Mag-log in“Stealing from me wasn't the problem. Leaving before I could wake up wasn't what almost drove me insane,” he whispered, kissing my neck while thrusting slowly inside me. “Then what did?” I moaned out, loving every bit of his firm, slow thrusts. “Why did you search for me so hard?” “Because I missed you so much, baby. After that night, I lost my mind. All I could think of was seeing you again, holding you again, making love to you again. Kissing you….” “Stop. Don't tell me such things,” I said between tears and moans. “Don't make me think you're in love with me.” “But I am. I am in love with you, Lacy.” he declared, staring deeply into my eyes. I froze. He can't mean that. He doesn't mean that. He's my best friend's father. And he's a billionaire, a man way out of my league. He can't and shouldn't be in love with me. I'm a pack of ugly and dirty secrets. I've got demons haunting my life every day. He's only gonna get caught up in my mess. They're gonna haunt him too. They'll ruin his reputation. They'll ruin him entirely. He shouldn't be in love with me. And I shouldn't be either. But how can I keep my heart from falling for the one man that's proven again and again that he doesn't wanna let me go? That he's willing to burn the world for me? How can I not fall for a man who comes back every time I push him away? How do I stay away from a man like CRISTIAN ANDERSON?
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Fuck! She's one hell of a sight! Spread those legs, you little fox!! I think I just nutted my pants!! Take all my bloody money. All of it, baby!! How much for a night, baby? I'll pay a fucking fortune!! The lewd comments and cheers from these horny bastards were like a damn symphony to my ears. They fueled me to twirl harder around the pole. Give them the fucking show of their life. I hit a majestic split and the hall broke out into a thunderous applause and whistles. Relief washed through my mind as I stared at them through my mask. They all looked horny and ready to pay whatever the fuck I asked. I promised my mother that I was going to get the money tonight, and she's not going to get kicked out of our little apartment. And to God, I'm gonna keep that promise. Over ten horny billionaires were ogling me. They're worth more than the cash I needed. The pay I was gonna get from doing this show tonight was peanuts, compared to what these men would give me. And I needed what they would give. It would go a long way toward clearing a bit of our unending debts. I struck another erotic pose, with my head thrown backwards and the hall broke in cheers. And that was when I saw those eyes again. Deep, striking hazel eyes. Staring intently at me. Not blinking. Not smiling. Just raw and intense. I saw those eyes before I came up to the podium. He's been watching me since then. Unlike the others, he wasn't cheering. There was no sheepish smirk on his face. On the contrary, his expression was blank. But he was engrossed. In a frightening way. Gulping, I struck another pose, reminding myself not to look in his direction. Even though I could feel his heated gaze on me. When I finally ended the dance, the whole crowd was throwing a fit. The cheers were ear-shattering. I had everyone in here completely and irrevocably mesmerized. As they should be. “Thank you all.” I smiled, waving at them. My horny fans. Billionaires too. Just how I liked them. “Merry Christmas and a happy New Year.” They screamed different replies, that ended with how fucking sexy I was. I bowed gracefully and headed down the podium. Trust that I exaggeratedly shook my big ass and made my big boobs bounce as I left the hall. It was just a little icing on the cake. I took a quick glance at Hazel's eyes and he was drinking a glass of what seemed like whiskey. Those damn eyes sent a harsh wave of heat to my thighs. I looked away, disappearing through the door that led to my dressing room. “Good show, Nina.” The girls greeted me as I walked by them. “Thank you.” I smiled, keeping my head up until I was locked in my dressing room. Alone, I threw the mask off my face. I didn't need to smile anymore so I dropped the cheerful facade and put on my real expression. A sad, gloomy, desperate expression. I snatched a robe from the hanger and covered my almost naked body. How wretched my life was. For every penny I needed, I had to be an erotic excitement for a bunch of horny bastards old enough to be my father. But then again, I'd do anything for my family. My mother and my little sick brother. And that involves ripping off any of those men tonight. Soon, I'll get a message that one of them wants me for the night. That's