It felt like I would fall to the ground and die at that moment. I shuddered as tears poured down my face. I gripped my chest as I almost crumbled to the ground.
His hand held me up but I shoved him away. As much as I needed something to lean on, I couldn't let him touch me, not after what he did. My breath shuddered as I tried to stand up straight. My hands clutched together tightly in anger and pain, my nails digging into my palm as I turned and walked out of his room. Teary eyed, I made my way down the hall towards my room. I stopped in my steps as the pain struck me twice as hard. Ida was mourning now. Mourning the love we had both wanted. I stumbled against the wall with tears trailing down my face. My legs became too redundant to carry my weight but as I was about to fall, a hand held me. I looked up and realized it was the same man I had seen at the party except... Different. His eyes were a light grey instead of green and his hair was the same with before-- brown curls-- except lighter and longer. "Are you okay?" His voice was not as deep as before. Was I losing my mind? It was obviously the same guy! I was so sure of it! Even Ida was no longer silent. She told me it was the rude guy from earlier except different which confused us both. They had the same face, only their eye color told them apart and the depth of their voice. "I..." A hand gripped mine and pulled me away from the stranger. "She's fine." Ralph grunted a reply. The stranger didn't seem intimidated by Ralph's presence, instead, his eyes darkened in a threatening matter and I swallowed. But he didn't say anything, instead, he just stood there and stared at both of us. It was all too much for me to handle, from the rejection to the changing of eye color with this stranger. I noticed Ralph was still holding my hand and I shrugged free from his hold. I leaned on the wall and used it to keep me on my feet as I walked to my room. Closing the door, I didn't even make it to my bed before I fell to the ground and broke out in tears. My whole life had crumbled before me just like that! How could he reject me without even trying to give our relationship a trial? Didn't he always say he loved me? Why did he flirt with me when he knew he felt nothing for me? How could he do something like that to me? He was so cruel! Hours passed by like days as I laid on the floor, sobbing my heart heart. I felt too weak to stand on my own two feet but I had to get out of the house and breathe again before confronting Ralph for answers. The party had ended when I walked out of my room. The music had stopped and no chattering was heard in the living room as I made my way down to the hall. Arriving in the living room, a few familiar faces from our pack was helping clean up after the party and they only spared me a glance before continuing with their work. I went into the kitchen to get myself a glass of water to quench my ever rising thirst when I heard what sounded like my two best friend's voices. "I just never expected her to be my mate you know, I thought it would be you." Ralph said with a sigh. "Me neither. Who knew she was right?" Bella responded. "I'm sorry you had to go through that." My eyes widened in disbelief. She was sorry he had to go through what??? I was the one who almost lost my life to his rejection! "Thank you." He sighed. "What a way to ruin all the fun." I took a step closer and peered into the kitchen just to be sure I was not imaging their voices in my head. I wasn't. Ralph was standing there, leaning on the counter with one hand on Bella's hips. Her head was resting on his shoulder. "Hey," Bella said as she looked up at him. "Enough talk about that mood spoiler. I am here for you, focus on me." Ralph smirked, the way he did whenever he teased me, and leaned it to kiss her. My eyes refused to believe what I saw as they searched each other's mouth with their tongues. My breath shuddered as I watched them close the gap between each other. Their lips mashed together in a way that caused my stomach to churn. The rejection replayed in my head and my blood boiled at the thought that he had rejected me because of her! All of that had been happening behind my back! How dare they trick me like this? I refused to stand still and watch. "Ralph!" I exclaimed as I stepped into the kitchen. They pulled apart at my voice and Bella stared at me.ALMA'S POV I felt so anxious, I didn't know what to do and what not to do. So I just remained there, hoping he would take the lead. Then he rose to his feet and stretched out his hand towards me. "I'll have to show you how it's done because I can tell from the look on your face that you have never done it before."My cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. He was right, I had never done it before. Unlike most other girls, I believed in my mate only and didn't date anyone else. Now that I had been rejected, maybe it was time to change that perspective. So I reached out and took his hand. His grip was firm and strong around mine. He brought me to my feet and and turned me around. With my back facing him, I could feel his breath tickling the back of my neck. His scent filled up my nostrils, that manly heavenly fragrance. I felt a sudden sensation trail down my back as he spoke. "It's a set of breathing exercises and stretching exercises that i came across online just a few weeks ago
