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CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: THE THINGS WE PACK AND THE THINGS WE CAN’T

CASSIAN Pov;

The house changed the moment her decision became real.

Not when she said yes.

Not when the email was sent.

But when boxes appeared.

Cardboard edges stacked along the hallway. An open suitcase on her bed. The quiet inventory of a life preparing to step outside its borders.

I’d thought I understood distance in theory calendars, flights, time zones but the truth of it lived in the small details.

Her books are leaving the
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