LOGINNoelle
The first thing that hit me was the light. It spilled in through the floor to ceiling windows, and I couldn't help the groan that slid past my lips. The light was blinding, relentless, and seared straight through my eyelids. I groaned again, just before rolling onto my side, and pulling the sheets higher over my head. For a moment, everything felt right, until it didn't. I felt the silk dig into my skin, and I could only come up with one explanation. These weren't my sheets, I wasn't in my bed either. My lashes fluttered open, and the room came into focus slowly, like a cruel joke. I caught sight of the white marble floors, the crystal chandeliers, and modern art that screamed money. The bed beneath me was enormous, draped in sheets that probably cost more than my rent. My rent, my apartment, my life, none of it, absolutely nothing matched any of this. My stomach plummeted as my gaze swept over the room. My dress was crumpled in a heap by the door, my bra dangled from the back of an armchair, and one heel lay by the window, while the other tipped over near the nightstand. The air itself still smelled of sex, sharp, musky, and thick enough to taste. A gasp lodged in my throat, and I forced down the shudder that raced down my spine. Without thinking, I shoved the covers down and looked. I had no idea what I was expecting, but I didn't think I'd be naked. Completely, recklessly, and utterly naked. “Oh, God,” I whispered, pressing a hand to my face as my eyelids fluttered shut. Fragmented flashes slammed through me and I almost recoiled in equal parts want and equal parts shame. I remembered his mouth on mine, hands gripping my thighs, the sound of laughter and whiskey, his voice like velvet dipped in sin, and then, nothing. Just darkness. Did we…did we go all the way last night? My phone buzzed sharply beside me, jolting me out of my haze. I grabbed it like a lifeline, just to come face to face with a new notification. It was from the dating profile my mother had created, and I almost rolled my eyes, till I really took in the message in front of me. Damian: Sorry you didn’t show up. I waited but left. Let me know if you're up for another date. Wait, what? The words blurred, then snapped into place again. My chest hollowed out, and for the next couple of seconds, I totally forgot how to breathe. M If my date had been waiting all night, then who the hell had I gone home with? My mind whirled with a million and one thoughts, and even though the urge to gag hit me like a fucking tidal wave, I managed to keep it in check. The man from last night, the one who kissed me like he owned me. Who had carried me on his lap and whispered promises I couldn’t even repeat without blushing, who undressed me piece by piece, and the one whom I wasn't sure if we'd fucked or not. I shot upright,my pulse ricocheting through my ribs. My throat went dry immediately, but I'd already figured out what to do next. I needed clothes. I needed to leave. Now. Scrambling, I grabbed the first thing I saw draped over the nearest chair. It was a crisp white shirt, still faintly warm, that carried that scent, a mix of cologne, smoke, and something dark that I already knew belonged to him. I tugged it on, buttoning only the middle, the hem brushing my bare thighs. The fabric clung to me like a reminder, and I hated that my body hummed at the thought of it. I hated that my body craved a repeat of last night, even though I was still unsure of the details. Clutching my phone, I padded barefoot across the marble floor. I had no idea where I was going, and it didn't help that the hallway stretched like a labyrinth, every step echoing louder than the last. I was this close to giving up hope when I heard them. Voices, loud pitched ones that weren't too appropriate for a setting like this. “…you can’t keep making moves like this,” one man snapped, low and sharp, but I could tell whoever it was, had to be doing his own fair share of the scolding from the other side of the phone. “Watch your tone,” came the reply and I recognized whom the voice belonged to. His reply was smooth, dark, unmistakable and I found myself drooling again. I froze, not because of the effect he had on me, but because of what I'd just seen. My breath caught in my throat as I edged closer, heart hammering, until it fully came into view. It was a portrait, massive and unmissable, hanging along the corridor wall, not just any portrait, but a portrait of him. Him. He was suited and powerful, his blue eyes captured in paint as sharp as in reality. Beneath it, a small gold plaque bore a name I knew too well. Damian Blackwood. My stomach dropped clean through me. My legs wobbled so hard I gripped the nearest wall for support. Blackwood. The name was whispered in the city with fear, for scandal, violence and whatever deals you could frown upon. It was the kind of name you didn’t say too loud, because power like theirs reached everywhere. My pulse thundered in my ears. I stumbled back a step, bumping against the wall, and that's when he appeared. Damian stepped into view like the shadow of every dangerous fantasy I’d ever had, fresh from the shower, his damp hair pushed back, shirt undone halfway to reveal ink curling down his chest. His gaze landed on me instantly, roaming from my bare legs to his shirt swallowing my frame. “Morning, sweetheart,” he drawled, like he’d been expecting me all along. “How was your night? How are…” “Stop.” I sucked in a breath as I cut him off immediately , my fingers clenching the hem of the shirt. “Who are you?” “Answer me.” My voice cracked, brittle with panic. “How did I get here?” “You followed me.” He tilted his head, amused. “And I told you last night.” “No,” I whispered, shaking my head, the phone in my hand trembling. I doubted he could see my screen, but right now I needed everything I could get to prove this was all his fault. “You’re not the man I was supposed to meet. Who are you really?” He closed the distance with a lazy step, his smirk cutting deeper, sharper, until my lungs forgot how to work. “Damian,” he said softly, eyes locking on mine. “Damian Blackwood.” The name crashed into me, confirmation slamming every thought out of my head. I was standing naked under his shirt, in his penthouse, in the orbit of a man the city feared, who had a million scandals with multiple women, yet I had no memory of how far I’d let him take me. And worse, the way he was looking at me now, like