LOGINOtis’s hair blows in the wind like silk as he runs around the yard, all thirty square feet of it. For now, he’s still at the age where he’s grateful for everything.
But that won’t last forever.
I was gonna call Conrad last night, but I don’t want to make out like I’m desperate. Even though I am.
It’s the definition of desperation.
To pay nanny fees, I’m gonna have to forfeit a few nonessentials on the grocery list until further notice, including butter.
After finishing the toast, I drink a gallon of water to cure my dry mouth, and take out the card again.
Barbed fucking wire.
Not like I should be surprised. The neighbors are nuts and hate kids with a passion. To them, Otis is a dog they don’t want anywhere near their property.
“What’s that, Mommy?” Otis leans over my shoulder and tries to read the card.
“Nothing, baby. Just work stuff.”
I slip it back into my pocket before his next question is about the silhouette of a busty woman displayed on the card.
Of course, I have Otis, but a two-year-old shouldn’t be receiving dagger-eyes from the neighbors every time he wants to let off some steam
I lock eyes with the lizard woman across the barbed wire, a dirty cigarette clamped between her lips. If she has a problem looking at my son and me, she should burn her eyes out with the blunt end of the cigarette.
That will fix the problem.
“Come on.” I grab Otis’s hand. “Time to go inside.”
I close the sliding door behind us and watch him play with the toy soldiers that have been strewn all over the carpet for days now.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m doing a whole lot better than my own single-parent mother. Since I got pregnant with Otis, I haven’t stepped foot in a nightclub.
My own mother was a member in several different bars on the Strip. Several times a week, I’d get home from school and hear the clopping of her stiletto heels against the floorboards as she announced that she was “heading out.”
But just because I abstain from sex and alcohol, unlike my own mother, it doesn’t make me a good mom, or one that deserves respect.
They couldn’t pay me a billion dollars to settle down with a self-indulgent asshole like Carter Trescott, or any of the rest of his overpriced-online-course friends.
External circumstances aside, Otis is the only good thing I have left in this world.
I can’t lose him.
An Irishman approached me in an empty parking lot at midnight last night and told me that my dream life is well within reach.
When things sound magical, there’s usually a catch.
And the catch is that I’ll have to let a millionaire nobody have his way with me for one night. But in exchange for a financially free life, that sounds like a good deal.
“Hello?” A voice crackles over the receiving end. “Conrad O’Neill speaking.”
“Conrad, it’s Carmen.”
“Carmen? Have we met?”
“Ah, the grocery store worker.”
That’show he remembers me? How many other women are there?
Birth control? If the men are paying thousands for a night with a woman, they can afford to bring a condom.
Although, if these men are anything like Carter Trescott, they’re probably gonna tell me how wearing latex gives them anaphylactic shock.
I open the message that has just pinged through on my phone—the location of the event. Typing the address into my search engine, I contemplate how much gas I’m gonna have to put into the car tomorrow.
Vegas really is a shithole, full of criminals and shady businessmen trying to make money illegitimately. Even well-known establishments have something to hide.
This just goes to show that criminals really are all around us, hiding in plain sight—some better than others. Our scaly-skinned neighbors definitely have their own agenda.
Don’t even get me started on Conrad O’Neill.
As soon as I get my hands on this money, Otis and I are out of here.
That’sifI’m lucky enough to make it out of the auction.
CARTERThat was quite the show.I almost want to applaud Carmen for her spectacular Broadway performance.Vex elbows me in the side like I’m suddenly the enemy. “What the fuck?” he hisses in my ear. “How much have you had to drink? Put the blackboard down.”Vex can’t tell me what to do. He’s not in the police force anymore, even though he still acts like it from time to time.“I know her,” I murmur under my breath.“Keep your voice down.” I return my gaze to the auctioneer and give him my best smile. I dread to think what I look like right now. It probably looks like I’m constipated.The auctioneer reads the number aloud and I confirm.What else was I supposed to do? Let Conrad O’Neill, the devil in disguise, have his way forever with the girl I got to know first?She shouldn’t be here.Why the fuck is she here?“Are you gonna tell us how you know her?” Vex asks.I go back to staring at her on stage and hoping this isn’t karma.The night I spent with her is symbolic. I don’t expect the
CARMEN“Four hundred dollars?” Sadie holds the cash in her hand like it still belongs to me. “I can’t take this much.”“It’s not a tip. I need you to stay the night.”They’re very dramatic. Eight inches to be exact.There was a time before Otis when I was on the Strip six days a week, shaking my ass and going home with strangers.It’s a good thing I saved these babies for a rainy day.I frown. Is Sadie a mind reader as well as my go-to nanny? “What do you mean?”“Stripping.”I laugh, ready to shake my head and tell her she’s got it all wrong.“Desperate times call for desperate measures.”“But it’s dangerous, Carmen. What if you get hurt?”“Don’t worry. I know what I’m doing, and it’s just for one night. Besides, I used to do it all the time.”“Totally, when I was around your age. Twenty-one and free.” I stop myself before I sell a profession I actually have no experience in. “But I don’t recommend it. You’ll end up on the lap of a Chanel-wearing monster who claims to be a man. And th
Otis’s hair blows in the wind like silk as he runs around the yard, all thirty square feet of it. For now, he’s still at the age where he’s grateful for everything.But that won’t last forever.I was gonna call Conrad last night, but I don’t want to make out like I’m desperate. Even though I am.It’s the definition of desperation.To pay nanny fees, I’m gonna have to forfeit a few nonessentials on the grocery list until further notice, including butter.After finishing the toast, I drink a gallon of water to cure my dry mouth, and take out the card again.Barbed fucking wire.Not like I should be surprised. The neighbors are nuts and hate kids with a passion. To them, Otis is a dog they don’t want anywhere near their property.“What’s that, Mommy?” Otis leans over my shoulder and tries to read the card.“Nothing, baby. Just work stuff.”I slip it back into my pocket before his next question is about the silhouette of a busty woman displayed on the card.Of course, I have Otis, but a t
1CARMENNormally after working lateat the grocery store, I leave with a coffee so I’m awake for the drive back.But tonight I won’t be doing that, because I drop the coffee when I jump out of my skin.I’ll get back to him later. Right now, I’m feeling too distraught about the spilled coffee to register the voice. Iced lattes cost a fortune these days.And it’s this fucker’s fault for creeping up on me.I tear myself away from the coffee before I get too attached. This man owes me six bucks for making me drop the one thing I can’t drive home late at night without.“I get it. Now you’re too scared to show yourself, seeing as you’ve made a cranky woman drop her coffee. You owe me.”“A person who gets angry over losing a few bucks is a person who is broke,” says the voice, with an Irish lilt.“Excuse me?”But I am carrying a weapon—steel-toe boots are deadly if you can kick a person’s face hard enough.“Kindly fuck off and leave me alone.”“You might want to use your manners.” A dark fig







