Lucy
The bike roared beneath me, a beast alive with fire and steel, and I clung to it like my life depended on it. Maybe it did. My arms tightened around Blake’s jacket, the leather rough against my cheek. The cold night air cut through me, but the heat of his body under that jacket was steady, grounding.
Fear coiled in my stomach, hot and sharp. Every part of me screamed I shouldn’t be here—that I didn’t know this man, didn’t belong pressed up against his back, didn’t belong in his world. And yet, when he’d looked at me with those dark, unreadable eyes and said, You coming? I had moved. My feet had betrayed me.
The wind whipped through my hair as we tore down the road, past streetlights and sleeping houses. Everything blurred—lights, shadows, my thoughts. The faster we went, the louder the doubts in my head became, but they couldn’t keep up with the rush. Somewhere inside the fear was a sliver of release, a whisper of freedom. It scared me as much as the ride itself.
We finally slowed, the engine’s growl easing as Blake pulled into a gravel lot. A squat building sat in the glow of a flickering neon beer sign. Music thudded faintly through its walls, low and heavy, carrying laughter that wasn’t soft but sharp.
I swallowed hard. “Where are we?”
“Clubhouse,” Blake said, killing the engine.
The word dropped like a stone in my chest. I’d heard the stories—about biker clubs, about outlaws who lived outside rules, about the kind of men you didn’t cross. My first instinct was to tell him to take me back. But I didn’t. My voice stayed stuck in my throat.
Blake swung a leg over the bike and stood, movements smooth, confident. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t second-guess. He walked like he belonged everywhere he went.
He looked back at me, eyes catching the light of the sign. “You coming?”
The same question as before, but heavier now.
I hesitated, fear clawing its way through me. Walking into that building felt like stepping into a den of wolves. But walking back into the night, alone, felt worse.
So I got off the bike.
The gravel crunched under my boots as I followed him. The closer we came, the louder the music and voices grew, pressing against my ears. Blake pushed the door open, and the smell hit first—beer, smoke, leather, sweat.
The room inside was alive, buzzing with energy that bordered on chaos. Men in leather vests leaned against the bar, tattoos crawling up their arms. Laughter spilled loud and raw. Women draped themselves over laps, swaying to music that rattled the floor.
Eyes turned when Blake stepped inside. Conversations faltered. A hush rippled through the room like a shift in the air. Then the voices picked up again, but I could feel the weight of their stares. My skin burned under them.
Blake didn’t falter. He walked straight through, cutting the crowd like a knife through water. People moved aside without being told, like they knew better than to stand in his way.
I stuck close behind him, every muscle tight, wishing I could disappear into the shadow he cast.
At the bar, Blake nodded once at the man pouring drinks. “Beer.” Then his gaze slid to me. “And for you?”
My throat was dry. “Just water.”
A couple of men nearby snickered, one muttering something I couldn’t catch. Their laughter slithered under my skin. I braced for what would follow—the mocking, the cornering, the way things always spiraled with men like that.
But Blake’s head turned, slow, deliberate. His eyes locked on them, cold and sharp. The laughter cut off like someone had sliced the sound away.
The bartender slid a bottle of beer to Blake, a glass of water to me. My hands trembled as I picked it up, holding on too tight.
Blake leaned against the bar, casual in posture but not in presence. He was alert, always scanning, always aware. Watching him made me wonder if this was who he really was—a man who belonged in chaos but stayed rooted inside it.
“Why bring me here?” I asked finally, my voice low.
His eyes flicked toward me, steady and unreadable. “Better than leaving you on the road.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“Maybe not.” He took a slow drink from his bottle, his throat working.
Silence stretched between us. I hated how curious I was about him, how my mind filled with questions I had no right to ask. Everything about him warned me to keep my guard up. But for the first time in years, curiosity outweighed dread. He was dangerous, yes—but not in the way I’d known danger before. His danger wasn’t cruel.
A shadow fell across the bar. Another man approached, taller, broader, his beard thick and his smile sharp as a blade. His vest bore the same patch as Blake’s, though I didn’t dare look too close at what it meant.
“Well, well,” the man drawled, eyes sliding over me in a way that made my stomach clench. “Didn’t know you were bringing strays, Blake.”
The word stray hit like a slap. Heat rushed to my cheeks, shame pricking beneath my skin.
Blake set his beer down with deliberate care, his jaw tightening. “Back off, Riker.”
“Just saying,” Riker said, smirk widening. His gaze didn’t leave me.
In one motion, Blake straightened. He moved between us, his body a wall, his presence heavier than steel. “I said back off.”
The words weren’t loud. They didn’t have to be. The weight in them silenced the air around us. Conversations faltered again, heads turning our way.
Riker’s smirk slipped. He held up his hands in mocking surrender, but his eyes glinted mean as he stepped back. “Easy, brother.” He laughed, low and sharp, then turned and disappeared into the crowd.
I realized then my hands were shaking so badly I nearly spilled the water.
Blake turned back, his gaze fixed on me. “You all right?”
I forced a nod, though the lie must’ve been plain on my face.
His eyes softened—barely, but enough to notice. “You don’t gotta be scared. Not with me.”
The words twisted inside me, pulling at things I didn’t want pulled. Because I was scared. Of him. Of this place. Of myself. But underneath it all was something else. Something I hadn’t felt in years.
I lifted the glass to my lips, focusing on the cool water as if it could calm the storm inside me.
