It's still 11:45 in the morning when Jonas arrived outside the house. It freaked me out because Dad was still inside his room and Mommy hasn't come back yet.
"E," Jonas called when he saw me walking towards the gate and opened it for him.
"Uhh, you're early," I told him.
He took it seriously when I said he should look formal because he will meet my Dad. Dad wasn't strict that much but he preferred a decent-looking man. For him, a man who could carry himself could bear a woman.
"Do I look presentable now?" He asked, looking at himself.
His white polo shirt hugged his impressive chest that also complimented his bluish gray jeans. He has a black rectangular belt and he wore a white shoes.
"Yeah, you look good," I replied. "Let's go inside?"
"Are they here already?"
I nodded. I forced a smile and turned away from him. I walked back inside the
After our talk, I walked Jonas out of the house. I made sure no one will suspect us that Jonas and I are just strangers to each other. I don't want them to know that Jonas only got me pregnant."Thank you for saving my ass earlier, Joe," I told Jonas. It was true. I was grateful he was there to save me.Jonas stood near his car."You sure you want to live with me?" He asked, eyes squinting."That was your initial decision, right?"He nodded. "I want you to live with me so I can watch over you.""I understand, Joe. Again, thank you for not disappointing me."He leaned against his car. He folded his arms and looked straight at me."What do you mean?" He asked. He needed to look up at me to level my eyes."When Dad asked you if what did you like about me. We didn't talk about that and I was quite surprised that you got the id
"Thank you, Manong," Jonas said politely as Manang Aki was done placing all my baggage inside Jonas' unit."You take care of her, okay? We love her so much. I don't want to know you make her cry," Manong told Jonas."I promise, Manong. I won't fail you."After that, Manong left. Manang Hanah, who was one of our helpers, took out all my things and placed them in the cabinet. She put them inside one of Jonas' rooms."I'll get you some water, E," Jonas stated and proceeded to the kitchen. I just watched him walking away.His condo unit was spacious. There was a second floor. Fresh and unisex were the motif. If Jonas wasn't the owner of this house, I can say his place is being occupied by a big family."Here," Jonas said as he went back to me and gave me a glass of water. "Do you need anything else?""I can do it, Joe. I'm a not a crippled woman," I reminded him.It was like he was brought back to his senses. I smiled at him and pr
But instead of going with him to the grocery store, I fell asleep on the sofa. When I woke up, I quickly went to the bathroom and weed. I felt nauseous but I didn't vomit. It only felt like my stomach was doing somersault or whatever it is."E?" I heard Jonas' voice outside the bathroom followed by a knock on the door."I'm here!" I shouted so he can hear me."You okay?"I gargled using the mouthwash here. I calmed myself down and washed up before I opened the door for Jonas.When I opened the door, Jonas' worried face welcomed me. I wiped my mouth using the small towel that I found here."Uhh, why?" I asked baffingly."Nothing, E. I-I just thought something happened to you. You look pale.""I feel nauseous, Joe. I feel like my whole stomach is riding in a roller coaster.""Have you thrown up already?"I shook my head. "I can't. I feel tired all of the sudden.""Come here," he carefully held my hand and gen
"Congrats! You're nine weeks pregnant, Misis," my OB congratulated me with a big smile like my pregnancy was really a blessing.Jonas accompanied me to have a check up today. The baby inside my belly was one inch already. It was a size of a grape fruit."Expect a roller coaster feeling within this week. Your nausea will get even worse.""Why do I feel like I don't want to eat? Eversince I'm picky but this time it gets worse. Is it okay? Is that still normal because of hormonal changes?""Those symptoms you are experiencing are common, Misis. But some pregnant women don't experience that. It still depends."I glanced at Jonas. I feel so bad for him because he is the one who suffers the most for he doesn't know what I want to eat. Sometimes I craved for a particular food but when it's already served, my taste buds changed. I don't want to eat it anymore.And sometimes even if he was doing nothing, he's so annoying. I don't want to see hi
He left after that. I was all alone in this unit. I finished my orange fruit and did other stuff.When Jonas came back, he brought paper bags with him. He placed them on the table and brought out those he bought.Looking at the stuff he bought, my stomach suddenly went wild. I felt nauseous again. I ran to the sink and threw up. I coughed so hard and my throat felt bitter."Should I dispose those?" Jonas asked.I gargled and wiped my mouth. I always bring a white towel with me in case my hands were sticky because of the foods I was taking."No, Joe. I want that dried mango," I replied, not taking any glance from him."What about the banana chips?""Just keep all your stuff. I can manage.""Sorry if you have to go through this misery, E."I peered at his side, wiping my mouth. His eyes mirrored sadness. He seemed guilty for what was happening to me."As long as I'm you, I can endure. I am not alone in this battle,
"My jeans won't fit anymore," I complained to Jonas while forcing the zipper of my jeans to lock."You wear leggings, E. I remember Jadeite used to wear leggings when she was still pregnant.""Even if I still have small baby bump?""As long as you're comfortable. Or you wear dress instead.""It's too early to wear maternity dress," I countered stubbornly.He sighed heavily while I frowned. In the end, I wore a black leggings then I started to feel hungry."What to eat later?" I asked as I went to the living room."What do you want?" He asked as he was sitting on the couch while watching basketball game."Anything but not too fishy, Joe. Can you make me burger please?""Burger?" He looked at me. He was holding a remote control. "It's not healthy.""Just put some veggies.""E, take healthy foods for the baby. Burgers are too greasy. It's risky for the baby.""What about bread and veggies," I coun
For weeks, I was staying inside his unit. I don't go out even if my friends like Philip and Morthena invited me. My excuse is that I am busy."Hi," he greeted. I turned around to face him."Look at my belly, Joe. It's getting bigger.""Is it heavy?""No, Joe. But I feel bloated.""You're fifteen weeks and two days already.""Yeah. And I'm gaining weight already.""It's okay. You still look sexy.""Tss. What a lame joke."He laughed. "For me nothing changed."I faced my back at him. My heart was overjoyed. A life was growing inside my belly."E," he called again."Yes?" I turned to him."I feel sorry for getting you pregnant," he said apologetically. "I know this is not what you wanted. You're not yet ready."His words silenced me. It was true that I wasn't ready for this. But how could I reject this little life that I had inside my womb? It was my fault because I didn't protect myself.
I was swiping up on my socmed when I saw Jenny's post. She was my blockmate when I was in third year college.Jenny SalamancaThanks G! Another successful project!I scanned through her uploaded pictures. These were the pictures of her projects from planning to renovating an old house.I reacted to her post and commented.Etincelle ReyesCongrats! I would lie to myself that I didn't feel jealous. While they were chasing their dreams, here I was, waiting for the deliverance of my baby.It had been my dream to re-design old buildings. I wanted to renovate a building that everyone though it useless. Sometimes all we needed to fix an old thing was to preserve it. Sometimes, even old things can turn into new ones. Not only that it was physically altered, even the very foundation will more sturdy.