MasukNoelle
I slipped the last strap of my dress into place and leaned closer to the mirror. The low neckline plunged just enough to tease, while the fabric hugged every curve I usually tried to tame. Tonight, I wasn’t taming a damn thing. Tonight, I wanted to be seen, and like hell if I was going to let that stop me. I puffed up the curls of my hair as it curled in soft waves over my shoulders. My lips were painted crimson, and it was exactly the kind of look Evan had always told me was “too much.” Too much for him maybe, but not for me, and definitely not for any man I would be going home with tonight. Yes, I'd told mother the only reason I agreed to her date was to get to know him, but I had plans of my own. Plans that mostly involved lots of alcohol, getting in another man's bed and being fucked senseless. My phone buzzed on the vanity, pulling me back to reality. A notification lit up the screen, and my stomach knotted the moment I saw the name. Harper. Against my better judgment, I opened it, and believe me when I said I wish I hadn't. The picture she'd just posted hit like a slap. It was a photo of her and Evan, their lips locked, and her arms draped around his shoulders. The caption dripped with sweetness, one that made my stomach churn. Three years strong with my forever. Bullshit. My vision went red. A strangled laugh tore out of me as I blocked them both with one furious swipe. I'd meant everything I told them earlier today, and I wouldn’t let them haunt my feed, my phone, or my life. I was still stewing in my fury when another ping rocked my phone. This time though, it was my mother. Your date: 9PM. Verona Bar. His name’s Damian. Play nice, sweetheart. A blind date. My first in years. I didn’t know if this was courage or madness, but it was better than sitting here drowning in betrayal. “Play nice,” I muttered to myself, grabbing my clutch. “Not a chance.” The Verona Bar pulsed with low lighting and expensive liquor, velvet booths lining the walls, alongside a hum of laughter that spilled through the air. I walked in with my heels clicking against the polished floor, clutch in one hand, phone in the other. It didn't take too long for me to pick out a seat, and I chose the one close to the bar. Pulling up the profile my mother had made for me, I nearly rolled my eyes at the cheesy description. “Adventurous soul, hopeless romantic,” I almost barfed at my mother's attempt to describe me. “loves cooking and family dinners.” I hadn’t written a word of it, and I hoped whoever mum had matched me with, wouldn't mind not being a gentleman , but being more of a beast in bed instead. “I sound like a Hallmark card,” I muttered. I was still scrolling, when a shadow fell across me. “Looking for someone?” The voice was smooth and so deep it cut through my little activity all at once. My first thought slipped to the bartender, but the hidden danger in his voice spoke otherwise. I looked up, and for the first time since the night began, the air left my lungs. He was tall, impossibly broad shouldered, with a tailored suit fitting him like it had been stitched directly onto his body. His jaw was cut sharp, his lips curved in a knowing smirk, but it was his deep blue eyes that caught me, dark and arresting, like secrets waiting to be stripped bare. A mop of blonde hair sat pretty on his head, and it was the perfect contrast to the black ink that spread from behind his neck, and deeper into the collar of his shirt. Hell, he was sin himself, and I didn't mind being dragged to hell all because of him. “Yes,” I breathed, while I tried so hard to hide the blush staining my cheeks. “Yes, I am.” He didn't respond immediately. Instead, he tilted his head slightly, like he was waiting, and I caught on to it. “Damian?” I found my voice. “Are you… “That’s me.” His lips curved wider, slow and sinful. “Sorry to keep you waiting.” “You’re late.” I swallowed, heat licking my skin as I nodded toward the seat across from me. “Worth it?” he asked, sliding in anyway, with a smile that exposed dimples I had no idea were embedded in his cheeks. I didn't answer, and while his arrogance should’ve annoyed me, it only made my pulse trip. Drinks arrived after that. Whiskey for him, and a martini for me. The conversation flowed easier than it should have. He listened when I spoke, but his eyes never stopped studying me, like he was reading pages no one else had dared to open. I didn't miss how his eyes darted from my exposed cleavage to the thigh slit of my dress that left little to nothing to the imagination. “So. Tell me, Noelle. Why are you here?” Somewhere between my second and third