"What have you done?"
Fredrick's voice is dripping with distaste but I just look away and shuffle closer to the wall. His question, albeit full of hatred for me, sounds reasonable.
I must have done something.
There's no way someone like Ayden Bravlov would come looking for me.
"I'm sure the girl will have some kind of explanation to give if you just let her do so, Fredrick. Step back and stop acting like you'll rip her head off."
Mr. Barbell looks at me again and he nods. I can barely breathe so I don't understand what that nod means.
My heart is pounding in my chest and my breath is coming out in short spurts. The only thing I can think of is how much trouble I might be in.
Ayden Bravlov is a tall and handsome man. He's starred in as many tv shows as I and my sister's age put together, and any movie he stars in is always a hit. If not for anything, then just because of his face, his golden honey eyes, the dark obsidian color of his hair, and just the aura of beauty he carries around. Urghhh!
If not for anything, then just for looking the way he looks, he would still have a poster of himself in every teenage girl's room.
He makes women run mad with want.
Now that same man is in the Dean's office and is engaged in a discussion about me.
I feel like fainting.
The door comes open and my heart jumps into my mouth. I glance at my reflection and my nervousness reaches new heights.
My face has so many pimples.
"Janette?"
Mr. Barbells' voice pulls me out of my thoughts again and I feel my eyes begin to tear up.
"Hey don't cry okay? I'm sure Mr. Bravlov has his reasons for coming to find you."
My voice comes out as barely a whisper when I reply.
"That's what I'm scared of."
Mr. Barbell regards me for a moment before he walks closer and pats me comfortingly on the shoulder
"If you haven't done anything wrong then you have nothing to fear."
"Unless you have."
Fredrick's voice almost makes me break out into a sob. I haven't!
I haven't done anything wrong so why is all this happening?
"Go in Janette. The Dean is waiting."
The kindness I hear in Mr. Barbell's voice pushes some bravery into me. I haven't done anything wrong so there's no need for me to be scared.
I might not be brave, but I can act brave.
Almost immediately my heart stops pounding and my pulse slows. My shoulders lose their stiffness to them and I get some strength in my knees. I shoot Fredrick a glance and I take a deep breath.
The door is already open and the secretary to the Dean is looking past me. Her eyes are filled with adoration and wonder.
That's the Bravlov effect for you.
The moment I walk through the small corridor and into the Dean's office, honey-gold eyes land on me and my knees weaken again.
Mr. Ayden Bravlov has to be the sexiest man on the planet.
"Janette Argon, please take a seat."
The Dean has always been a nice man, but there's a wariness in his voice now. Like he's also not sure what is happening.
I nod and settle into the seat right next to Mr. Bravlov. The man's side profile would shame every self-proclaimed Adonis on the planet.
Damn.
"Now Janette, I'm sure you've heard of Mr. Ayden before, you're taking a theater major and I've read on your end-of-year report that you excel well in that field. You want to be an actress, yes?"
I AM surprised at all the extra information being piled into his words. I know all those things, and he knows all those things, so if he's saying them out loud, he's either reassuring himself, or he's saying them so someone else can hear. I nod slowly.
"That's right sir. I do have a passion for acting."
The Dean nods his head, a calm smile on his face.
"Mr. Ayden here has something he wants to speak to you about. I'm sure you've heard about the Bravlov foundation?"
I nod because I have. Who hasn't?
"I'll let Mr. Bravlov take over from here then."
Ayden Bravlov turns to face me and the smile on his face is enough to melt my heart twenty times over. He's wearing a black shirt, the top two buttons are undone, and he's staring at me so intently that I can't think of what to do next.
"Walk with me, Janette?"
His voice is so dreamy.
"I..i..it would be my pleasure, sir."
He nods and gets up from his seat. I stand up from mine and give the Dean a polite bow.
The Dean nods back at me and gestures with his head for me to follow the dreamy man.
I try not to get wet again as I walk behind Mr. Bravlov. He walks ahead of me but slows down when we get to the door.
"Can you excuse us for a minute Mrs. Estor?"
The secretary nods and stands up, exiting hurriedly.
Ayden Bravlov walks over to the huge open windows at the end of her wall and he gestures for me to join him. I do and I look out the window.
We stay in silence for a while until he breaks the silence with his voice.
"I heard you reading in class today. It was remarkable."
I blush, knowing fully well he's just trying to ease me into the main part of this conversation.
"Bravlov foundations can give you all you need in terms of support. I know you need the money for a scholarship and I know you need help to kickstart your career. I can give you all of that."
My words slip out without thinking and I'm looking at him fully now, a bit surprised.
"Have you been researching my life, Mr. Ayden?"
The hot man simply chuckles and looks out the window. There's a flash of sadness in his eyes.
"I'll admit I have, and I hope you can figure out why?"
It doesn't take me a moment to come to an assumption.
"You need me for something, don't you?"
He looks at me and nods, and with the way my heart lurches, I know there's no way this will be easy.