how it usually goes. That's how I get my victims. They pay a fortune for me to follow them to their hotels. We have a drink. They black out after the drink because I most expertly would have drugged it. In the morning, they believe we had sex and they pay again. Because I would sweetly promise to do it again with them. But that would never happen because they're never going to see me again. It was simple and yet complex. But yeah, anything to survive. Anything to keep my family from drowning. The knock came sooner than I expected. I quickly took off the robe and flipped my curled blonde wig. I practiced my flirtatious smiles before reaching for the doorknob, hoping to see James, my assistant. He's usually the one to inform me about the requests. But I got the shock of my life when the door opened and it wasn't James. It was him. Hazel eyes. My gaze unconsciously swept up his tall frame and settled on his face. Oval-shaped, high cheekbones, sharp jawline with neatly trimmed stubble. His thin lips had a pink hue that made them alluring. He was, in fact, ruggedly handsome. In a way that mercilessly steals your breath. He had sleek brown hair graced with a pompadour haircut that highlighted every fucking facial feature. And those eyes, God, those damn eyes. Also, he's ogling at me. Not in a way that screamed pervert like those men in that hall. But in a more unnerving, bloodcurdling way that screamed ‘I want you and you gotta let me have you.’ He was dressed like a usual billionaire except that he seemed to hate colors. Everything was in black. Down to his gloves. He was giving billionaire vibes but there was another vibe that I didn't find comfortable. With one good look, I could already tell he wasn't my usual type. He screams danger. The type that could easily see through my facade. The type that would wanna own me. And not worship me. I can't be owned. Not again. I only wanna be worshipped, get what I want, and vanish. A man like him would make that very hard to do. “Wrong room,” I said, and tried to shut the door. He stopped the door from shutting with just one hand, even though I was using both hands to try to slam the door in his face. “Please leave. I need to get dressed.” I said with slight panic, trying to shut the door again. He pushed it open and barged inside. I lost my cool and grabbed a pair of scissors from the table. “Don't you dare try to force yourself on me.” I threatened, pointing the scissors at him. He didn't flinch. He didn't blink. He just slowly began taking off his gloves. Was he mute or what? “What do you want?” I asked, the panic was still strained in my voice. “I want what every man in there wants.” He finally replied. Good Lord, was that the voice of a human or a Greek god? Because what in the name of huskiness was this? The rippling effect from his voice sent goosebumps through my skin. “What's that?” My voice floated in the air. He gave a lopsided smile. “YOU.” “I'm sorry but you can't have me. First off, you're not allowed to come in here. Secondly, I'm a dancer. Not a stripper. And thirdly…” “Are you gonna take off your panties here or in my car? Decide and be fucking quick about it.” He cut me off smoothly, rendering me speechless. “Excuse you?” I gasped at his rawness. “Are you gonna take off your panties here or in my car?” He repeated without fucking stuttering. I turned crimson and my hold on the scissors loosened. But I was still pointing it at him. “I've got money. Lots of it. But I bet you know that.” He added. A cocky bastard! Definitely not my type! My chest tightened bitterly. “I'm not a whore…” “Says the girl who just bared her coochie in front of a crowd a few minutes ago.” He cut in swiftly. “I'm not judging. I'm just saying that I loved what I saw. I want a taste. And I got enough cash to pay for it.” Something about the cockiness in his voice triggered me. Before I realized what I was doing, I had gone closer to him. My six-inch heels made it easier for me to get closer to his face. All I needed was a little tiptoe to help me slap the living daylight out of him. “You cocky bastard!”CRISTIAN For the next five minutes, none of us said a word. We were listening to each other’s breathing. And it was weirdly comforting. “How's your finger?” I asked, breaking the soothing silence. “It's okay. It doesn't hurt.”“Did you treat it?”“Yes.”“Did you get scolded by your manager?”“No.”That's a relief. “I'm really sorry about your suit. I promise I'll pay for it however long it takes. Even if I have to save up my salary for the next 20 years.”“Right. I'm sorry Gina said that to you. She was just stressed out by the whole mess.”“I understand. I bet she hates me now. Is it okay for you to call me like this when your girlfriend hates me?”“Who? Gina? She doesn't hate you…”“So she's your girlfriend?”God damn it. That's what she's worried about? She's not sincerely apologetic about ruining my suit. She's more concerned about what my relationship with Gina really is. Now I don't know if that should upset me or excite me. If she's worried about Gina, that means she's jea
