And I hated myself for how much I wanted more.
17
VIKTOR
I watched her leave, my gaze never leaving her form as she walked out of the room, her back straight, her steps quick but not hurried.Sabrina had always been strong, unyielding, a stone wall I couldn’t seem to crack.
And yet, in that one moment, when I kissed her—when I marked her as mine—I felt something shift.
She didn’t fight me.
She didn’t push me away.
Her lips were soft, despite the hardness she carried with her.
She kissed me back, even if it was just for a second, even if she hated herself for it.
I could see it in the way her chest rose and fell, the way her hands trembled just slightly.
She was struggling.
And that only made me want her more.
I cursed myself for wanting her like this.
I had no room for weakness.
No room for emotions.
I had a plan, a vision, and Sabrina was the key to it all.
She was powerful, calculated, dangerous—and yet, there was something about her that stirred something deep within me.
I wanted to break her.
I wanted to bend her to my will, to see her lose herself in me.
But at the same time, a darker, more dangerous part of me wanted to keep her for myself, to possess her completely.
She had no idea what she was dealing with.
But I was going to make sure she understood.
I would make her see that she belonged to me—body, mind, and soul.
I leaned back in my chair, breathing in the remnants of her scent that still lingered in the room.
And I smiled, a wicked, dark smile.
The game had only just begun.
Sabrina might think she could resist me, but the truth was—she already belonged to me.
I could see it in her eyes.
And soon enough, she would see it too.
18
SABRINA
The days blurred into a haze of missions, each one darker than the last.Viktor’s orders were precise, calculated—designed to keep me on edge.
I could never predict what he would ask of me next.
Every task seemed to carry its own brand of moral ambiguity.
And each time I carried out one of his assignments, I felt a little piece of me disappear.
The first mission he sent me on was nothing I hadn’t done before: take out an arms dealer who was undercutting Viktor’s operations.
But it wasn’t the man I killed that haunted me—it was the way Viktor had watched me do it, as if he were a spectator at a show, deriving some twisted pleasure from my cold detachment.
I didn’t flinch when I slit the man’s throat, but his blood splattered across my clothes, and Viktor’s eyes burned into me, silent approval radiating from his gaze.
I was his tool now—his puppet.
That thought gnawed at me, but I buried it deep.
The next mission was more personal.
Viktor ordered me to track down a man who’d once worked with him, a traitor who’d stolen from Viktor’s supply chain.
I found him hiding in an abandoned apartment complex.
He was terrified, shaking, begging for his life.
His cries didn’t faze me, not at first.
I was cold, detached, focused on the task.
But as I pulled the trigger, as the life drained from his eyes, something in me cracked.
I don’t know if it was the way he looked at me—pleading, almost pleading with me as if I were still human—or if it was the sudden, sharp reminder of the girl I used to be.
The girl who could still feel.
Viktor didn’t care about any of that.
He had no patience for weakness.
I had to remind myself of that, of what I’d become under his control.
And yet... each mission, I felt a little more of myself slipping away.
The line between who I was and who I was becoming was blurring.
Was I even still Sabrina?
Or was I just a reflection of Viktor’s dark world?
“Good job, Sabrina,” Viktor’s voice had rumbled over the comms when I returned. “You did exactly what I needed you to do. I’m impressed.”