sip, he leaned back, gaze sharpening. “You don’t strike me as the type who needs blind dates.” “I don't.” The truth slipped out before I could stop it, raw and bitter. “I just want revenge.” “Oh really?” His brows lifted, interest flashing. “On who?” “Doesn’t matter.” I swirled my glass, watching the pale liquid catch the light. “Someone who thought I was easy to fool. Someone who thought I’d always wait.” “I see.” The corner of his mouth lifted in a sly smirk. “And what would revenge look like, exactly?” “It looks like me, not giving a damn anymore.”I met his gaze head on, the alcohol buzzing in my blood, anger and desire tangling until I couldn’t separate them. “And if I'm damn lucky, me screaming under a dangerously sexy man could count too.” “Maybe I can help with that.” Something dark flickered across his eyes, his tongue running across his lower lip. The way he said it, low, promising, and wicked, broke the last thread of restraint inside me. Before I could overthink, before I could second guess myself , I leaned across the table and pressed my lips to his. The kiss wasn’t soft, it was nothing like the ones I shared with Evan. It was fierce, hungry, tasting of whiskey and fire as it sent sparks down my spine. His hand found my jaw, holding me there, deepening it until I forgot my name. When we finally pulled apart, breathless, his thumb brushed across my swollen lip. “Careful, Noelle,” he murmured, his voice like silk and danger wrapped in one. “One kiss with me, and you’ll never stop at just one.” “Then don’t make me stop. ”I smiled, recklessly. “It just might be what I need tonight.” Time seemed to slow to a halt as he took me in. For the next couple of seconds, every sound around us had been drained off, and the only motion my brain could register was Damian's eyes running over my skin. I could see the desire and want in his eyes. Hell, I could almost taste it, and I would be a damn liar if I said my insides weren't on fire right now. Before I could compare how Evan had never made me feel like this, Damian took the reign. It was his turn to kiss me back, and fuck was it hot. This time, his hands roamed my entire body, over my boobs, my neck, and down the curve of my ass. Call me crazy or whatever, but I could swear he pinched my taut nipples at one point in our make out session. He rolled them in between his fingers, and believe me when I said I felt it deep in my core. I pressed my thighs together, desperate for whatever friction I could get. While that was frustrating, Damian came to the rescue immediately. In one swift motion, he wrapped his hand around my waist, and like I weighed nothing, he pulled me over his lap. “Oh.” A sultry grin made its way to my lips at the hard on poking from underneath. Damian didn't bother hiding, and the list swirling in his eyes was doing a huge number on me. “I see someone's excited.” “If you call this excitement.” His voice dropped to a husky whisper, as he trailed his mouth over my cleavage. “Then just wait till you see what I can do.” I knew what he meant, his invitation was glaring. My mind whirled, and even though the same part of me whispered what the right thing to do was, I didn't exactly heed to it. “Lead the way then.” The words had barely slid past my lips before Damian pressed his mouth to mine again. Oh, this was definitely going to be a good night.Noelle I didn’t have time to process the humiliation of being at his feet before his hand shot out, his fingers wrapping firmly around my throat. He didn't squeeze hard enough to cut off my air, but just enough to remind me who owned the room. He leaned down, his face inches from mine, his scent, a mix of expensive bourbon and pure, predatory male, filling my lungs.“You’ve been a very bad girl today, Noelle,” he whispered, his thumb tracing the line of my jaw. “But you’re a very pretty one when you’re desperate.”I wanted to hate him for talking to me like that, but I couldn't. Not when every part of my body reacted to him in more ways than one. Damian didn't wait for a retort, nor a response. He leaned in instead, his mouth crashing against mine. It wasn't a kiss of reconciliation; it was a battle. My tongue fought his for dominance, a frantic, wet struggle that tasted of salt and bottled up rage. His grip on my neck tightened slightly as he angled my head, devouring me until
