LOGINNoelle
I slipped the last strap of my dress into place and leaned closer to the mirror. The low neckline plunged just enough to tease, while the fabric hugged every curve I usually tried to tame. Tonight, I wasn’t taming a damn thing. Tonight, I wanted to be seen, and like hell if I was going to let that stop me. I puffed up the curls of my hair as it curled in soft waves over my shoulders. My lips were painted crimson, and it was exactly the kind of look Evan had always told me was “too much.” Too much for him maybe, but not for me, and definitely not for any man I would be going home with tonight. Yes, I'd told mother the only reason I agreed to her date was to get to know him, but I had plans of my own. Plans that mostly involved lots of alcohol, getting in another man's bed and being fucked senseless. My phone buzzed on the vanity, pulling me back to reality. A notification lit up the screen, and my stomach knotted the moment I saw the name. Harper. Against my better judgment, I opened it, and believe me when I said I wish I hadn't. The picture she'd just posted hit like a slap. It was a photo of her and Evan, their lips locked, and her arms draped around his shoulders. The caption dripped with sweetness, one that made my stomach churn. Three years strong with my forever. Bullshit. My vision went red. A strangled laugh tore out of me as I blocked them both with one furious swipe. I'd meant everything I told them earlier today, and I wouldn’t let them haunt my feed, my phone, or my life. I was still stewing in my fury when another ping rocked my phone. This time though, it was my mother. Your date: 9PM. Verona Bar. His name’s Damian. Play nice, sweetheart. A blind date. My first in years. I didn’t know if this was courage or madness, but it was better than sitting here drowning in betrayal. “Play nice,” I muttered to myself, grabbing my clutch. “Not a chance.” The Verona Bar pulsed with low lighting and expensive liquor, velvet booths lining the walls, alongside a hum of laughter that spilled through the air. I walked in with my heels clicking against the polished floor, clutch in one hand, phone in the other. It didn't take too long for me to pick out a seat, and I chose the one close to the bar. Pulling up the profile my mother had made for me, I nearly rolled my eyes at the cheesy description. “Adventurous soul, hopeless romantic,” I almost barfed at my mother's attempt to describe me. “loves cooking and family dinners.” I hadn’t written a word of it, and I hoped whoever mum had matched me with, wouldn't mind not being a gentleman , but being more of a beast in bed instead. “I sound like a Hallmark card,” I muttered. I was still scrolling, when a shadow fell across me. “Looking for someone?” The voice was smooth and so deep it cut through my little activity all at once. My first thought slipped to the bartender, but the hidden danger in his voice spoke otherwise. I looked up, and for the first time since the night began, the air left my lungs. He was tall, impossibly broad shouldered, with a tailored suit fitting him like it had been stitched directly onto his body. His jaw was cut sharp, his lips curved in a knowing smirk, but it was his deep blue eyes that caught me, dark and arresting, like secrets waiting to be stripped bare. A mop of blonde hair sat pretty on his head, and it was the perfect contrast to the black ink that spread from behind his neck, and deeper into the collar of his shirt. Hell, he was sin himself, and I didn't mind being dragged to hell all because of him. “Yes,” I breathed, while I tried so hard to hide the blush staining my cheeks. “Yes, I am.” He didn't respond immediately. Instead, he tilted his head slightly, like he was waiting, and I caught on to it. “Damian?” I found my voice. “Are you… “That’s me.” His lips curved wider, slow and sinful. “Sorry to keep you waiting.” “You’re late.” I swallowed, heat licking my skin as I nodded toward the seat across from me. “Worth it?” he asked, sliding in anyway, with a smile that exposed dimples I had no idea were embedded in his cheeks. I didn't answer, and while his arrogance should’ve annoyed me, it only made my pulse trip. Drinks arrived after that. Whiskey for him, and a martini for me. The conversation flowed easier than it should have. He listened when I spoke, but his eyes never stopped studying me, like he was reading pages no one else had dared to open. I didn't miss how his eyes darted from my exposed cleavage to the thigh slit of my dress that left little to nothing to the imagination. “So. Tell me, Noelle. Why are you here?” Somewhere between my second and third