LOGINChapter 9
The glow of the red light burned into me long after I left the room. Even with the door shut tight behind me, I couldn’t erase the image from my mind. That tiny, unblinking eye, watching. Recording. Owning. I pressed a hand against my chest, willing my heartbeat to steady, but it was useless. The more I tried to calm myself, the louder the thoughts became. If there was one camera, there were more. And if there were more, then there had to be a place where they all led. I should have stopped there. I should have crawled back into bed and convinced myself that ignorance was safer. But truth has claws. Once it sinks into you, it doesn’t let go. I had to know. The house was silent, heavy with the kind of stillness that made every step feel like trespassing. My bare feet carried me toward the right wing, the one Damien had forbidden. His voice still echoed in my head, sharp and unyielding. Do not enter. The words had been heavy with warning, but warnings were like locked boxes. The more tightly they were sealed, the more I needed to pry them open. The moment I turned into that hallway, the air changed. It was colder here, as though the warmth of the rest of the mansion refused to seep into this part. The floorboards creaked faintly, protesting under my weight, and the shadows thickened, sharper and more defined. My pulse climbed with every step, but I forced myself forward, telling myself that if I turned back now, I would never forgive the cowardice. The further I went, the more it felt like the house itself was warning me back. The curtains along this stretch were heavier, choking out most of the light until only thin veins of gray slipped through. Dust clung to the corners, and cobwebs sagged from the ceiling, untouched, as if this part of the mansion had been abandoned on purpose. I brushed my fingers against the wall to steady myself. The wallpaper felt colder, almost damp, and the chill sank into my skin. Every few steps I glanced over my shoulder, half expecting Marco to step out of the dark or Damien to emerge from a shadow with that cold, cutting stare that made my throat close. But no one came. Only silence followed me. I stopped when I reached a door near the end of the hallway. It didn’t belong. The other doors were carved from polished wood, elegant with their ornate details and gleaming handles. This one was crude, plain, and wrong. A slab of dark wood braced with iron bolts that had been sunk deep into the frame, as though it was meant to keep something in rather than keep people out. My stomach tightened. I reached for the knob, dull brass worn smooth by time, and tugged. It didn’t move. Locked. My skin prickled. A locked door, buried in the forbidden hallway. I crouched low, pressing my ear against it. At first there was nothing, just silence. But the longer I held my breath, the more I swore I could hear it. A hum. Soft, steady, distant. Like the low vibration of electricity running beneath the surface. I jerked back, my heart thudding. This was it. This was where the cameras led. Where the wires crawled through the walls and ended in blinking screens. My mind betrayed me with vivid images: a dark room filled with rows of monitors, each one playing me back to him. Sleeping. Eating. Breaking. Every second captured, every breath stored. The air seemed to sink colder the longer I lingered. I rubbed my arms, but the chill clung stubbornly to my skin. My breath misted faintly in the air, a fragile cloud that vanished as quickly as it appeared. The locked door almost seemed to breathe against my cheek, daring me to push harder, to find a way in. I straightened with trembling knees. My hands itched to search for a key, to tear through drawers and closets until I found the one that would fit. The thought of opening that door pressed against me like a temptation I couldn’t shake. But Damien’s voice crashed back through me, stern and unyielding. Not this hallway. Not this door. Consequences. The word coiled in my chest like a chain. He hadn’t needed to explain what he meant by consequences. His silence, his punishments, his control had already painted that picture clearly. I stepped back, my throat tight. Logic screamed at me to leave, to run back into the safer halls, but curiosity anchored me to the spot. I reached out again, brushing my fingertips over the knob, as though it might suddenly change its mind and turn beneath my hand. Still locked. And then it came. A sound. Not the low hum this time. Something sharper. A click, faint but unmistakable, like metal shifting in place. I froze. My breath stopped in my lungs. My ears strained, but the sound did not come again. The silence after was worse, as if the house itself had swallowed it whole and was holding it tight in its teeth. Every instinct screamed at me to run. But my body would not move. I stood there, rooted in place, staring at the door, my heart hammering painfully against my ribs. It felt alive, as though someone or something stood just beyond, waiting for me to take one more reckless step. Finally, I forced myself backward, one step at a time. My gaze never left that door, afraid that if I looked away, it would open and I would see what had been hidden all along. The further I moved, the more suffocating the air became, pressing against me until I felt my lungs burning. By the time I reached the start of the hallway, my chest ached from holding in breath I didn’t even know I had trapped. My hands shook, damp with cold sweat. I told myself not to look back, but I did. The locked door stood there, waiting. Still. Silent. But my body refused to believe it. I turned sharply and hurried into the other end of the mansion, my heartbeat echoing in my ears. Even as I left, the image of that door stayed carved into me. Its weight lingered, its coldness clinging to my skin like smoke. I could still hear the hum, still feel the vibration of whatever lived behind that barrier. I found another door, unlocked. Maybe