44. Sinful
I don’t know when I slept but I woke up by 3:00am; I was exhausted and hungry, I felt weak to my bones like I was about to faint.
I felt like I was sleeping on the clouds; I was so comfortable, so comfortable that if I was a Disney Princess, I’d wake up with a smile on my face. I turned to the sleeping man beside me, he looked peaceful in his sleep, his hair scattered on the bed like a second sheet, he looked really beautiful, like there isn’t a time of day that he looked bad, at all.
Ever since our confession to each other, it's like we became tied to each other; there was hardly any time we were apart. Antonio showed me that he was just a big fat baby in a man's body, I wasn't complaining though, I liked it.Currently we were getting ready to go to the hospital, no I wasn't pregnant and nothing was wrong with either of us, but we decided to put me on the pill because we wanted to go raw, and we didn't need a small person growing in me in just one week of our relationship.
That night, I decided to sleep in a separate room, not that anything was really wrong, but I just wanted to be away from him so I could think clearly, lord knows what staying close to him could cause. One touch from him and I'm bending all my morals, along with my back, for him; I did want that, but not at the moment.
My mini vacation was over, it was time to get back to the real world, where I had to work to make a living.I peeled myself from Antonio and ran to the bathroom to get ready, I didn’t want to be late to work for any reason, not even Antonio.
It was Aliyah’s birthday, which meant it was time to party, which meant no work and no weird people. I had to keep my distance from Dan, I mean he looked harmless, but coming on to me like that was just plain scary, and it wasn’t something I wanted, like the fuck?
It was 3:27am when Antonio woke me up from my mini sleep to "talk". As usual, I had my heart beating faster than
Vacation was over, it was time to go back home, and I still didn't have the courage to ask Antonio if what I heard that night, he truly said it. A part of me told me he was happy that I wasn't awake to give him a response; another part of me told me that he was disappointed that I never said anything. I really did want to, but a lot of thoughts were going through my head. What if he didn't really say it? Then I'd put him in a tight spot, where he'd have to confess something he didn't feel. Not only would that be embarrassing, it would be unfair to him, I would feel like I was trying to rush him, but I had a plan, a plan I was going to execute at home.The flight back home wa
It had been three days, and I hadn’t heard any information from Antonio concerning Dan. Probably the information he gave was fake, and he just used it to get a job.I tried to keep my distance from him ever since then, I didn’t know why he wanted from me, and for all I knew, he could be crazy dangerous.