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Denial

作者: Sinner
last update publish date: 2026-08-01 20:26:33

Nikolai

Four days later.

My eyelids were fucking heavy.

So heavy that it hurt.

The bright, sharp, blinding lights peered into my vision.

“Hmmm…” I grunted, holding my head, which fucking felt like a burden on my neck.

I blinked again as my vision stabilized.

I was in my room in the Elite mansion-

“He’s awake. Niko is up.” Clinton’s familiar voice echoed in my hearing.

Holding my head, I slowly pushed myself up, with Clinton immediately rushing to my side.

“Don’t move recklessly, you might get d
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    NikolaiI felt fingers tracing along my chest.My brows furrowed in my sleep.And then I felt it again, the tingling sensation running along my skin, almost burning me.Opening my eyes, my breathing becoming slightly laboured.“Baby?” I frowned, my head trying to understand the view in front of me. I had to blink, making sure it wasn’t my fucked-up imagination playing with me.“Good morning.” Nathaniel’s bright smile welcomed me. Lying low again, he pressed a kiss to my chest.My body immediately reacted to it, my chest constricting, but in a good way.Trailing his lips down my chest to my abdomen…I quickly caught his head, already breathing fucking hard.“What’s going on, baby?” I asked breathlessly, my gaze weaving through his soft features.He was shirtless, with just a tight cotton boxer hugging his waist. His hair was all messy, and those damn pretty eyes of his were definitely fucking messing with my head.“Kissing you, of course.” He responded so casually, while giving me a kn

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