Lola~
It felt like everything I’ve been trying to keep away from me for the past hours just flooded through me. My eyes became clouded with unshed tear as I stared at him, unmoving yet breathing.I have so many questions. My mind was running through so many things yet I couldn’t open my mouth to get them out. I inhaled sharply, maneuvering my way towards the door. Thankfully he was still out cold so I unlocked the door and made my way into the apartment. Trying my very best not to break down and bawl my eyes out.I shut the door behind me rather quietly and made my way towards the house landline, making a call straight to the receptionist.“Hello, I’m from apartment 204 and there’s an unwanted guest in front of my apartment, please get him out.” I raked my hair backwards tiredly as I listened to the lady who assured me security will be here.I sighed, falling to my knees and wrapped my arms around myself in a bid to calm my body. I didn’t realize ILola~It felt like everything I’ve been trying to keep away from me for the past hours just flooded through me. My eyes became clouded with unshed tear as I stared at him, unmoving yet breathing.I have so many questions. My mind was running through so many things yet I couldn’t open my mouth to get them out. I inhaled sharply, maneuvering my way towards the door. Thankfully he was still out cold so I unlocked the door and made my way into the apartment. Trying my very best not to break down and bawl my eyes out.I shut the door behind me rather quietly and made my way towards the house landline, making a call straight to the receptionist.“Hello, I’m from apartment 204 and there’s an unwanted guest in front of my apartment, please get him out.” I raked my hair backwards tiredly as I listened to the lady who assured me security will be here.I sighed, falling to my knees and wrapped my arms around myself
I’m extremely sorry to the readers who unlocked the last chapter. It was a mistake and I’ve asked my editor to help delete it. I’m sorry again. ___Lola~Here I was, squirming under the hot and hard gaze of mom. I could’ve sworn I saw smoke gushing out of Mom’s ears. I just told her I would be leaving NewYork for a month and she can’t stand it.“Why are you going on about? A whole month? That’s too long. Way too long.” She stressed but my mind was made up. I need a break from this drama here.“Ma..” I started but shut up on seeing her hard stare. Her eyes almost popping out because of me. She stood up, pacing around the sitting room restlessly.Yeah. She warmed her way into my home and really, I wasn’t in the right sense to ask her not to. Over the past week, she’d constantly come here every single day, she’d bring soup and feed me. Over the past week, I realized just how good it feels to have a mother.I sighed, massaging my tem
Adonis ~“You have to go home, sir. I’m worried you might fall I’ll with the way you’re going.” I heard Noah say, looking up to see him nervously staring at me, shifting from one feet to the other. “You can go home, Noah. I’m perfectly capable of taking care of myself.” I snapped, focusing back on the wars of papers spread out on the table“Sir.” He starts but I’ve had enough.“I don’t pay you to control me, Noah. Do your work and leave. Stop trying to be my mother.” I couldn’t bite back the words that left my lips, watching his face crumple “Ah..Yes sir.” He says, his voice coming out small and quiet.He meant well and I’ve just fucked it up too. I keep fucking everything up. I heard his footsteps stalk out of the office and raised my head. A sigh escaped my lips as I leaned back against the chair. Glancing at the wall clock. It’s already thirty minutes past 11 pm. I stood up, walking towards the cabinet I now stock with my different br
Adonis~A tiny beep drew me out of my sleep? I struggled to open my eyes, I could hear hushed voices speaking but I couldn’t figure out the owner of the voice. My eyes shot open, a blurry daze clouded my vision. I shut my eyes close and opened them again, aware of the person clutching my arm tightly.I tried sitting up only to be shoved back, hard. I grunted as I looked around and the first thing I noticed was the white walls. “Hey, are you okay? The doctor would be here soon.” The person beside me says in an extremely familiar voice. I clutched my head as a pain shot up my head. What the fuck happened?“Adonis? Are you okay? You had an accident and was rushed here but thankfully you’ve got nothing to worry about. You suffered a mild concussion and that’s why you were unconscious.” The person says and this time I took the liberty to look at the person only to find myself flinching away hard.“You? Why are you here?” I asked, my voice coming out ha
Lola~It’s been three days since I got here. It’s been the longest three days of my life. It really didn’t click that I am no longer in NewYork and now waking up in Amsterdam, going to work and literally trying to live here.Mr Callus was true to his words, I got a service apartment and will be staying here for the next one month. Jasper is also here but thankfully I don’t have him invading my space. The apartment has two wings and Jasper stays in the left wing side, leaving the right to me. We only speak when it’s about work or perhaps when he meet in the living room but apart from that, I’ve taken to isolation in my room.A sigh escaped my lips as I massaged my temples, I’ve been sitting in the same position since six hours ago, I glanced at the desk four cups of coffee laying on my table. Chloe mustn’t see how I’m living.I know coming to Netherlands was supposed to clear my head and maybe free me from the heart ache I currently feel. It’s be
Lola~I heard a knock at the door, jerking my head towards that direction. I grumbled as I made my way out of the comfort of my bed and pillows, slipping on my fluffiest slippers and opened the door only to see Jasper standing awkwardly with a giant flask in his hands. He smiled sheepishly at me, rubbing his neck, an action I’ve come to realize he does whenever he’s nervous.“Jasper?” I called out his name and if possible this man turns redder, his neck growing red.“I uh..you came home quite late and I thought- well- the man that brought you- he had called me and said you passed out In his car and I gave him the directions to this place because I’m apparently saved as Jasper housemate on your phone and so he brought you here and I got you to your bed. I decided you might need some tea or coffee so I brought this to you-“ he paused, his entire face growing red. “I’m rambling, right?” He asked, clearly embarrassed but if he’s embarrassed then how about me? I’m m
Lola~Sightseeing in Amsterdam is definitely something I would do every night when I’m free. “Why are you smiling?” Jasper asked, licking and smudging some ice cream on his chin. I shrugged and scooped a little, watching his face contour into fake disgust.“I can’t believe you actually like Mint choco. That’s like one of the greatest sin one can ever commit on earth.” He grumbled, scooping more of his bland vanilla ice cream. Yeah. That goes every good thing I wanted to do for him. Like telling him he has ice-cream in his nose and chin but not anymore. What’s life without fucking up at times? “All that talk from someone who is taking vanilla. Yeah, try again.” I snarled, sticking my tongue out childishly as he squinted his eyes at me.“I’m gon go get more.” I announced and he looked at me baffled “You won’t be able to walk tomorrow with all these.” He warned but I couldn’t care less. I walked towards the ice cream stand and ordered, glancing back to see Ja
Adonis~“Adonis.” I jerked my head to the direction my name was being called, a sigh of relief escaped my lips as soon as I saw the person walking towards me. A sad smile laid on her lips.“It’s quite late, shouldn’t you go to bed?” She asked but I didn’t have a answer for her. Yes it’s late but staring at the moon doesn’t make it seem that way. When I was younger, someone once told me to look at the moon whenever I’m feeling heavy hearted and can’t convey my feelings into words. That’s what I’m doing. Conveying my feelings to the moon, hoping it could relate what I’m feeling to those I wish to speak to but can’t.“It’s been two weeks, Adonis. You’ve been living like a robot for two weeks and I can’t take it anymore. I am tired of seeing you walk around like you have no feelings. I’m tired of watching to retreat into your shell. You aren’t behaving like the Adonis I raised, All I can see is some dead and broken version of you” she snapped, wrapping her arms around herse