sip, he leaned back, gaze sharpening. “You don’t strike me as the type who needs blind dates.” “I don't.” The truth slipped out before I could stop it, raw and bitter. “I just want revenge.” “Oh really?” His brows lifted, interest flashing. “On who?” “Doesn’t matter.” I swirled my glass, watching the pale liquid catch the light. “Someone who thought I was easy to fool. Someone who thought I’d always wait.” “I see.” The corner of his mouth lifted in a sly smirk. “And what would revenge look like, exactly?” “It looks like me, not giving a damn anymore.”I met his gaze head on, the alcohol buzzing in my blood, anger and desire tangling until I couldn’t separate them. “And if I'm damn lucky, me screaming under a dangerously sexy man could count too.” “Maybe I can help with that.” Something dark flickered across his eyes, his tongue running across his lower lip. The way he said it, low, promising, and wicked, broke the last thread of restraint inside me. Before I could overthink, before I could second guess myself , I leaned across the table and pressed my lips to his. The kiss wasn’t soft, it was nothing like the ones I shared with Evan. It was fierce, hungry, tasting of whiskey and fire as it sent sparks down my spine. His hand found my jaw, holding me there, deepening it until I forgot my name. When we finally pulled apart, breathless, his thumb brushed across my swollen lip. “Careful, Noelle,” he murmured, his voice like silk and danger wrapped in one. “One kiss with me, and you’ll never stop at just one.” “Then don’t make me stop. ”I smiled, recklessly. “It just might be what I need tonight.” Time seemed to slow to a halt as he took me in. For the next couple of seconds, every sound around us had been drained off, and the only motion my brain could register was Damian's eyes running over my skin. I could see the desire and want in his eyes. Hell, I could almost taste it, and I would be a damn liar if I said my insides weren't on fire right now. Before I could compare how Evan had never made me feel like this, Damian took the reign. It was his turn to kiss me back, and fuck was it hot. This time, his hands roamed my entire body, over my boobs, my neck, and down the curve of my ass. Call me crazy or whatever, but I could swear he pinched my taut nipples at one point in our make out session. He rolled them in between his fingers, and believe me when I said I felt it deep in my core. I pressed my thighs together, desperate for whatever friction I could get. While that was frustrating, Damian came to the rescue immediately. In one swift motion, he wrapped his hand around my waist, and like I weighed nothing, he pulled me over his lap. “Oh.” A sultry grin made its way to my lips at the hard on poking from underneath. Damian didn't bother hiding, and the list swirling in his eyes was doing a huge number on me. “I see someone's excited.” “If you call this excitement.” His voice dropped to a husky whisper, as he trailed his mouth over my cleavage. “Then just wait till you see what I can do.” I knew what he meant, his invitation was glaring. My mind whirled, and even though the same part of me whispered what the right thing to do was, I didn't exactly heed to it. “Lead the way then.” The words had barely slid past my lips before Damian pressed his mouth to mine again. Oh, this was definitely going to be a good night.Noelle It’d been minutes since his last words slid past his lips, but I was still shaking, shaking because his words had ignited a fire in me I didn't even know was possible. Time seemed to slow to a halt as I took in what the hell had just happened. Damian had just eaten me out like I was his favorite meal, and I liked it. No, I loved it. I fucking loved every second of it. While I reveled in what we'd just done, I allowed my eyes travel down a bit. Damian’s cock was hard as fuck, literally pulsing at me, and if the way my pussy throbbed meant anything, she wanted him. I wanted him and his huge cock so fucking much. What I didn't expect to happen next, was for Damian to catch me in the act. My cheeks reddened immediately, but all Damian did was smirk in my face. “Do you like it?” His voice dropped to a low growl. In one swift motion, his hand wrapped around the base of his cock, and when he pumped himself once, twice, even I couldn't hold back the moan that slid past my l
