happening there? Where's Luca?” I could hear my anxiety seeping into my voice and I caught a moment to fight my emotions into order. “He's been at the office with Mr. Talciro and Analide. He's trying to revoke the warrant and the court order. Maybe give him a moment to catch his breath?” I pulled the phone from my ear, frowning at it. Since when did Marco assume he could speak to me that way? Had Luca told him that we'd had a fight. I brought the phone back to my ear. “I asked a question, Marco.” There was a pause on the line and I could almost hear Marco’s anger brea
ALINAI stretched in bed, the space between my legs sore as hell. Instead of wincing, a grin curled my lips as I opened my eyes. Luca and I had taken breakfast together, then played on the beach with the kids before returning home to crash into bed.I needed to call Mom and Valentina now that I was much more relaxed to let them know that I'd even traveled. I giggled softly as I turned over onto my stomach and closed my eyes.Maybe I could surprise Luca by making dinner for us when I finally got myself out of bed. Maybe I could even get the kids to help. It would be fun. “Who’s Vector, Alina?” I sat up. Luca was beside me, sitting at the foot of the bed with a towel around his waist.He had my phone in his hand and a sour look on his handsome face.“Your phone's been ringing for the last hour, and I finally answered because I didn't want to wake you. Imagine my shock when Vector, this Vector tells me he's stationed in your family house.” I winced finally, sitting up in bed. “Luca? I