Caterina.
I hated... no... that wasn't a suitable word. I loathed parties. Especially when it was my engagement party. The chandeliers above gleamed with the brilliance of a thousand crystals, casting an ethereal glow over the grand ballroom. Laughter and chatter echoed around me, voices mingling with the soft strains of a string quartet in the corner. The air was thick with the scents of fresh roses and expensive perfume. The place was perfect, every detail meticulously arranged for an evening of celebration. I should have felt honoured, proud even, to have a gathering this perfect in my name. Instead, my stomach kept turning with every passing second. "Smile, sweetheart." The voice came from beside me, smooth yet commanding, as if daring me to disobey. Allesandro's hand rested on the small of my back, possessive and firm. His touch turned, not with passion, but with a reminder of ownership. I plastered on a polite smile, the one I’d practised in the mirror. A hollow expression that I hoped masked the growing revulsion twisting in my gut. "Of course." Alessandro was everything one might expect in a wealthy heir... tall, broad-shouldered, with dark hair combed back in a style meant to project power. His smile gleamed, too perfect, too sharp, and his pale blue eyes scanned the room as though surveying his kingdom. His kingdom. I was to be part of it. "Lovely evening, isn't it?" He murmured, leaning down just enough for his lips to graze the edge of my ear. My skin crawled. "Yes, darling," I lied through gritted teeth. This wasn't about me. It had never been about me. This party, this engagement... this charade... was about my family. Saving them from ruin after years of poor business decisions and mounting debts. Marrying Alessandro was the deal my father had struck. His money for my future. My fate had been signed away without my consent, but what choice did I have? Alessandro shifted closer, his hand tightening against my spine. I held my breath as his lips curled into a smug smile. "You've made the right choice, Caterina. Soon, you’ll see that." My mouth twitched, but I couldn’t muster a response. Instead, I turned to the sea of guests. Familiar faces smiled back at me, congratulating us on our match, on our supposed “perfect pairing.” Every handshake, every kind word felt like a betrayal. I gave them all the same practised smile, swallowing the truth. The music continued, the violin's melody soaring above the hum of conversation. I sipped champagne, savouring the bitterness rather than the bubbles, and tried to ignore Alessandro's hand, which had yet to leave my back. It happened so suddenly. The air shifted, subtle but undeniable, as though the room collectively held its breath. A ripple of whispers spread through the crowd, heads turning toward the entrance. What was happening? He waled in as though he owned the place, and for all I knew, he might have. The man was tall, his figure draped in a charcoal suit that fit him too well to be off the rack. Dark hair swept back on a way that was both careless and deliberate, framing a face that demanded attention. He was the most handsome man I had ever had the pleasure of meeting. Striking, in a dangerous sort of way. Where Allesandro's sharpness was calculated, this man's was natural... a predator at ease in unfamiliar territory. The room fell silent as he crossed it, his strides unhurried, yet every step felt like a claim on the space. My heart thundered. He stopped in front of us, his eyes settling first on Alessandro. His lips curled into something resembling a smile, though it lacked any warmth. "Alessandro," he said, the name rolling from his tongue with a hint of distaste. "Congratulations on your engagement." Alessandro stiffened. It was slight... barely noticeable... but I felt it. Mostly because he refused to remove his hand from my back. The tremor betrayed the perfect facade he wore so well. My, my. What was this? "Luca," Alessandro replied, his tone a bit tight. So his name was... Luca. Not what I would have expected. I glanced between them, trying to decipher the sudden tension. Alessandro, so accustomed to commanding attention, looked... smaller in this man's presence. "Didn't think you'd make it," Alessandro added, forcing a laugh that sounded painfully hollow. "Oh, I wouldn't miss it," Luca replied, his eyes flicking briefly to me. There was no smile this time, only a quiet, unreadable intensity that sent a shiver down my spine. What was wrong with me? "You're here to celebrate?" Alessandro asked, his voice laced with what I could only describe as caution. “Not exactly.” The words were a knife, slicing through the polite atmosphere like silk. Alessandro’s hand dropped from my back as he straightened, squaring his shoulders. “Then why are you here?” Luca tilted his head, a hint of amusement dancing across his features. “I’m here,” he said slowly, “for the payment of your debt.” The room might as well have disappeared. I stared at Alessandro, watching the way his expression faltered for the briefest moment before hardening again. “I told you,” He said through gritted teeth, his voice low enough to escape the guests’ notice, “I don’t have it yet.” “Unfortunate,” Luca replied. His tone remained calm, but there was a weight to it, a subtle pressure that demanded submission. Alessandro’s jaw clenched. “I just need more time.” Luca’s eyes shifted to me then... those warm green eyes... and I felt my breath catch. It wasn't the way Alessandro looked at me... like a prize he'd already won. This was different, sharper, as if he were appraising something valuable. “I might be willing to grant you that,” Luca said, his eyes never leaving mine. “But only if you offer me... a suitable alternative.” The silence stretched. “What do you mean?" Luca smiled, though it didn't reach his eyes. "Her. I want her." The word dropped like a stone, heavy and unyielding. It took a moment for the meaning to register, for the weight of it to settle in my chest. He wanted me as payment for Alessandro’s debt.Caterina.I almost jumped out of my skin when someone knocked on the door, startling Maria and I. The knock came like a gunshot.I had flinched so badly that the coffee in my hand sloshed against the rim. Mafia stiffened beside me on the couch, her brows drawing together as we both stared toward the door.Another knock came. Much more firmer this time, and less patient.Who the heck could that be?I set the mug down, my heart pounding so hard for reasons I couldn't name yet. Maria stood up before me, crossing the room in quick, soundless steps. She cracked the door open, peeking through it with the wariness of someone who wanted to get this over with as fast as possible.Then she opened it fully.It was him.Luca.Dressed in a dark suit. Hair still slightly damp from the shower, and with no expression on his face except that usual mask of command and control. His eyes flicked from Maria to me, resting there just long enough to make my throat tighten. “You should get ready,” he said.
