เข้าสู่ระบบLucy
The bike roared beneath me, a beast alive with fire and steel, and I clung to it like my life depended on it. Maybe it did. My arms tightened around Blake’s jacket, the leather rough against my cheek. The cold night air cut through me, but the heat of his body under that jacket was steady, grounding.
Fear coiled in my stomach, hot and sharp. Every part of me screamed I shouldn’t be here—that I didn’t know this man, didn’t belong pressed up against his back, didn’t belong in his world. And yet, when he’d looked at me with those dark, unreadable eyes and said, You coming? I had moved. My feet had betrayed me.
The wind whipped through my hair as we tore down the road, past streetlights and sleeping houses. Everything blurred—lights, shadows, my thoughts. The faster we went, the louder the doubts in my head became, but they couldn’t keep up with the rush. Somewhere inside the fear was a sliver of release, a whisper of freedom. It scared me as much as the ride itself.
We finally slowed, the engine’s growl easing as Blake pulled into a gravel lot. A squat building sat in the glow of a flickering neon beer sign. Music thudded faintly through its walls, low and heavy, carrying laughter that wasn’t soft but sharp.
I swallowed hard. “Where are we?”
“Clubhouse,” Blake said, killing the engine.
The word dropped like a stone in my chest. I’d heard the stories—about biker clubs, about outlaws who lived outside rules, about the kind of men you didn’t cross. My first instinct was to tell him to take me back. But I didn’t. My voice stayed stuck in my throat.
Blake swung a leg over the bike and stood, movements smooth, confident. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t second-guess. He walked like he belonged everywhere he went.
He looked back at me, eyes catching the light of the sign. “You coming?”
The same question as before, but heavier now.
I hesitated, fear clawing its way through me. Walking into that building felt like stepping into a den of wolves. But walking back into the night, alone, felt worse.
So I got off the bike.
The gravel crunched under my boots as I followed him. The closer we came, the louder the music and voices grew, pressing against my ears. Blake pushed the door open, and the smell hit first—beer, smoke, leather, sweat.
The room inside was alive, buzzing with energy that bordered on chaos. Men in leather vests leaned against the bar, tattoos crawling up their arms. Laughter spilled loud and raw. Women draped themselves over laps, swaying to music that rattled the floor.
Eyes turned when Blake stepped inside. Conversations faltered. A hush rippled through the room like a shift in the air. Then the voices picked up again, but I could feel the weight of their stares. My skin burned under them.
Blake didn’t falter. He walked straight through, cutting the crowd like a knife through water. People moved aside without being told, like they knew better than to stand in his way.
I stuck close behind him, every muscle tight, wishing I could disappear into the shadow he cast.
At the bar, Blake nodded once at the man pouring drinks. “Beer.” Then his gaze slid to me. “And for you?”
My throat was dry. “Just water.”
A couple of men nearby snickered, one muttering something I couldn’t catch. Their laughter slithered under my skin. I braced for what would follow—the mocking, the cornering, the way things always spiraled with men like that.
But Blake’s head turned, slow, deliberate. His eyes locked on them, cold and sharp. The laughter cut off like someone had sliced the sound away.
The bartender slid a bottle of beer to Blake, a glass of water to me. My hands trembled as I picked it up, holding on too tight.
Blake leaned against the bar, casual in posture but not in presence. He was alert, always scanning, always aware. Watching him made me wonder if this was who he really was—a man who belonged in chaos but stayed rooted inside it.
“Why bring me here?” I asked finally, my voice low.
His eyes flicked toward me, steady and unreadable. “Better than leaving you on the road.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“Maybe not.” He took a slow drink from his bottle, his throat working.
Silence stretched between us. I hated how curious I was about him, how my mind filled with questions I had no right to ask. Everything about him warned me to keep my guard up. But for the first time in years, curiosity outweighed dread. He was dangerous, yes—but not in the way I’d known danger before. His danger wasn’t cruel.
A shadow fell across the bar. Another man approached, taller, broader, his beard thick and his smile sharp as a blade. His vest bore the same patch as Blake’s, though I didn’t dare look too close at what it meant.
“Well, well,” the man drawled, eyes sliding over me in a way that made my stomach clench. “Didn’t know you were bringing strays, Blake.”
The word stray hit like a slap. Heat rushed to my cheeks, shame pricking beneath my skin.
Blake set his beer down with deliberate care, his jaw tightening. “Back off, Riker.”
“Just saying,” Riker said, smirk widening. His gaze didn’t leave me.
In one motion, Blake straightened. He moved between us, his body a wall, his presence heavier than steel. “I said back off.”
The words weren’t loud. They didn’t have to be. The weight in them silenced the air around us. Conversations faltered again, heads turning our way.
Riker’s smirk slipped. He held up his hands in mocking surrender, but his eyes glinted mean as he stepped back. “Easy, brother.” He laughed, low and sharp, then turned and disappeared into the crowd.
I realized then my hands were shaking so badly I nearly spilled the water.
Blake turned back, his gaze fixed on me. “You all right?”
I forced a nod, though the lie must’ve been plain on my face.
His eyes softened—barely, but enough to notice. “You don’t gotta be scared. Not with me.”
The words twisted inside me, pulling at things I didn’t want pulled. Because I was scared. Of him. Of this place. Of myself. But underneath it all was something else. Something I hadn’t felt in years.
I lifted the glass to my lips, focusing on the cool water as if it could calm the storm inside me.
