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Chapter Thirteen
Reine
I was scared.
I couldn’t even explain why if you asked me.
Maybe it was the fact that I had realized that Jax was affecting me more that I had bargained for. When he had spoken to me seriously, asking me if he had made me uncomfortable at some point when I was at his place, I don’t know how to explain it, but some part of me just flipped a little switch.
I had to admit that he had not behaved like I had expected him to. Not once had he pushed, not even when he had offered me alcohol and I had said no. Sure, he had asked the second time. But it had not once been forceful or anything. Maybe I was being happy about the bare minimum, but he was one of the first people, apart from Sandra who had not made me feel like a freak of nature because I didn’t drink s
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The lunch went well. It was way better than the dinner we had had at his place. But what was surprising to me was that, not once did we bring up the engagement and its terms. I thought that was going to be the main discussion but Jax had other plans. It had felt so much like a real date, and I actually thanked the universe for the fact that I had not gotten the job, because I knew I would never have met Jax under any other circumstances. I was starting to appreciate the man. Starting? Maybe that was a lie. But I would rather lie to myself than accept whatever turmoil my heart was already facing. The day went by fast, and the first thing I heard when Sandra got back home was the door banging. I already knew she had something exciting she wanted to tell me and I sat up, placing my phone down. The texts I was sending to Jax could wait.
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