Blake stayed close, quiet, steady as the chaos of the clubhouse churned around us.
Maybe he was dangerous. Maybe I was stupid for being here.
But sitting beside him, for reasons I couldn’t explain, I felt something that terrified me even more than fear.
Safe.
LucyThe room was plain, but it felt more like mine than any place had in years. Four walls, a bed, a lock that clicked solid under my hand. That lock… it meant more than the clean sheets or the dresser or the quiet. It meant choice. It meant safety I could control.I sat on the edge of the bed, jacket still clutched around me, listening to the muffled noise of the clubhouse below. Laughter, boots on wood, the thud of music bleeding through the floorboards. This house breathed chaos. And yet, up here, I could almost imagine I was outside of it.Almost.My mind wouldn’t let me rest. Riker’s voice echoed in my ears, that cruel smile still burned into my memory. Pet. I’d told Blake I’d heard worse—and it was true—but sometimes the smallest cuts go the deepest. It wasn’t just the word. It was the way the others had looked at me, like I was a thing, a question mark, a problem they didn’t want to deal with.And maybe they weren’t wrong.I curled onto the bed without undressing, shoes and al
BlakeThe clubhouse was alive in its usual rhythm—boots on wood, laughter spilling sharp, engines snarling awake and cooling down again—but none of it held my attention the way she did.Lucy sat at the corner table, small frame folded tight like she was bracing for an impact that hadn’t come yet. She’d eaten the food like someone half-starved, careful but fast, then set the fork down like she was waiting for permission to breathe.Most people didn’t notice things like that. I did. Couldn’t help it.Her eyes darted every time someone walked by, like she was measuring the distance to the door, the angle of escape. That kind of vigilance doesn’t come from nowhere—it’s carved into you. She was wired to survive. And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t recognize it.She caught me watching once, and her chin lifted just slightly, like she wanted me to know she’d noticed. Not defiant, not exactly, but not broken either. That small flicker of stubbornness—yeah, that caught me harder than I expecte
LucyThe rag was still in my hand, but my fingers had gone numb. My whole body felt like it had gone cold when Riker said those words. Pet.I’d heard worse, yes. But the way the men in the lot laughed—or pretended not to—burned hotter than fists ever had. Fists left bruises that faded. Words stuck, carved into the softest places of you.I kept polishing the chrome because I didn’t know what else to do. The metal shone under my hand, but the shine didn’t matter. I didn’t matter. That’s what Riker had meant. I was just something Blake had picked up on the side of the road. Disposable.But Blake had stepped in. Again.The way he’d faced Riker, calm but lethal, like the air itself could cut—it left the whole lot quiet. No one challenged him, not then. And that silence felt like safety.When he crouched beside me again, acting like nothing had happened, my throat ached. I wanted to say thank you. I wanted to say I wasn’t fine. I wanted to admit how much it shook me to be called that word,
BlakeThe garage was alive with noise—engines revving, tools clattering, voices calling back and forth—but I kept my focus where it had been all morning. On her.Lucy moved different than the rest. Quiet, careful, like each step was measured before she set it down. She didn’t belong here, not in this chaos, but she hadn’t bolted either. That told me more about her than anything she’d said. She’d learned how to stay put in places that made her skin crawl. Survival, not comfort.I leaned against my bike, cigarette burning between my fingers, and watched her out of the corner of my eye. She was studying the bikes, pretending interest, but her gaze kept drifting back to me. Each time I caught it, she dropped it quick, like she was afraid I’d call her out.Smart girl.But the truth was, I didn’t mind her watching.What I minded was the way the others were watching her.Riker’s smirk had returned sometime this morning, lurking around the edges of the lot like a snake waiting for its chance
LucyThe clubhouse smelled of oil, coffee, and the faint tang of smoke when I stepped inside. The morning sun poured through the wide windows, lighting up the worn wood floors and the rows of motorcycles parked outside. The men were busy—cleaning bikes, checking engines, shouting over the roar of machinery. I stayed near the edge, hesitant, feeling like I’d stepped onto a stage without knowing the lines.Blake was there, as always, leaning against the bar, arms crossed. He didn’t move much, just observed, his gaze sharp and calculating. My stomach tightened whenever I caught him watching me. He wasn’t intrusive—never had been—but the way he measured me made it impossible to forget he was there. That he was watching. That he could step in anytime.I tried to focus on the others, to blend in, to keep my presence small. One of the younger guys, Jake, tried to make small talk, joking about my being new to the club scene. I forced a polite smile, answering in short, careful sentences. Ever
LucyThe morning sun had barely warmed the clubhouse lot when I stepped outside, still clutching my jacket tighter than necessary. I knew I didn’t belong here. Every instinct screamed it. The motorcycles gleamed under the pale light, lined up like soldiers, their chrome catching the sun, their engines cold and silent for now. The men were starting to stir, boots thumping against gravel, voices carrying across the lot.Blake was already there, leaning against one of the bikes, arms crossed, watching. As usual, his presence made everything else fade from my awareness, and I had to remind myself to breathe.“Morning,” he said, voice low, casual, but every syllable carried a weight I felt in my chest.“Morning,” I replied, careful to keep my tone steady. My hands were still trembling, though I tried to hide it.“Ready to meet some of the guys?” he asked, tilting his head toward the group gathering by the bikes.I hesitated, my stomach tightening. Last night had been one thing—surviving, h