Chapter 55

Jennifer

I woke up, again, even when I didn’t talk to. I wanted to be dead. I wanted to kill myself to avoid all of the misery I was going through. This baby in my womb, it… it was possible for him to be in here under such circumstances. He raped me and I got knocked. This could be the worst thing someone could do to me. How would I accept this baby when I would know it came from a sexual assault? How would I be proud of him to be my son? 

I just can’t. I wasn’t that tough enough to swallow the hard pill. It wasn’t my deal. 

I opened my eyes and the sunlight blinded me, someone drew them because as far as I could remember, they were shut. I let out a grunt as I turned to my left, my eyes caught a glimpse of that cursed file on the nightstand. My heart filled in the void. It was something like a certificate of being someone’s official whore—Luciano’s whore.

The tears fell without p