Tears poured down from my face. "How could you do this to me?"
Bella started towards me. "Alma, listen--" "No! I don't want to hear it!" I cut her off. "How could you guys do this to me? You have been seeing each other? Behind my back? Is that why you kept trying to dissuade me from being with Ralph?" "Alma, I didn't know he was going to be your mate." Bella said softly. "Sure, let's go with that. But you also couldn't tell me that the both of you have been sleeping with each other when I confided in you about my feelings for him?" Tears trailed down my face. "Can you not do this here?" Ralph stepped in. "Everyone can hear you." "I don't give a fuck!" I spat out angrily. I thought Ida would try to calm me down but she urged me on instead. "Didn't you think it was right for you to tell me this much before rejecting me?" "Even if Bella and I weren't together, I would have still rejected you!" He lashed out at me. "You are immature, childish and inexperienced. You have nothing to offer me and I would never have allowed someone like you to become the Luna of silver thistle pack!" I flinched at every single one of his remark. My legs subconsciously took a step back. Away from Ralph who seemed ready to let his wolf out at me if I kept talking. Soft whispers caught my ear as the people around watched. Nobody knew I had gotten rejected but noe they all knew. I was always like a shadow to my pack after my parents died. I had no family or friends and barely stepped out of my room. But now everyone would be talking about me but not in the way I had hoped. Bella touched his hand to calm him down and he sighed. "Alma--" I turned around and ran out of the kitchen. I couldn't bear being the center of attention, at least not in this way. Running into my room, ignoring Bella's calls, I slammed the door and took out my suitcase. Everything that had kept me within those walls had finally proven to not care. I had nowhere to go, but I would find my way. 'How could they do that to us?' Ida questioned. 'Bella... How could she...? She is supposed to be our family...' I lost control of my emotions just then. Bella and I had met each other a few years after I moved in with Ralph and his family. She was the sweetest thing to me and we had each other's backs because we were both alone without family. Promising to be each other's family, we had been nothing but that ever since to each other. But I confided in her about the way I felt about our alpha's son and she stabbed me so deeply in the back. I didn't think I could ever recover. Anger pulsated through me as I threw all of my clothes into my suitcase, not caring that I ruffled them. Zipping up the bag, I placed it on the floor and-- the door to my room opened. Bella walked in and stared confusedly at my bag. "What in the world do you think you are doing, Alma?" I turned to her teary eyed. "Why do you fucking care?" She walked in and sighed. "This is why Ralph called you childish." She folded her arms beneath her breast. "Oh fuck off!" I yelled. "You cannot simply think the next right thing for you to do is run away from here. You leave now, you turn your back on everything you have achieved here. On everything you still could achieve! The things you could be!" She motioned her hands in the air as she spoke. "While you lead as Luna? No thank you." I turned my back to her and started packing my other belongings. She sighed as her hands fell to her sides. "You shouldn't make such a decision now that your emotions are a wreck. Calm down, try to breathe--" "Cut out the motherly bullshit!" I lashed out at her. "I don't need someone like you telling me what to do." "You're not going anywhere." Ralph said coldly as he walked into the room. "I have every right to decide on my own and I want to leave!" "No. You have... A greater purpose to fulfill here and I will not permit you exit." He seemed like a totally different person. Ralph never spoke without considering my feelings but this new version of him kept hurting me without even caring. "A greater purpose?" I squinted. "I don't give a fuck about your greater purpose. I want to leave!" He suddenly grabbed my wrist as I reached for the door and pushed me back. "Ow! You're hurting me!" I yelled as his grip burnt my skin. Bella stepped forward. "Ralph--" "Stay out of this!" He snapped. He glared at me and I felt my throat tighten. "You are to stay here without moving an inch! If you even think about sneaking out of this room, I'll make you regret every decision you have ever made in your entire life." My heart pounded faster than ever as fear snaked around and tighten around my neck, making it seem almost impossible for me to breath. His eyes burnt with death.ALMA'S POV His fingers slid inside me and a shuddered gasp escaped my mouth as I clasped my hand over it to keep myself from screaming. His other hand slid up my pajamas top and cupped my breast softly. "I can stop if you want me to..." He muttered once again, nibbling on my ear lobe. I shook my head, refusing to let go of such divine pleasure. I felt like i was melting in his arms the moment he began to stroke my nipple. He knew just how to treat a woman and please her sexually without even taking off her clothes! My body was vibrating, my head felt so light. I squeezed onto his hand, feeling a sensation I had never felt before. It was like my body was going into shock but in a good way, I wanted to scream, I was going crazy. I couldn't stop the moans that left my mouth, the pleasure had heightened, and in the next moment..."You're so wet..." He muttered into my ear. I felt so relieved, my body was suddenly calm. Did I have an... Orgasm? He slid his finger out of me and rel