ALMA'S POV Fear crawled up on my skin and my heart wanted to jump out of my chest. His eyes suddenly glowed, his voice grew deeper, he was about to unleash his wolf at me and all I could do was stand there, staring like a fool. I couldn't move even if I wanted to, my legs had gone jelly on me. He squinted, staring at me with what seemed like confusion now, his body suddenly grew closer and he seemed to take in my... Scent?His hand suddenly touched my face, tracing the shape of it and then his thumb caressed my lips. Like breaking free from a spell, he snapped away from me and grumbled in a low tone. "Get out..." This time, he didn't even look at me anymore. I couldn't bring myself to obey even though i wanted to. I just stood there staring at him. Then a second command had me dashing towards the exit before I even realized it. "Get out!!!" He barked at me, causing a soft whisper to escape from my mouth as I raced for the door. I didn't stop, not until I got to my bedroom. Clo
JEREMY'S POV The voice I heard forced me to look up from my meal. A sigh left my mouth as I saw Jace interfering in the matter. What kind of record would that leave with us? Getting into trouble on the first day of school. "Listen up pretty boy, I get it, you're going to be an alpha soon and all with the rest of your photocopy but don't you know how to stay put when it's none of your business?" One of the boys asked him. "None of my business?" Jace's brow arched. "You're messing with an innocent girl and you think it's alright?" "Not just any girl," the words left my mouth as I rose to my feet. Now all eyes were on me as I walked over towards the scene, shoving my hands into my jacket pocket. "But a girl from our pack or have you forgotten that Alma Dixon is no longer a member of the silver thistle pack but crimson colony instead."The guy who seemed to be the boss of his friend licked his lower lip, looking confusedly around. "Well uhm..." He chuckled softly, "I'm just playing w
ALMA'S POV After I lost my parents, life felt like shit. I couldn't survive on my own anymore, I needed sedatives to survive. To dull out my senses and make me act like I had my emotions under control. I remembered clearly how shitty my life became because I needed those drugs to live. But then Ralph and Bella somehow managed to pull me back to my senses and help me get through the hard times. Now that they were the reason for my anxiety, how was i supposed to survive? Now that i had taken another sedative dosage after such a long time, when would I be able to stop?Ida was silent, she didn't want to interfere. The voice I had heard was not hers but mine, I was in conflict with myself--I gasped, flinching as a sudden bang at the door pulled me back to reality. "What the hell is going on in there? You're not supposed to lock the door except you're the freaking janitor!" A female voice yelled out as she continued to bang the door. "Who the hell is in there?!" She growled, obviousl
ALMA'S POV Sitting next to Jace, this time around, felt safe, his body emitting a cool air that mine desperately wanted to envelope. If not for our little 'encounter' this morning then I would have felt even less tense that I was feeling. I couldn't help but to think about a thousand and one ways that the news I heard this morning could impact my life, it was all happening so fast. How would having the Warren brothers in my school impact my school life? Would things get easier? My eyes traveled to the front mirror, feeling the dangerous gaze of someone on me, and then I saw it. Jeremy had his eyes on me the whole time, the lightest shade of green eyes staring at me through the front mirror, only to look away after a brief meeting with mine. I couldn't help but to shiver. Things were certainly not going to get easier with him around. Jace was very nice to me, Jaxon always ignored me, I didn't exist to him. These two were very acceptable to me. But Jeremy, I existed to him, he
ALMA'S POV Sitting on the edge of my new bed, I stared at the door, memories of what had happened earlier wanted to come in, they banged at the door, trying to break it down. But I was too exhausted for it. With a sigh, I climbed into the large bed and threw the duvet over myself. It was warm yet a chill still traced down my spine. Eleanor. I was in her pajamas, laying on her bed with her duvet over myself and my head against her pillow. My heavy eye lids closed and I mumbled a prayer. "Grant me peace to use your things Eleanor of house Warren." And then sleep came. ***Waking up had never felt so good to me, the bed was extremely comfortable that sleep, for the first time in a while, was soothing. All of my headaches, just outside my bed, waiting for me to get up, had been away for the whole night. It made me wish I could spend another hour in bed in the warm embrace of sleep. But a knock on my door caused me to sit up. The door knob twisted and only then did i remember tha