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51• Matthew.

作者: Elijah_writes
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"Where have you been Mathew? You had everyone worried." The teacher scolded.

"I'm sorry." I bowed a bit after apologizing. Thankfully, the whole class was busy with the exam, so I wasn't getting much attention; as I raised my head, my eyes caught Billy, who I would have guessed was also worried about wherever I had been.

Whatever had happened in the restroom with us wasn't of much concern at the moment as I slowly walked back to my seat, Billy must be feeling guilty for having feelings for me if only he knew it was a good thing for me, at least I would get to date someone as cute as he was before dying but what I had discussed with Keith's elder brother was what had been on my mind when I stepped into the classroom.

I went to have my seat having an idea Billy must have done the same. I took my pen and started jotting down whatever answers that came to mind.

.

"Who's that?" I had asked whoever had been in the toilet since he must have heard what we had talked about in the restroom.

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