ASHLEY POVI was sick and tired of sitting my ass in the boredom of a home, Xavier isn't back home yet and that's a two times boredom for me. I picked my car key, zooming out to the street at 14th Avenue which wasn't quite far from home.Taking myself out is a second nature to me, I don't have to bother about how the day is or will be like. When the annoying loneliness shows into picture, all I've just gotta do is to pick my car key, and get the fuck out of my loneliness.I drove to the Spar, stepping out with so much confidence in me. The evening breeze was actually doing justice to me, and I loved the way it sent a cold shiver to my body. I walked in to pick some clothes, not like buying clothes was actually my aim for walking here, but being bored has caused me to do the things I don't wanna do."How much for this?" I asked the cashier."Fifty dollars." She answered."Wow!" I counted fifty dollars from my purse, stretching it to her. "I'll love to make some few pickups."I went to
Xavier's PovAfter Ashley left to her room, we continued with our conversation. "How is Juliana?" I asked."She's fine. She did ask of you.""Never thought she'd remember me."Xender gave me a "you're not being serious" look. "Is that how short minded you presume she is?" He said."Most girls tend to forget people they meet on their first day, and since it isn't the two of us dating, there is every chance for her to forget who I am."Xender chuckled. "She does remember you like any other day.""That's a relief then. I really like her, compared to Eleanor." I said."Yeah, Eleanor is a fuck up. I thought she was the best I can ever have." We exchanged glances, "I had the worst ever.""Let's just hope Juliana isn't the same. She looks nice to me.""Well, that's how Eleanor was in the start until she couldn't keep up with the fake life, she ended up showing her true nature.""It's quite good I'd say, at least she did it for your own good. If she had continued with the pretense, you would
Xender's PovXavier's attention was caught to some thing, so I followed the direction he was looking at only to see Ashley walking down the stairs on an exposed nightgown. It had almost every part of her body exposed, leaving only her chest covered.I could see the color of her panties, and those sexy thighs which felt soft when I grabbed them. She didn't pay much attention to me, she walked to Xavier, sitting on his lap. She kissed his lips like there was no one watching her.I understand her feelings for Xavier, and I can see as it blossoms every single day. "I couldn't sleep.""You should have told me earlier.""I didn't want to disturb your moment with your brother that's why."Xavier smirked. "You can never be disturbing my moments. As long as it's you, I don't care who's with me.""You're flattering me." She blushed."I'm saying the real fact, sweetheart." He kissed her, deeper and passionately. I took my gaze off them, picking up my phone to keep myself busy. "Hold on, I just r
Ashley's PovI can't explain my feelings, but I know I was feeling one thing for sure... Hurt. I honestly didn't mean to push him away from my life this time, but I had no choice. Now, I believe why he had pushed me away at first. It's so much easier to fall in love, but it's not as easy as you think to keep up with the feelings, especially when you've got some one else in your life.As much as I want to be happy, I want the same for him too. He deserves it. He deserves Juliana. And it's not so easy, but I just have to give it up. Some times, sacrifices are meant to be made for our own good. I'm not making this sacrifice just for myself, but for him too.I want him to feel loved and not cheated. Trying to offer two brothers special attention at the same time... Is that really possible? I've been with Xavier for a year plus now, and I'm only meeting him for barely a week. I know Xavier's weakness and strength. I know what he likes and what he hates.I can explain him better than I can
Ashley's PovI tried hiding my face from her as she made her way to the empty seat behind me. I didn't realize she had seen me already until she tapped my back."Hey," she called. "So we do meet again."I rolled my eyes, staring at my best friends who shook their heads also. "I never thought we'd meet again, you know. God bless the moon goddess who brought us together." She was actually finding her disturbance amusing."Excuse me?" I turned to look at her. "Coming here doesn't mean fate has a shit to do with us. You know, I'm beginning to wonder what a bartender running girl would be doing in such a great, well dedicated school like this. Or, could it be that you are here for a different agenda?" she was short of words at my question. As if that wasn't enough, the murmurs from the other students plus the chuckles which almost turned to laughter was quite embarrassing, I'd say. I smirked, scoffing at her face as I adjusted myself on my seat.I couldn't hold back the happiness watchin
Ashley's PovI was feeling so tired that I didn't notice sleeping. I woke up to see the bed empty but myself laying on it alone. Not again, Xavier.Could it be that he hasn't returned yet? Or is he keeping late nights again? He never stays out without informing me that he won't be back home that night. What's the problem tonight?I couldn't sleep again as the urge to sleep was gone. I wanted a chilled glass of milk and biscuit to quench the rumbling sound of hunger in my stomach. I couldn't eat before dozing off, I was damn so tired to think of eating some thing.I was putting on my panties with one of Xavier's t-shirts since I always wear it when I don't feel like putting on my nightgown. I shoved my hair back as I made my way out of the room to the dinning.I flinched when I saw Xavier sitting on the long couch watching TV. I smiled despite how shocked I was. Maybe he didn't want to bother me while sleeping. Awwn... he's such a sweet soul.I walked behind him to give him a kiss on h
Ashley's Pov.Tomorrow, our school's basketball team will be playing against the neighboring school and they've got only today for their training before they go into the final match. I was so excited that I'd be seeing Daniel playing after a long while.I know he'd be expecting to see me for the training. I was less busy so I made efforts to show up no matter what. I didn't want him feeling bad. I didn't show up, we aren't dating doesn't mean we aren't friends. Me and Brenna and Nicole, my crazy friends,we went to the basketball court to watch the game. We sat at the same empty seat which was on the third roll. I don't want Daniel to see me or he gets distracted.Yes,he always gets distracted whenever he sees me. They were still making a few stretches, and they'd talk to themselves. They've got barely two minutes before the game begins.I noticed his eyes searching around the court. I hesitated to wave at him, I felt maybe he was expecting some one else. But when I decided to raise m
Ashley's PovDaniel and I had a long conversation which lasted for about an hour and. I almost forgot Brenna and Nicole had requested to see after to discuss why I had made that statement.As soon as I left Daniel in the boys private room, I headed straight to the library since that's where we always stay every Thursday before dismissal. I was going to bill myself out from their numerous questions, and the only way to do that is to explain it all in detail.It would have been pretty much better if it was Nicole doing the asking, Brenna was more like a detective while asking questions."Can Nicole do the asking instead?" I requested. Brenna stared at Nicole, shrugging her shoulders at her. "Fine with me. Nicole, go ahead, the floor is all yours.""Let's start with, who is your boyfriend?"I glared at her. "Seriously? Do I have to say it for the second time?" "You told us you had a boyfriend, you never told us who he is. That's two different things." She reminded. "So answer the quest