he forgot this one. My heart thudded as I turned the handle. Chapter 15The morning after Damien left the room felt hollow. The tray of breakfast sat untouched, its warmth fading, steam curling into the quiet. I had taken a bite, forced myself to swallow, but the taste was gone, replaced by a gnawing anxiety. Damien had vanished. There had been no word, no message, no hint of where he had gone. He had left like a shadow slipping away, leaving only the echo of his presence behind.I tried calling him. Nothing. No answer. Voicemail, silent and unhelpful. I sent messages, short, simple, desperate, but they went unread. Each second stretched longer than the last, twisting my stomach into knots. I moved through the mansion like a ghost, searching for him, checking every room, every corner, every space he might be. The staff, usually precise and responsive, avoided my gaze. When I asked if they had seen him, they shook their heads, tight-lipped, eyes downcast. Nothing. Silence.Hours passed. The sun climbed high, and still he had not returned. I felt
Chapter 14I stood in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection. My eyes traced every line of my face, the pale skin, the shadows beneath my eyes, the tension in my jaw. My fingers brushed the edges of the frame almost absentmindedly, but my mind refused to rest. Last night haunted me. The Red Room, the hidden wires, the control Damien held over every corner of the house, every flicker of my own movement. It pressed on me like a weight I could not shake.The soft click of the door made me tense. I turned slightly, and there he was. Damien. His presence filled the room instantly, undeniable, suffocating. My stomach clenched, a mix of fear and something I could not name.He stopped, eyes meeting mine in the reflection, and for a moment, his usual dominance softened. “I should not have…” His voice was low, hesitant, almost unfamiliar. “I should not have pushed you like that last night.”The words caught me off guard. An apology. From him. My lips parted, uncertain how to respond. My
Chapter 13The morning came sluggishly, gray light seeping through my curtains, but it brought no relief. My body ached from the previous night, but the weight pressing on my mind was worse. Every detail of the Red Room, every flicker of Damien’s eyes, every precise movement he had made, haunted me. I kept replaying it over and over, trying to understand why he had reacted so violently. The fear, the humiliation, it all made sense. I had crossed a line, but the intensity of his punishment suggested there was something more, something hidden that I could not see.I stayed in my room longer than usual, avoiding the house as much as I could. Every footstep outside my door made my stomach twist. Even Marco’s presence felt threatening now, his calm and unreadable nature no longer a comfort. He had warned me once. He could warn me again. And if I was not careful, if I was even a fraction too late or too obvious, Damien would know.I tried to focus on small things, folding clothes, straighte
Chapter 12The hallway felt like it stretched forever, each step echoing far too loudly in my ears. My palms still tingled from the sting of File 47, but the real weight pressed deeper, curling inside my chest like a stone. I had made it out of the room, yet Marco’s warning clung to me, wrapping tighter the farther I walked. He would report me. I knew it. Maybe not in that moment, but he would.By the time I reached my room, my body shook so badly I had to grip the edge of the doorframe just to steady myself. The air felt heavier here, as if the walls themselves were holding their breath, waiting for the next move. I shut the door, pressed my back against it, and slid to the floor. The tears I had held back spilled freely, hot and unrelenting.I did not want to cry, but I could not stop. Every face from those files haunted me. Dozens of women, gone from the world and trapped in Damien’s collection. And Marco, standing there, calm and cold, knowing more than he would ever s
Chapter 11The footstep outside froze me where I stood. My breath snagged in my throat, a sharp, painful knot that refused to move. The silence stretched, broken only by the pounding of my heart. Another step followed, heavier this time, deliberate. Someone was right outside.The knob turned.Panic surged, hot and suffocating. My first instinct was to run, but there was nowhere to go. No windows, no second exit, just this one door and the rows of files pressing in on me. The light above me buzzed faintly, flickering once more as if it knew what was coming.The door opened.I expected Damien. His cold, watchful presence. His piercing stare that always made me feel like he could read the thoughts I tried to hide. But it wasn’t him.It was Marco.He stepped inside slowly, shutting the door behind him with the same care as someone sealing off a crime scene. His eyes swept the room, the shelves, the files, and then finally landed on me. His gaze hardened, but his voice w
Chapter 10The handle turned.For a breathless moment, I thought I had imagined it. My hand trembled on the knob, waiting for the sharp voice of Damien behind me or Marco’s shadow falling across the wall. But nothing came. No footsteps. No warning.The door eased open with a slow groan, the sound dragging through the silence like a warning I couldn’t ignore. My heart banged painfully in my chest, but still, I slipped inside.The air in the room was different. Heavier. The smell hit me first. Paper and dust, thick and stale, laced with something metallic, something I couldn’t name but that set my nerves on edge.I shut the door behind me, not daring to let the light from the hall betray me. The darkness inside was suffocating, absolute, until my fingers fumbled along the wall and found a switch. A single bulb flickered to life, dim and yellow, casting long shadows that swayed across the room.And that was when I saw them.Files.Dozens of them. Neat, stacked rows a