Noelle The moment Damian stepped out of the bathroom, I thought I’d have a second to breathe.I didn’t.Because the second the door clicked shut, everything inside me snapped loose, fear, want, anger, and the kind of hunger that sits so deep you can’t name it without breaking something.Without thinking, I slipped out of the last piece of clothing I had on, climbed up onto the marble counter, and sat exactly where he told me to.I was naked, waiting and shaking, not from fear, but from the way my body already knew what was about to happen.Deep down, a part of me knew I should be ashamed of what was about to happen. Prior to this moment, I'd heard the most devastating news. Mother was disappointed, Evan wanted my share of the company and instead of me to be hunched over a desk right now, and fighting for a way to save what was left of father's legacy, I was craving Damian's cock. Fuck. The mere thought of it was more than enough to make me groan in anticipation. Our one
Noelle “I want you, Damian.” The words left my mouth before I could stop them. “I want you to fuck me so hard my legs will quiver by morning.”My words weren't soft. They weren't shy or careful either. Just exposed. I had no idea what I was thinking when I said it, but Damian went completely still.His hand was still on my jaw, his thumb resting under my lip, and I watched the precise moment something dark flickered through his eyes, something hungry, sharp, and barely controlled.For a heartbeat, I thought he would say no. Then he exhaled, slow and rough, like he’d been holding his breath ever since I walked into the bathroom.“Noelle.” My name wasn’t a word. It was a warning,a prayer and maybe even a promise.“I need you to hear me before anything happens.” He lowered his forehead to mine, his fingers tightening just slightly on my jaw.My pulse stumbled, because no one had ever sounded so deliberate with me, not even Evan.“Okay,” I whispered, because I didn’t trust my voic
Damian The silence in the mansion was almost unnerving. For the first time in weeks, there were no cameras, no murmured speculation, no curated smiles. Just quiet, too much of it, if I was being honest with myself. I sat in the dim glow of the study, my phone pressed to my ear, and a half empty glass of scotch balanced on my knee. The faint hum of the city filtered through the floor to ceiling windows, muted and distant.I tried to focus on what seemed to be the calm before the storm, but Lucian’s voice came through the line, sharp and efficient as always.“Are you there?” He sounded tired, with a tad bit of irritation. “I don't know about you, but I'd rather be in bed right now than anything else.”“And here I thought you wanted to talk to me because you miss me.” I smirked. He couldn't see me, but I just knew I'd spiked his irritation levels. “What's the update?.” “The gala’s fallout has been, surprisingly clean.” Lucien sounded pleasantly surprised, like he didn't expect i
Noelle The drive to my mother’s house felt longer than it should’ve been, and I had no idea why. No, scratch that, I knew, but I just wasn't ready to accept it yet. Maybe because every second brought me closer to a confrontation I wasn’t ready for.Her street looked smaller than I remembered, the trees older, and the paint on the porch railing peeling like time had finally caught up with the house, and with us. Maybe it had. I vaguely remembered giving the driver the instructions, of maybe I didn't. Maybe Damian had given it to him before stepping out of the car. I didn't know. Right now, I wasn't sure of anything and if I had the chance, then best believe I would have picked walking to the Sahara desert than actually going to see mother. When she opened the door, there was no hug. Not even her award winning smile she always gave. Just her eyes, red from crying and hard from disappointment.“You’ve made quite the mess, Noelle,” she said, voice cold and trembling all at once
Noelle I wasn’t ready for the chaos that came with being Damian Blackwood’s wife, temporary or not. I knew it was a lot to stomach all at once, but once again, and whilst standing in the midst of it all, I realized that whatever had gone down at the ball the other night, was only the chip of the iceberg. The moment we stepped out of the building, it hit like a tidal wave. Flashbulbs went off in bursts so bright they could’ve lit up the sky. Reporters shouted my name like it was suddenly worth something, their voices bleeding into one another until it was just noise, loud, relentless, and dizzying noise.“Ms. Blackwood!” one of them asked, and I squinted, just to see the next reporter gearing herself up for the next question. “Is it true you and Damian have been secretly married for months?”“Did you know about his exes?” Another voice echoed. “all six of them?’ “Are you pregnant…”I didn’t even get to hear the rest as Damian’s hand found mine, firm and unyielding, guiding me







