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Too Complicated

作者: Sinner
last update 公開日: 2026-04-09 02:36:23

Nikolai

Fucking Serpents and their stupid mansion.

Pushing the paper to my nose, I dragged deeply, feeling the substance altering my brain function and slipping this slow euphoric feeling through my system.

For a second, everything dulled.

The noise.

The thoughts.

Him.

I exhaled slowly, my head tipping back against the couch as the music around me pulsed louder, heavier, like it was vibrating through my bones.

Bodies moved everywhere.

Heads wrapped in plaster bags, blood oozing from their necks
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  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Too pretty for this mess

    NathanielI tossed again, again, for what felt like the fourth time.Groaning as I was badly uncomfortable.It was probably the heaviness pressing against my lower abdomen, somehow restricting my breathing.I furrowed my brows.What’s pressing against my stomach?Roughly, I dragged my hand over my abdomen. I tapped on it, and strangely, I felt something.Or someone?Immediately, my eyes shot open as sleep quickly vaporized from my body.The sight in front of me made my throat tighten, my breath hitching as it came faster, uneven.“Nikolai…?”He was half sprawled across me, his head resting against my stomach like he belonged there. His arm was loosely draped over my waist, fingers barely gripping my shirt like he had run out of strength halfway through.My heart slammed hard against my ribs.“What the hell…” I whispered, my voice dry.For a second, I didn’t move.Was this some horrible nightmare? Him appearing in my dreams to torture me? Was this what was happening?My throat tightene

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Too Complicated

    NikolaiFucking Serpents and their stupid mansion.Pushing the paper to my nose, I dragged deeply, feeling the substance altering my brain function and slipping this slow euphoric feeling through my system.For a second, everything dulled.The noise.The thoughts.Him.I exhaled slowly, my head tipping back against the couch as the music around me pulsed louder, heavier, like it was vibrating through my bones.Bodies moved everywhere.Heads wrapped in plaster bags, blood oozing from their necks.Maybe I should pummel some fuckers and soil my hands with blood. It always helps.But I already had a feeling that it wasn’t going to work tonight, and the drugs were doing the bare minimum to the voices in my head.Stupid Nathaniel and his stupid straight guy nonsense.I don’t give a shit about him, and maybe I’ll personally hand him over to Liam myself and have his well constructed life damaged.Well, his life is that perfect. I mean, he had such a whore mother.Maybe if I kill her and get h

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Misconception

    NathanielI’m not fucking gay, and I fucking know that.I know that I’m not attracted to men one bit.I have always liked girls.My previous girlfriend back at home, Mia, she was almost fucking perfect until we broke up.So why the fuck was he trying so hard to bend me into his nonsense?What part of I’m not fucking gay doesn’t he understand?You know who I blame?I blame the student tutor program which refused to transfer me to another student. If not, I wouldn’t have been dealing with such a brute and emotionally unstable person.“Ahhh!!!!” I pulled at my hair, feeling utterly frustrated.The cab driver gave me a look which spelled ‘what a weirdo.’I exhaled sharply, dropping my hand back to my lap. My knee bounced restlessly as the city lights blurred past the window.This is stupid.He’s stupid.Everything about this is fucking stupid.I pressed my head back against the seat, closing my eyes, but the moment I did, his face flashed through my mind.That smirk.That confidence.The

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    NikolaiFuck him.And his stupid straight dude nonsense.What’s so bad about being gay? I’m open about my sexuality, and did I hide it?No.But maybe someday.But my point still remains that liking a guy isn’t a sin, and I refuse to allow him to be shackled by the shady norms and mentality which society is trying to impose on us.I will fucking crush and crumple his prim and proper walls, and fucking make him not so straight.Anger gushed through my veins.“Fuck you, Nathaniel Lockwood! Because I’m going to turn you so fucking gay that you’re going to fucking lose your mind!” I screamed.Yeah, that’s right.I think I fucking found my purpose in life.It is to make Nathaniel realize and come to terms with his sexuality.Yeah, I’m so fucking smart.“Nathaniel Lockwood, huh?” The familiarity of the voice instantly had my jaw tighten.Liam strolled out from the dark corner of the parking lot.His hand stuck in his pocket. “The name sounds familiar. Isn’t he the boy who almost fucked my bu

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Mixed Feelings

    NathanielI shouldn’t have come here.I knew it was a big mistake.But I did anyway……And now his lips were on mine.My brain stopped working the second it happened.Everything just froze.The cold night, the rough metal of the car digging into my back, the distant hum of traffic… it all faded. The only thing I could feel was him.Nikolai.His hands on my face. Firm. Warm. Like he was afraid I’d disappear if he let go.My heart was beating so fast it hurt.What am I doing?I should push him away.I should say something.I should…But I didn’t.My fingers curled slightly against his chest, gripping his shirt without even realizing it. His warmth seeped through the fabric, grounding me and unmaking me at the same time.This is wrong.This is so wrong.But then he kissed me again.Softer.Slower.And something inside me cracked.A small, broken sound slipped from my throat before I could stop it, my lips moving, hesitant, unsure, but moving against his.I kissed him back.God.The moment

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    Nikolai“Hey… Niko…”“Niko… can you hear me?” Someone tapped my cheeks.It was still all muffled and blurred, as my eyes were deeply fixated on him.My pretty boy.His eyes were equally on mine.“I think I am probably seeing things,” I muttered to myself.“I think he hit his head hard or something, coach!” someone screamed.And fuck them, because I am perfectly fine.I blinked. Hard. And that’s when I saw it.Nathaniel. My pretty boy who hurriedly made his way through the rows.No. No. NoThe world tilted sideways, the ringing in my skull ignored, the pain in my knees forgotten. As the only thing that mattered in my fucked up head was getting to him.I scrambled up, skates screeching against the ice, helmet nearly falling off, stick clattering behind me. I tore it off, helmet off, gloves flying. Everything be damned. Nothing mattered but him.“Little fucker, you think you can fucking run from me?” Reaching the concrete floor, I removed my skates.“Hey man, what the fuck is wrong with

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Mr not gay

    NathanielTyler nearly choked on his coffee for the third time straight in a row.“What the fuck? You mean all these things happened and you’re just telling me now?” And I couldn’t tell from his voice if he was angry or confused.“It’s a complete mess, Tyler, and I can’t even change him because I c

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Getting him off

    NathanielThe next day…I was on a call with my optician.“I’m sorry, Mr. Lockwood, but that’s the lowest price I can give you for your prescribed glasses.”“Are there any cheaper frame options?”$900….that’s a lot.“Unfortunately, no.”I chewed my inner cheeks.“Okay, I will get back to you, proba

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    Nikolai“Father.” The words forcefully left my throat.I stared at my sperm donor as he slowly turned and walked off the balcony.His face had his usual cold, expressionless look.I straightened my back, trying not to seem intimidated.“I heard from the vice chancellor that you have been failing yo

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Gay for you

    NikolaiSo maybe it wasn’t a bright idea to get him all riled up and angry.But he did look cute and absolutely fuckable.My dick twitched just watching him storm away, shoulders stiff, steps uneven like he was trying not to break into a run. A smirk lined my face as his figure disappeared down the

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