She had known—she knew what was coming, what I was about to do.But she didn’t pull away.She didn’t beg.She just… waited.Good.I took the candle and tilted it, the warm wax beginning to drip, thick and heavy, splattering onto the cold metal plate beneath it.I watched her intently, savoring the quiet moment before the storm.The wax was molten, liquid fire that would scorch, mark, and claim.Just as I would.I stepped closer, placing my hand under her chin, tilting her face upward so she had no choice but to meet my eyes.“Do you want this?” I asked, my voice rough, almost gentle.Her lips trembled.“Yes…”“Say it,” I growled, my fingers digging into her jaw, forcing her to hold my gaze. “Say that you’re mine.”She hesitated for only a moment, then whispered, barely audible, “I’m yours, daddy.”It was enough.With no more words needed, I dripped the first drop of wax onto her exposed collarbone.The heat hit her immediately, the sensation both shocking and intense.She gasped, her
“You’re mine,” I whispered, but this time it wasn’t a declaration.It was a command.A reminder.She didn’t respond, her eyes closed tightly, the hint of resistance barely a flicker before it was swallowed whole.She was slipping, unraveling, and I was the one pulling the strings.I pushed her back against the wall, my hands gripping her wrists so tightly, I could feel the bones beneath her soft skin.The pressure made her gasp, her head tilting back, exposing her neck to me like an offering.And I—I—was the one to decide whether she’d survive this.“You wanted this,” I said again, but it wasn’t a question anymore.It was truth.It was what she had asked for, without words, without hesitation.The torment of wanting something so much it drove you to madness.I traced my thumb along the delicate line of her jaw, feeling the tension in her muscles, the war inside her between pleasure and pain.She was mine to break.Mine to destroy, slowly, methodically, until nothing of who she once wa
71VIKTORHer hands gripped me tighter, the desperation in her touch sending shockwaves through my body.She was no longer just kissing me; she was marking me, carving herself into me, as if trying to make sure I couldn’t slip away.The heat between us was suffocating, and yet it wasn’t enough.It would never be enough.I could feel the tremor of her pulse beneath my fingertips as I slid my hands down her back, pulling her flush against me.Her skin was hot, slick with sweat, and I could taste the fear on her lips, a fear so thick it mingled with the hunger that laced her every movement.“Don’t stop,” she gasped between kisses, her voice trembling, as though she was both pleading and demanding at the same time.I didn’t stop.I couldn’t.I was already too far gone.I pressed my mouth to her throat, feeling the frantic beat of her heart against my lips.The sound of it, so alive and yet so fragile, made my stomach tighten.She was mine, in every sense of the word.But that sa
The bond we shared, twisted as it was, had become my everything.There was no escape from it.No escape from him.And I didn’t want to escape.Because he was my everything now.The last piece of who I was, the last piece of my humanity, had been swallowed whole.And now, I was just a shadow, a reflection of Viktor’s darkness.But I was his.And that was enough.69VIKTORAs I held her, as I claimed her, I knew she had become mine in every way that mattered.And there was no going back for either of us.We had both become creatures of darkness, but we had found something in each other that neither of us had ever expected.Love.But love had no place in our world.We had crossed the point of no return.And now, we were both trapped in this abyss, together.Forever.Reigning over the global arms market with my queen.And I wouldn’t have it any other way.70VIKTORHer breath was ragged against my chest, her hands pressed into me with an urgency that mirrored my own.It was as if the air
The twisted love we shared had long since poisoned everything else.64SABRINAHis voice cut through the fog in my mind, his words sinking deep into my chest like a blade.There was no escape.I should have known that.Viktor was a monster.But he was my monster.And in some sick, twisted way, I had become his.His hands were on me now, pulling me into the warmth of his chest.His breath was hot against my skin, the familiar scent of him overwhelming my senses.I had once hated the way he controlled me, hated the hold he had over me.But now... now I couldn’t imagine living without it.The thoughts I had of escape, of reclaiming who I was, vanished the moment his lips touched mine.I had never been kissed like this before.It wasn’t soft, or gentle, or full of love.No, it was rough.It was desperate.It was the kiss of someone who owned you, body and soul.And I wanted it.I wanted him.There was nothing left of me.There was nothing left of the woman I had been.She was a shadow, a
Good.She didn’t need to.I knew what she was thinking.But there was no escape.59SABRINAI wanted to turn and run, to scream, to tear the walls of this place down with my bare hands, but I couldn’t.I was trapped.In Viktor’s world, in his mind, and in my own mind.The world that stretched before me was one I had helped build.I had helped tear down the old world, piece by bloody piece, and now it was mine.But I didn’t want it.I didn’t want any of it.I was afraid.I was so damn afraid.But I couldn’t turn away from it.I was lost.Completely, utterly lost.60VIKTORHer eyes flickered, and for a moment, I thought I saw it—the weakness I had buried in her.I saw it in the way she looked at the people below, the way she saw them as less than human.It was the same look I had seen in her, years ago.She was mine.And I would make sure she knew it.61SABRINAI didn’t speak.I didn’t move.I was stuck between two worlds, two lives, neither of which I could claim as my own.I had cho