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Lucy
The night air was sharp against my skin, carrying the smell of oil and asphalt. I pulled my jacket tighter, but the cold wasn’t what made me uneasy. It was the silence—the kind that left room for old memories to creep in. I told myself I was safe now. Not there. Not with him.
But shadows didn’t know the difference.
A low rumble reached my ears, faint at first, then growing louder. My chest seized. Headlights carved through the dark as a motorcycle appeared, the growl of its engine vibrating through the ground. My legs told me to run, but I stayed rooted, caught between fear and fascination.
The bike slowed, then stopped just a few feet away. The rider pulled off his helmet, shaking out dark hair. Broad shoulders, leather jacket, jeans torn at the knee. A scar slashed across his jawline, making him look even harder, sharper.
“Road’s no place for a girl alone this late,” he said, voice rough like gravel.
My pulse jumped. “I’m fine,” I blurted, though the crack in my voice betrayed me.
He studied me, eyes sharp and unflinching. “Name’s Blake. You lost?”
For some reason I answered. “Lucy.”
“Pretty name.” His mouth curved faintly, not a smile, not really.
Compliments had always been traps. I stepped back, wrapping my arms around myself. “I should go.”
“Go where?” His gaze flicked toward the endless stretch of road. “Ain’t much out there but miles of nothing.”
He wasn’t wrong. I clenched my jaw. “I’ll figure it out.”
He leaned on the handlebars, steady as stone. The silence stretched until I thought I’d break under it. Finally, he jerked his chin toward the bike. “Diner’s down the road. Coffee’s hot. Food’s greasy. Better than freezing out here. You coming or not?”
Every instinct screamed no. But my legs moved anyway.
The ride blurred into wind and adrenaline, my hands gripping the back of his jacket so tightly my knuckles ached. The bike was alive under me, loud and untamed. For a moment, with the world rushing past, I felt something dangerously close to free.
The diner was small, its neon sign buzzing faintly. Inside, it smelled like bacon grease and burnt coffee. Blake slid into a booth at the back, nodding for me to sit across from him. His presence filled the space, heavy and unshakable.
When the waitress came, he ordered two coffees and a plate of fries without asking me. The old me would’ve flinched at that, bracing for control. But with him, it felt different. Like he assumed I deserved something warm.
I wrapped my hands around the mug when it came, soaking up the heat.
Blake studied me. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t look like you belong out here.”
My throat tightened. “What do I look like, then?”
“Like someone running from something.”
The words landed hard. I dropped my gaze. “I’m not.”
“Sure,” he said, but he didn’t push.
The silence was worse than his questions, heavy with things unsaid. I shifted in my seat, nerves buzzing under my skin.
When the fries came, I ate slowly, watching him from under my lashes. He was relaxed but alert, scanning the room without even trying. He looked like a man who could walk into chaos and still keep his balance.
“You come here a lot?” I asked before I could stop myself.
“Through here sometimes,” he said, voice low. His eyes narrowed slightly, like he was amused I’d asked. “Why? Planning to follow me?”
Heat rushed to my cheeks. “Forget it.”
He smirked faintly, then went quiet again.
By the time he paid the check, the diner had thinned out. Outside, the cold hit harder. I wrapped my jacket tight, but it wasn’t enough.
Blake lit a cigarette, the flame flashing across his scar before fading back to shadow. “You got somewhere to go?”
I shook my head, then regretted it.
He exhaled smoke, eyes on me. “Then you’re not walking back out into the dark.”
My stomach twisted. “So what? You’ll decide that for me?”
“No.” His voice was calm, steady. “You will. But don’t mistake pride for smart.”
The words cut deeper than I wanted to admit. Because he was right—I had nowhere to go, nothing but stubbornness to keep me moving.
He ground the cigarette out beneath his boot, then swung a leg over the bike. The engine roared to life. He looked at me once, steady and unreadable.
“You coming?”
My heart hammered so hard it hurt. Fear clawed at me, but under it, something stirred. Something I hadn’t felt in years.
Hope.
I stepped forward.
And I chose.