031 Noelle I didn’t just kiss him; I attacked. My fingers, still clenched around his collar, were the only things tethering me to him as I pulled him down, forcing our mouths together with a desperate, and almost violent need. If Damian was mad about my choice, he didn't even show it. Not one bit. Instead, his mouth moved over mine, and when he took my bottom lip in between his teeth and nipped it, a shiver raced down my spine. Damian wasted no time in soothing the scorch by running his tongue over it, before swallowing my lips again. A low, guttural growl ripped from Damian’s throat, and I felt it vibrate through his chest. His hands, which had been fisted at his sides, now moved with brutal speed. One wrapped around my waist, his fingers digging into my flesh, and pulling me flush against his hard body. “Damian.” I gasped in between kisses as I felt something poke me. It was his cock, hard as a rock and the undeniable, rigid proof of his arousal pressing against my sto
Noelle I walked until my feet hurt and my thoughts got louder. One would at least that my mind would have cleared up a bit, even if it was a tiny bit, but I was wrong. Very very wrong. The city lights blurred past me as I moved without direction, my phone buzzing in my hand every few minutes like it was alive, like it knew I was unraveling. My chest still burned from Evan’s words, from the way he’d looked at me like I was something he could own if he wanted badly enough.My phone vibrated again.Mom: What did you do?Mom: The board is calling. This situation is getting out of hand.Mom: You need to start thinking responsibly.I stared at the screen, my vision swimming, then locked it and shoved the phone into my bag without replying.I couldn’t go back to the office. I couldn’t go to my mother’s house. There was nowhere left that didn’t feel like judgment waiting with open arms.Which left only one place.The realization sat heavy in my chest as I hailed a ride and gave the
Noelle The restaurant was too quiet for my thoughts.Soft music played somewhere above me, something slow and jazzy meant to calm people down, but all it did was make the silence between notes feel heavier. I sat at the small table near the window, my hands folded around an untouched glass of water, my reflection staring back at me from the polished surface.Too lazy to handle your own life.I swallowed.I’d tried not to think about it. I really had. I told myself I was here to clear my head, to breathe, to feel like a normal person for once instead of a problem everyone needed to fix, or discard.But Damian’s voice kept threading itself through my skull, cold and precise. No matter how hard I troed to get rid of it, it only came back ten times harder. This is why people walk all over you.My chest tightened. I stared out the window, watching people pass by with purpose, with places to go, with lives that weren’t unraveling one insult at a time.I hadn’t even realized how lon
Damian I didn’t stop walking until I was outside.The door to her office had barely finished reverberating from the slam before my body was already moving, muscle memory carrying me away like I hadn’t just detonated something behind me.The hallway felt too bright, too quiet and I hated it. Every single second of it. It didn't help that the employees around me were either whispering or oogling, but I didn't care about any of those. If I had my way, then best believe I would have at least snapped someone's neck, before forcing the others to scamper away. It wasn't news that I pulled both genders by being incredibly handsome and dangerously handsome, but for the life of me, I couldn't care about any of those things right now. My jaw ached from how tightly I’d been clenching it, and my hands curled into fists at my sides as I stalked toward the elevator. When the doors slid shut, sealing me inside, the silence finally hit.Hard.I leaned back against the mirrored wall, dragging
Noelle I was still shaking when he pulled out of me. It still felt surreal, but I knew I was going to have to swallow the pill faster if I wanted to recover from this. If I ever did, that is. My breath was uneven, my hair a mess, and my lipstick smeared. Papers were scattered across my desk, my shirt halfway undone, my legs still trembling from the way he’d…I swallowed hard and smoothed my skirt down with trembling fingers. Damian had already stepped back, already fixing his shirt, and already slipping back behind that wall like nothing happened.The warmth of him left my body in seconds, and I hated how I felt that deep in my bones. The cold came next, and believe me when I said that was worse. He didn’t even look at me. He didn’t touch me, didn’t say a word, and the condom was already tied and tossed into my office trash bin like it was proof he hadn’t crossed any lines.Proof that it was “just sex.”I hated how empty I felt, and I hated how it looked like I was the only