CaterinaThe first thing I noticed was the way the light slipped into the room.Golden, soft, and far too gentle for how loud my thoughts were. Fuck.Where was I?I blinked against the light, squinting a bit as I tried to make sense of where I was... and then I remembered. Oh.Between the hours of three and four am, I had found myself in Luca's room. And right now. I was in his bed.My breath caught in my throat as I turned my head slowly, trying to get a bit of my bearing, and there he was.Still asleep.Still here.He lay on his side, half tangled in the sheets, with one arm curled over his middle. His dark hair was damp against his forehead, and his jaw looked softer in the stillness of sleep, since he wasn't scowling and frowning and all of that. It was like the ghosts of the night had stepped away from him for now, and left just the body beneath all the war.Fuck, fuck, fuck.I truly hadn't planned to fall asleep beside him. I hadn't even planned to stay as long as I did. But t
CaterinaSleep would not come.For the last two hours, and yes, I counted and checked the time to be accurate, I stared at the ceiling of the bedroom that had been previously allocated to me... the one Maria had all but forced me into after our little chat... and I waited for the moment exhaustion would knock me out.It never did.My limbs ached, my head buzzed, and my eyes were burning, yet I couldn't slip away from the spiralling thoughts that churned inside me.Every single time I closed my eyes, all I could see was Kevin's blood as his head hit the wheel. All I heard was the crunch of the gravel beneath my knees as I hit the ground. All I felt was the chill of Luca's grip around my wrist when he said he wouldn't let anything happen to me.Perhaps it was time for me to see some sort of therapist. Someone who would understand what was happening to me, and help me out.Friends were good and all, but a professional would do me some good.And Luca... didn't he understand that something
CaterinaThe door clicked shut behind him.He was gone.And there I was for quite some time. Standing there, with my back pressed against the cool wood, and my arms folded tightly across my chest as if they cold hold together the fracturing I felt inside of me.I had doubts anything could hold it. I was that damaged.When the silence pressed in even stronger, I had no choice but to allow my knees give out.I was too tired for anything else.There I was, Caterina De Luca, sliding to the floor as slowly as I could, one inch at a time, my breath catching in my throat and staying there. The shaking started the moment my body hit the cold marble.Violent and relentless.My arms were wrapped around my knees as I curled in on myself, the dim light from the chandelier above casting some sort of pale glow on me.It made the tiny tear drops that fell on my thighs shimmer.This time, I didn't cry as loud as I thought.There were no sobs or screams for Luca to come back here, or even to tale me o
LucaThe scent of iron and blood still clung to my hands.Despite the fact that I had washed them. Scrubbed them, even. Every single inch of skin like it was the last thing I would ever do. But the metallic tang lingered like some sort of reminder... as if the pain had soaked beneath the skin.My knuckles ached badly from the force of my blows... did I truly have to hit that hard? And it wasn't only that, somewhere deep within the whole composure aspect I was wearing like nothing affected me, my thoughts spinning like a slow, rising storm."I hope the whore goes back to her rightful owner."Those were the words he said. It wasn't hard to deduce who had sent him after that.No one else but Alessandro would call his ex fiancée a whore and think he was the rightful owner of the woman who had full autonomy over herself and her decisions..."Did she? Did she truly?" That nagging part of my brain asked.No.But this wasn't the time to think about it. I was doing all these for her safety."Y
LucaShouldn't have done that.I should not have done that. But the words had been said and when one thought about it, it was for the best.That was what she needed."Luca, come back here."I walked away from the room like a man on fire, but all I could see were Maria’s wide, and pleading eyes, and Caterina’s fury. The echo of her voice telling me she didn't want me.She couldn't not want me.That was unthinkable.None of it mattered. Not right now anyway. Ot when I had blood on my hands, literally, and an enemy inside my walls.I stormed down the hallway, past the marble columns and the dark paneled walls of the estate. There was a kind of silence in this place that wasn't peaceful in any way.Just tense.And so watchful.Almost like the eyes of those who had been here before were watching me storm. Horrible. All horrible people.Raphael stood at the far end of the corridor, speaking quietly into a comm unit. His stand was one of a professional, showing nothing about his recent litt