ALMA'S POV I felt so anxious, I didn't know what to do and what not to do. So I just remained there, hoping he would take the lead. Then he rose to his feet and stretched out his hand towards me. "I'll have to show you how it's done because I can tell from the look on your face that you have never done it before."My cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. He was right, I had never done it before. Unlike most other girls, I believed in my mate only and didn't date anyone else. Now that I had been rejected, maybe it was time to change that perspective. So I reached out and took his hand. His grip was firm and strong around mine. He brought me to my feet and and turned me around. With my back facing him, I could feel his breath tickling the back of my neck. His scent filled up my nostrils, that manly heavenly fragrance. I felt a sudden sensation trail down my back as he spoke. "It's a set of breathing exercises and stretching exercises that i came across online just a few weeks ago
ALMA'S POV Fear crawled up on my skin and my heart wanted to jump out of my chest. His eyes suddenly glowed, his voice grew deeper, he was about to unleash his wolf at me and all I could do was stand there, staring like a fool. I couldn't move even if I wanted to, my legs had gone jelly on me. He squinted, staring at me with what seemed like confusion now, his body suddenly grew closer and he seemed to take in my... Scent?His hand suddenly touched my face, tracing the shape of it and then his thumb caressed my lips. Like breaking free from a spell, he snapped away from me and grumbled in a low tone. "Get out..." This time, he didn't even look at me anymore. I couldn't bring myself to obey even though i wanted to. I just stood there staring at him. Then a second command had me dashing towards the exit before I even realized it. "Get out!!!" He barked at me, causing a soft whisper to escape from my mouth as I raced for the door. I didn't stop, not until I got to my bedroom. Clo
JEREMY'S POV The voice I heard forced me to look up from my meal. A sigh left my mouth as I saw Jace interfering in the matter. What kind of record would that leave with us? Getting into trouble on the first day of school. "Listen up pretty boy, I get it, you're going to be an alpha soon and all with the rest of your photocopy but don't you know how to stay put when it's none of your business?" One of the boys asked him. "None of my business?" Jace's brow arched. "You're messing with an innocent girl and you think it's alright?" "Not just any girl," the words left my mouth as I rose to my feet. Now all eyes were on me as I walked over towards the scene, shoving my hands into my jacket pocket. "But a girl from our pack or have you forgotten that Alma Dixon is no longer a member of the silver thistle pack but crimson colony instead."The guy who seemed to be the boss of his friend licked his lower lip, looking confusedly around. "Well uhm..." He chuckled softly, "I'm just playing w
ALMA'S POV After I lost my parents, life felt like shit. I couldn't survive on my own anymore, I needed sedatives to survive. To dull out my senses and make me act like I had my emotions under control. I remembered clearly how shitty my life became because I needed those drugs to live. But then Ralph and Bella somehow managed to pull me back to my senses and help me get through the hard times. Now that they were the reason for my anxiety, how was i supposed to survive? Now that i had taken another sedative dosage after such a long time, when would I be able to stop?Ida was silent, she didn't want to interfere. The voice I had heard was not hers but mine, I was in conflict with myself--I gasped, flinching as a sudden bang at the door pulled me back to reality. "What the hell is going on in there? You're not supposed to lock the door except you're the freaking janitor!" A female voice yelled out as she continued to bang the door. "Who the hell is in there?!" She growled, obviousl
ALMA'S POV Sitting next to Jace, this time around, felt safe, his body emitting a cool air that mine desperately wanted to envelope. If not for our little 'encounter' this morning then I would have felt even less tense that I was feeling. I couldn't help but to think about a thousand and one ways that the news I heard this morning could impact my life, it was all happening so fast. How would having the Warren brothers in my school impact my school life? Would things get easier? My eyes traveled to the front mirror, feeling the dangerous gaze of someone on me, and then I saw it. Jeremy had his eyes on me the whole time, the lightest shade of green eyes staring at me through the front mirror, only to look away after a brief meeting with mine. I couldn't help but to shiver. Things were certainly not going to get easier with him around. Jace was very nice to me, Jaxon always ignored me, I didn't exist to him. These two were very acceptable to me. But Jeremy, I existed to him, he