Diane’s P.O.V.
Not everyone had the courage to tell the truth, most especially if they wanted to forget everything about that rumor. But Liam was different—he was willing to tell me everything. All I had to do was prepare myself and listen to him intently.
For that, I cupped his face, softly gave him a peck on his lips as I interlaced my fingers with his. “I promise,” I guaranteed. This was what I wanted. Whatever it was, I would forgive him with all my heart, as long as he would be all honest to me.
He drank from his iced tea, and I did the same thing from my glass before we faced each other again on the long couch. I focused on listening to him as soon as he opened his mouth.
“It was a long story, Diane. But to cut it short, I was celebrating my twenty-third birthday three years ago. Since my friends were bullying me for still being a virgin at that ti
Diane’s P.O.V.I merely wished to look at his face and see the delight in his reaction while kissing me, but I ended up closing my eyes and tasting the warmth of his lips. His every move looked so promising—getting me to dive into the world of absolute yearning.Damn, I love this man! I really do.As if it was already a natural urge to return his kisses, I drifted back to whatever I felt for him. The fact that Liam honestly told me everything, it was as if we surpassed the first challenge in our relationship. It was weird, but I trusted him even more—to the point that I would be ready for whatever might happen between the two of us today.He mattered to me the most, so I didn’t care anymore about what happened in the past. It already happened, and whatever I do, I could no longer change it. Past is past. It was already a history, and we were not livin
Diane’s P.O.V.My heart couldn’t stop jumping while he was carrying me upstairs. I was dying of mixed eagerness and curiosity about what we were going to do next.Bolts of electricity were streaming from my head down the spine, slowly crawling into my veins. I didn’t restrain nor protest. I badly needed to see how he would soon worship my body.If there was a certain person who I preferred to make love to and from whom I would be willing to submit myself, I wanted it to be Liam. I asked and desired for this intimate scene to happen between the two of us. I wanted him to be my first and last.Gently trapped in his arms, I couldn’t help myself from planting sweet kisses on his jaw and neck, teasing him way further. He released a soft moan as he slowly closed his eyes after I sucked his neck, causing a slight bruise mark on it. His aroma was getting me intoxicate
Diane’s P.O.V.Shock and concern were evident on Liam’s face as he immediately opened the lampshade placed on top of the bedside table. On the other hand, I quickly pulled the comforter sheet to cover my nakedness, sat on the bed, and pinned my back on the headboard.He took the towel from his coat rack and covered the lower part of his body, but his tempting V-lines could still be seen. After that, he worriedly approached me.“D-Diane, are you okay? I’m sorry, I forgot that you’re afraid of the dark.” He was about to hold my shoulder, but I already moved backwards and reached the edge of his bed, even before his fingers could lay into my skin.Don’t touch me!My mind screamed while my chest felt so heavy, as the words would not escape past my quivering lips.I could not speak and remained as tight-lipped as
Liam’s P.O.V.Diane fell asleep after we made love. She was still hugging my waist while pillowing my left arm. I leaned closer to her and tenderly kissed her forehead—careful not to wake her up.I tried to fight this one hell of an urge inside me because she deserved respect. But when it came to her, I would always lose myself in the process. My setting of limitation would not even help at all as I would just let my guard down. It would soon lead me to give in into the state of temptation, carnal cravings, and fervent arousal.God knew how much I loved Diane. I really do… and that was the main reason why I would do anything just to protect her—even if it means protecting her from the truth.The truth that I knew would separate us.The truth that would make her stay away from me.The truth that would make her fall out
Liam’s P.O.V.No way! Is this even real?My heart throbbed so fast as I swallowed painfully. That explained why I got bewitched by that pole dancer so suddenly.I couldn’t be wrong! She was the same woman Steve and the rest of our friends brought to my pad before. I would never forget that exquisite and angelic face that I loved right away the first time I laid my eyes on her while she was unconsciously lying on my sofa.She was none other than Dayanara.But I couldn’t get it. Why is she here? Did she decide to just become a club dancer because of what happened? Did she end up working here to satisfy the audience because of what I did to her? Did she end up selling her body too? Oh God, it was all my fault! Because of me, her dreams were shattered.I raped her. I broke her. I
Diane’s P.O.V.Slowly opening my eyes from the brutal nightmare that I experienced last night, I began to wander around the whole surroundings. Then, it sank through my head that it wasn’t just a nightmare.Everything was real—my naked body was only wrapped under the comforter sheet, and an unknown man was lying next to me. That explained the obscure fatigue in my body. Last night, he raped me. The realization made me shrug my shoulders as my chest felt weak. Tears quickly blurred my eyes until they fell on my cheeks.He was also naked from what he repeatedly did to me last night. He had a light-brown skin tone and was about six-foot-tall in height. His back was facing me, and I didn’t bother to look at his face. How and where on earth could I get the courage to look at my rapist’s face?My eyes continued to roam around unt
Diane’s P.O.V.But I just didn’t get it. I was only waiting at a bus stop to get home last night. I dressed conservatively, I didn’t wear any makeup on my face, and I didn’t look like a prostitute! So, why would they kidnap me? Why me? Should I be thankful that only one man took away my virginity and I wasn’t gang-raped? Hell, no way!My lips couldn’t stop quivering as I continued to shed painful tears. I was still sobbing my heart out while sinking myself in the shower when my bathroom door opened and Mom strode in.She quickly approached me to hug my naked body. She was already soaked in the water before she turned off the shower knob. Concern was evident on her face, and I couldn’t help but burst into more tears when she opened her mouth.“Diane, what happened? Are you okay? We are already worried about
Diane’s P.O.V.After sauntering inside my bedroom, I languidly placed my bag and books on my study table. I felt exhausted when I didn’t even do something tiring. Still wearing my uniform, I sat on the center of my bed while hugging my knees out of despair. I just couldn’t help myself but overthink again.There was something different, and I just couldn’t explain it. My eyes wandered around my room until I fixed my stares on the dream catcher Liam gave me. It was freely hanged on my window. Then, I sighed. I was thinking pointlessly. I was lost and confused. After a few minutes, I became jittery and worried, making me gaze at nowhere while biting my nails unstoppably.Why is it that some of the events in my dreams are actually coming to life? What is happening to me?Why does it feel like sometimes, every single thing in my nightmares already happ