LACY In all my years of existence, I've never been in a funk because of a man. It was either about my unending financial issues or my unending family problems or my suffocating bond to Mad Dog. And sometimes my academic issues. But never about a man. But in the last week, I've found myself acting like one hell of a depressed soul. I'm happy and okay at work. I'm vibing and laughing with Aaliyah in school. She's mostly not at home anymore. She's always out with her photographer boyfriend. It's just me at home. And I end up crying a lot. My room is a mess. My mind is filled with complex and unsettling thoughts. I spend all my time fantasizing how different life would have been if he wasn't Aaliyah's Daddy and I wasn't Mad Dog's plaything. Maybe we would have a shot at being together. Because this reality sucks. He's Aaliyah's Daddy and I'm stuck with Mad Dog for life. There's no way I could ever be with the man who effortlessly makes my heart flutter. And God, I've been grieving tha
CRISTIAN “I honestly don't think I was the right person to tag along with you, Gi. You should have picked Davidson or any of the others on the team. I'm literally of no use here.”Gina laughed, taking a right turn. She had her sunglasses on and her hands were tightly wrapped around the wheel. She's such a slow and precise driver who makes sure to obey every road rule. Which is commendable, by the way. But the slow driving today, coupled with the day's airy vibe, was making me dizzy as hell. “You're the perfect person to accompany me on this mission, Mr. Cristian Anderson. Don't be ridiculous.” She countered sarcastically, scrutinizing the streets.“I seriously think I'm not.”“You're the man in charge of this project. You're the one who needs to make the final decision on what you want to build around this area. And you can't make that decision based on pictures from the screen or debates from your subordinates. You need to see the area yourself. That way you can make a professiona
LACY I'd paused my movie to pick up the call. I was alone in our apartment. Aaliyah left to meet up with her photographer boyfriend. Bored out of my mind, I settled for watching a movie on my laptop. And the plan was to quickly discard whoever was calling me and get right back to my movie. That was the plan until I heard his voice. Then I became speechless. My heartbeat had grown insanely loud too.I wasn't sure what to say. He just called me cruel. I wasn't sure how to reply. “How are you doing?” He asked. His voice was slurry. Almost like he was drunk; it was breaking too, but I'd be insane to think he was crying. A man like him wouldn't cry for a girl like me. It wouldn't make sense. “I'm good,” I mumbled. A stiff silence followed. And then he breathed out. “God, you're so cruel.”I wish he'd stop saying that. It hurts. “You're not going to ask how I'm doing?”“How you doing?” I asked. “Bad. Terrible.” “Why?” “Why?” He repeated with a croaky chuckle. “You seriously don't
CRISTIAN “She left?!” Aaliyah was having a hard time digesting the news. Jocey just told her that Lacy left first thing at dawn. “Yes, Ma'am. She said she had some family stuff to attend to. She didn't wanna disturb your sleep. So she pleaded with me to inform you.”“I don't understand. What do y
LACY My fingers quivered as I slowly undid his belt. He was seated on the edge of the bed. I was kneeling between his thighs, while trying to undo his belt. But my fingers wouldn't stop trembling. For some unknown reason, I always feel a bit nervous around him. Not because he's got a hideous look
CRISTIAN “What?” I was beyond dumbfounded. I had my suspicions. I really did. But God, I'd expected her to deny it. Tell me she didn't do it. Tell me I was wrong. Tell me my intuitions were playing tricks on me. I wasn't mentally ready for such blunt truth. And worse, I wasn't sure what to do wit
CRISTIAN“Martha, tell me the truth. Did you take the jewelry box?” Jocey was interrogating the tenth maid and she had the same response as everyone else. “No, Ma'am. I didn't.” The maid replied. I sighed in sheer exasperation. This was getting exhausting. At this point, it was safe to believe th












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