Blake stayed close, quiet, steady as the chaos of the clubhouse churned around us.
Maybe he was dangerous. Maybe I was stupid for being here.
But sitting beside him, for reasons I couldn’t explain, I felt something that terrified me even more than fear.
Safe.
LucyThe noise from downstairs had faded by the time I finally lay back on the bed. The lock was turned, the curtains drawn, but sleep wouldn’t come. The silence pressed too heavy, broken only by the muffled thud of music and the occasional shout that drifted up from the clubhouse below.I stared at the ceiling, mind racing. Every moment replayed itself—Jake’s smirk, Riker’s cruel word, the way Blake’s presence had shifted the air, silencing the room with nothing but a look.I should have been relieved. Safe, even. But instead, a different fear crept in.What if Blake was just another version of the same thing I’d already survived? Men who told me what to do, men who claimed protection only to use it as control. He hadn’t done that yet. He’d kept his distance, let me choose. But part of me whispered that it was only a matter of time. That I’d let my guard down and find myself in another cage.I pulled the blanket tight around me, willing my heartbeat to slow. I wanted to trust the loc
BlakeThe clubhouse was half-asleep by morning. Engines cold, bottles scattered across tables, brothers snoring in corners. The quiet before the storm.I’d been up before the sun, couldn’t rest even if I wanted to. Old habits. My body never forgot how to be alert, how to listen for sounds that didn’t belong. It wasn’t restlessness—it was survival, sharpened into my bones.I stepped outside, the gravel crunching under my boots. The lot was empty except for rows of bikes, chrome catching the pale light. I leaned against mine, lit a cigarette, and let the smoke curl out into the cool morning air.It should’ve been peaceful. It wasn’t. My head was too full.Lucy.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her face. That flash of panic when Jake got too close, the way her breath hitched like she was being dragged back into something I couldn’t see. She covered fast, but not fast enough. I’d seen too many broken people not to recognize it.And it clawed at me in a way I didn’t like.I shouldn’t car
BlakeJake was going to be a problem.I’d known it the second he smirked at her yesterday, and today only proved it. The kid had too much energy and not enough sense. Most of the brothers understood when I set a line—didn’t matter if I drew it with words or silence, they got the message. Jake thought rules bent around him. That’s how boys get themselves killed.When I saw him leaning too close to Lucy, coaxing her toward the bikes, I felt the old heat rise in my chest. The kind I’d trained myself to choke down years ago. I didn’t yell. Didn’t need to. A single word was enough to freeze him in place.He backed off, like I knew he would, but his eyes lingered. Curious. Testing.It wouldn’t happen again.Lucy had gone pale as stone, breath tight like she was drowning. I kept my distance after Jake walked off, gave her space to steady herself. She didn’t need me crowding her. But I didn’t miss the way her hands shook, or the way her shoulders eased only when she realized I wasn’t moving c
LucyThe day stretched long, noisy and restless. The men worked on their bikes, the sound of tools clanging against metal echoing across the lot, engines growling as they tested repairs. Every roar sent a shiver through me, though I tried not to show it.I stayed close to the edges, pretending to watch, pretending I was just curious. Really, I was calculating. Counting exits. Watching how people moved. Who looked at me, who ignored me, who lingered too long with their stares. Survival habits. I couldn’t turn them off, no matter how badly I wanted to.Blake was never far. He didn’t hover, didn’t smother me with questions or presence, but he was always there. Leaning against a bike, talking low to one of his brothers, checking the edges of the lot. Sometimes I thought he was watching everything—me included—without moving his eyes.It should have made me nervous. Maybe it did. But it also kept me breathing.I caught myself staring at him more than once. He looked like he belonged to this
LucyThe room was plain, but it felt more like mine than any place had in years. Four walls, a bed, a lock that clicked solid under my hand. That lock… it meant more than the clean sheets or the dresser or the quiet. It meant choice. It meant safety I could control.I sat on the edge of the bed, jacket still clutched around me, listening to the muffled noise of the clubhouse below. Laughter, boots on wood, the thud of music bleeding through the floorboards. This house breathed chaos. And yet, up here, I could almost imagine I was outside of it.Almost.My mind wouldn’t let me rest. Riker’s voice echoed in my ears, that cruel smile still burned into my memory. Pet. I’d told Blake I’d heard worse—and it was true—but sometimes the smallest cuts go the deepest. It wasn’t just the word. It was the way the others had looked at me, like I was a thing, a question mark, a problem they didn’t want to deal with.And maybe they weren’t wrong.I curled onto the bed without undressing, shoes and al
BlakeThe clubhouse was alive in its usual rhythm—boots on wood, laughter spilling sharp, engines snarling awake and cooling down again—but none of it held my attention the way she did.Lucy sat at the corner table, small frame folded tight like she was bracing for an impact that hadn’t come yet. She’d eaten the food like someone half-starved, careful but fast, then set the fork down like she was waiting for permission to breathe.Most people didn’t notice things like that. I did. Couldn’t help it.Her eyes darted every time someone walked by, like she was measuring the distance to the door, the angle of escape. That kind of vigilance doesn’t come from nowhere—it’s carved into you. She was wired to survive. And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t recognize it.She caught me watching once, and her chin lifted just slightly, like she wanted me to know she’d noticed. Not defiant, not exactly, but not broken either. That small flicker of stubbornness—yeah, that caught me harder than I expecte