LucyThe noise from downstairs had faded by the time I finally lay back on the bed. The lock was turned, the curtains drawn, but sleep wouldn’t come. The silence pressed too heavy, broken only by the muffled thud of music and the occasional shout that drifted up from the clubhouse below.I stared at the ceiling, mind racing. Every moment replayed itself—Jake’s smirk, Riker’s cruel word, the way Blake’s presence had shifted the air, silencing the room with nothing but a look.I should have been relieved. Safe, even. But instead, a different fear crept in.What if Blake was just another version of the same thing I’d already survived? Men who told me what to do, men who claimed protection only to use it as control. He hadn’t done that yet. He’d kept his distance, let me choose. But part of me whispered that it was only a matter of time. That I’d let my guard down and find myself in another cage.I pulled the blanket tight around me, willing my heartbeat to slow. I wanted to trust the loc
BlakeThe clubhouse was half-asleep by morning. Engines cold, bottles scattered across tables, brothers snoring in corners. The quiet before the storm.I’d been up before the sun, couldn’t rest even if I wanted to. Old habits. My body never forgot how to be alert, how to listen for sounds that didn’t belong. It wasn’t restlessness—it was survival, sharpened into my bones.I stepped outside, the gravel crunching under my boots. The lot was empty except for rows of bikes, chrome catching the pale light. I leaned against mine, lit a cigarette, and let the smoke curl out into the cool morning air.It should’ve been peaceful. It wasn’t. My head was too full.Lucy.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her face. That flash of panic when Jake got too close, the way her breath hitched like she was being dragged back into something I couldn’t see. She covered fast, but not fast enough. I’d seen too many broken people not to recognize it.And it clawed at me in a way I didn’t like.I shouldn’t car
BlakeJake was going to be a problem.I’d known it the second he smirked at her yesterday, and today only proved it. The kid had too much energy and not enough sense. Most of the brothers understood when I set a line—didn’t matter if I drew it with words or silence, they got the message. Jake thought rules bent around him. That’s how boys get themselves killed.When I saw him leaning too close to Lucy, coaxing her toward the bikes, I felt the old heat rise in my chest. The kind I’d trained myself to choke down years ago. I didn’t yell. Didn’t need to. A single word was enough to freeze him in place.He backed off, like I knew he would, but his eyes lingered. Curious. Testing.It wouldn’t happen again.Lucy had gone pale as stone, breath tight like she was drowning. I kept my distance after Jake walked off, gave her space to steady herself. She didn’t need me crowding her. But I didn’t miss the way her hands shook, or the way her shoulders eased only when she realized I wasn’t moving c
LucyThe day stretched long, noisy and restless. The men worked on their bikes, the sound of tools clanging against metal echoing across the lot, engines growling as they tested repairs. Every roar sent a shiver through me, though I tried not to show it.I stayed close to the edges, pretending to watch, pretending I was just curious. Really, I was calculating. Counting exits. Watching how people moved. Who looked at me, who ignored me, who lingered too long with their stares. Survival habits. I couldn’t turn them off, no matter how badly I wanted to.Blake was never far. He didn’t hover, didn’t smother me with questions or presence, but he was always there. Leaning against a bike, talking low to one of his brothers, checking the edges of the lot. Sometimes I thought he was watching everything—me included—without moving his eyes.It should have made me nervous. Maybe it did. But it also kept me breathing.I caught myself staring at him more than once. He looked like he belonged to this
LucyThe room was plain, but it felt more like mine than any place had in years. Four walls, a bed, a lock that clicked solid under my hand. That lock… it meant more than the clean sheets or the dresser or the quiet. It meant choice. It meant safety I could control.I sat on the edge of the bed, jacket still clutched around me, listening to the muffled noise of the clubhouse below. Laughter, boots on wood, the thud of music bleeding through the floorboards. This house breathed chaos. And yet, up here, I could almost imagine I was outside of it.Almost.My mind wouldn’t let me rest. Riker’s voice echoed in my ears, that cruel smile still burned into my memory. Pet. I’d told Blake I’d heard worse—and it was true—but sometimes the smallest cuts go the deepest. It wasn’t just the word. It was the way the others had looked at me, like I was a thing, a question mark, a problem they didn’t want to deal with.And maybe they weren’t wrong.I curled onto the bed without undressing, shoes and al
BlakeThe clubhouse was alive in its usual rhythm—boots on wood, laughter spilling sharp, engines snarling awake and cooling down again—but none of it held my attention the way she did.Lucy sat at the corner table, small frame folded tight like she was bracing for an impact that hadn’t come yet. She’d eaten the food like someone half-starved, careful but fast, then set the fork down like she was waiting for permission to breathe.Most people didn’t notice things like that. I did. Couldn’t help it.Her eyes darted every time someone walked by, like she was measuring the distance to the door, the angle of escape. That kind of vigilance doesn’t come from nowhere—it’s carved into you. She was wired to survive. And I’d be lying if I said I didn’t recognize it.She caught me watching once, and her chin lifted just slightly, like she wanted me to know she’d noticed. Not defiant, not exactly, but not broken either. That small flicker of stubbornness—yeah, that caught me harder than I expecte






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