I was already his, made it terrifyingly clear, this was only the beginning. “You can't be serious.” I shook my head furiously. “You can't be Damian Blackwood, you can't. It's not possible….” “But it is.” His smirk widened. “And that makes you Mrs Blackwood.” “What?” I felt all the color drain from my face in an instant. “what does that even mean? How can you …” “We're married now.” He cut me off again,like he was reminding me to pick up the groceries, Instead of a fucking wedding. “And you're my wife.” No. How the fuck did I actually get here?Noelle It’d been minutes since his last words slid past his lips, but I was still shaking, shaking because his words had ignited a fire in me I didn't even know was possible. Time seemed to slow to a halt as I took in what the hell had just happened. Damian had just eaten me out like I was his favorite meal, and I liked it. No, I loved it. I fucking loved every second of it. While I reveled in what we'd just done, I allowed my eyes travel down a bit. Damian’s cock was hard as fuck, literally pulsing at me, and if the way my pussy throbbed meant anything, she wanted him. I wanted him and his huge cock so fucking much. What I didn't expect to happen next, was for Damian to catch me in the act. My cheeks reddened immediately, but all Damian did was smirk in my face. “Do you like it?” His voice dropped to a low growl. In one swift motion, his hand wrapped around the base of his cock, and when he pumped himself once, twice, even I couldn't hold back the moan that slid past my l
Noelle The moment Damian stepped out of the bathroom, I thought I’d have a second to breathe.I didn’t.Because the second the door clicked shut, everything inside me snapped loose, fear, want, anger, and the kind of hunger that sits so deep you can’t name it without breaking something.Without thinking, I slipped out of the last piece of clothing I had on, climbed up onto the marble counter, and sat exactly where he told me to.I was naked, waiting and shaking, not from fear, but from the way my body already knew what was about to happen.Deep down, a part of me knew I should be ashamed of what was about to happen. Prior to this moment, I'd heard the most devastating news. Mother was disappointed, Evan wanted my share of the company and instead of me to be hunched over a desk right now, and fighting for a way to save what was left of father's legacy, I was craving Damian's cock. Fuck. The mere thought of it was more than enough to make me groan in anticipation. Our one
Noelle “I want you, Damian.” The words left my mouth before I could stop them. “I want you to fuck me so hard my legs will quiver by morning.”My words weren't soft. They weren't shy or careful either. Just exposed. I had no idea what I was thinking when I said it, but Damian went completely still.His hand was still on my jaw, his thumb resting under my lip, and I watched the precise moment something dark flickered through his eyes, something hungry, sharp, and barely controlled.For a heartbeat, I thought he would say no. Then he exhaled, slow and rough, like he’d been holding his breath ever since I walked into the bathroom.“Noelle.” My name wasn’t a word. It was a warning,a prayer and maybe even a promise.“I need you to hear me before anything happens.” He lowered his forehead to mine, his fingers tightening just slightly on my jaw.My pulse stumbled, because no one had ever sounded so deliberate with me, not even Evan.“Okay,” I whispered, because I didn’t trust my voic
Damian The silence in the mansion was almost unnerving. For the first time in weeks, there were no cameras, no murmured speculation, no curated smiles. Just quiet, too much of it, if I was being honest with myself. I sat in the dim glow of the study, my phone pressed to my ear, and a half empty glass of scotch balanced on my knee. The faint hum of the city filtered through the floor to ceiling windows, muted and distant.I tried to focus on what seemed to be the calm before the storm, but Lucian’s voice came through the line, sharp and efficient as always.“Are you there?” He sounded tired, with a tad bit of irritation. “I don't know about you, but I'd rather be in bed right now than anything else.”“And here I thought you wanted to talk to me because you miss me.” I smirked. He couldn't see me, but I just knew I'd spiked his irritation levels. “What's the update?.” “The gala’s fallout has been, surprisingly clean.” Lucien sounded pleasantly surprised, like he didn't expect i
Noelle The drive to my mother’s house felt longer than it should’ve been, and I had no idea why. No, scratch that, I knew, but I just wasn't ready to accept it yet. Maybe because every second brought me closer to a confrontation I wasn’t ready for.Her street looked smaller than I remembered, the trees older, and the paint on the porch railing peeling like time had finally caught up with the house, and with us. Maybe it had. I vaguely remembered giving the driver the instructions, of maybe I didn't. Maybe Damian had given it to him before stepping out of the car. I didn't know. Right now, I wasn't sure of anything and if I had the chance, then best believe I would have picked walking to the Sahara desert than actually going to see mother. When she opened the door, there was no hug. Not even her award winning smile she always gave. Just her eyes, red from crying and hard from disappointment.“You’ve made quite the mess, Noelle,” she said, voice cold and trembling all at once
Noelle I wasn’t ready for the chaos that came with being Damian Blackwood’s wife, temporary or not. I knew it was a lot to stomach all at once, but once again, and whilst standing in the midst of it all, I realized that whatever had gone down at the ball the other night, was only the chip of the iceberg. The moment we stepped out of the building, it hit like a tidal wave. Flashbulbs went off in bursts so bright they could’ve lit up the sky. Reporters shouted my name like it was suddenly worth something, their voices bleeding into one another until it was just noise, loud, relentless, and dizzying noise.“Ms. Blackwood!” one of them asked, and I squinted, just to see the next reporter gearing herself up for the next question. “Is it true you and Damian have been secretly married for months?”“Did you know about his exes?” Another voice echoed. “all six of them?’ “Are you pregnant…”I didn’t even get to hear the rest as Damian’s hand found mine, firm and unyielding, guiding me