Jannete Argon stares at me from the window of the Dean's office and I give her a small nod before raising the windows of the car.She'll do perfectly. Jake, my driver sits in his seat and cocks an eyebrow up at me when the tinted glass is fully up. I nod at him and he reverses the vehicle, maneuvering his way out of the parking lot and navigating through the interlocked pathways of the Academy.It's surprising how many television-worthy things go on in institutions like this.It would make for a killer show.Jake interrupts my thoughts by clearing his throat and I raise my eyes slowly to look at his face through the head lens of the car. He looks nervous."Xavier has been on the line for a while now, sir. I asked him to hold on until your return. I don't know if he's still on the line."A flash of distaste crosses my lips and I close my eyes. My hands find their way to my temple and I massage it gently. "How long has he been on hold?"I hear Jake gulp before he answers. I already kn
"He said what?"Cara is speaking in a whisper over my shoulder and I look at the cups on my tray. She's here as a customer and even though she's supposed to be seated and waiting patiently for me to finish my shift, she refuses to do so and instead follows me around as I work.Greg, the manager, is fond of her so he'll overlook her excesses. He hates me secretly though so my shift is always filled with multiple duties, it's hellish sometimes. "He said he wants to employ me. He's offering to pay off all my debt and put me on scholarship for the rest of the school year, and if I do well, then he's prepared to see me through any higher institution of my choice. He'll even put in a good word for me if I want any roles in any movie of my choice."Cara lets out a gasp. "Whoa."My heart lurches as I say my next words."I haven't accepted yet.""What?"I place the cups of coffee on the table of the customers and give them a smile on the side. The elderly man smiles at me and gives Cara a sm
"You're ready to agree to my terms I take it?" The young girl keeps her eyes on the floor and nods. It's barely been a day since I went to ask her personally for this and yet I was met with a refusal. She asked me to give her some more time to think about it, and I expected that she would want me to come back to her school and ask her again. There's a limit to the things I'll do to get what I want, but I was prepared to go after her twice just to make her agree. Now she's here, of her own volition, standing outside my gate, under the pouring rain, and looking as downcast as a cat. "Do you want to come inside?" She shakes her head and sniffles. "It's three in the morning. There are paparazzi around your house every minute of the day. If we're lucky they're all asleep by now. If we are not..........." She trails off and I hear another sniffle before she clears her throat again. "I don't want to be the center of gossip at school." I can almost taste the despair in her words but
Mr. Ayden's car goes into the gates of Cranduke and I feel my heart pounding in my chest. I'm in his car, sitting with him, on the way to school. I should be excited, and I am, but my heart is also heavy and that's something I can't ignore. Panic rushes through me when I see people suddenly surrounding the car, their mouths moving but no sound being made and cameramen trailing them behind. The realization that they are reporters makes me feel a trickle of awe, but then I remember who I am sitting with and all of that fades away.Of course there would be reporters trailing his car the minute he drives into the school gates. He isn't a nobody like me.He's Ayden Bravlov, and he probably won't lose his childhood crush to a younger sibling.The car stops and Mr. Ayden turns to me. His gaze is neutral and emotionless. I feel a shiver race up my spine when he sets those golden eyes on me."When we get out of this car, I want you to get rid of whatever fear you might carry in you right n
"Miss Argon. I'm sure you know the people present here."I want to scoff at the Dean's words but my voice is stuck in my throat. I know there's little I can say when these two are around, but I want to say a lot of things. Oh, I want to say a lot of horrible things. I let myself get lost in the imagination of that for a while. My parents are here.My fucking parents are here! as well as their favorite daughter.I could tell them all they're all horrible, cuss them out in front of Mr. Ayden and the Dean. Tell everyone listening how I work my ass off just to put my two cents into the upkeep of their sorry asses and how I do not get any thanks for that. I could speak of the verbal abuse, the years of intimidation.I could say all of that, but if there's anything I'm not then it's overwhelmingly foolish. It's funny how the fact that I caught Janette and Drake in the sheets is what has made me decide I've had enough of whatever they're doing to me.This is my first step in reshaping my l
My parents are still and I feel like walking over and just ripping them apart with my bare hands.How dare they.How the fucking hell do they dare do this sort of thing to me! Me!Honey gold eyes catch mine and I see something like surprise flicker past in them. His gaze lingers on me before he takes it off but I can tell I'm playing my part well. It's easy to act angry when you are. The only thing that isn't easy is the bitterness at the back of my throat.The tears prickling the back of my eyes. The need to just break down and start crying. I have endured so much.I have gone through years of abuse, mental and verbal battering. I have gotten slapped if my younger sister reports something she finds displeasing about my conduct. I have gotten hurt because of that bitch.It's almost typical that they seek to hurt me even more the minute I try to flee from that life. The Dean clears his throat and clasps his hands together on the table. "I really do not know what to say about all thi
The moment her parents walk out the door she falls out of character.It's a shame seeing as she was so good at showing this fierce side of herself. Her family troubles are something I am aware of. I investigate whatever I'm making an investment into, no matter how small or large that thing is.She is an investment I am making. I wouldn't invest in anyone whose background would be a problem for me later in the future.The Dean's office is silent now that the noise makers have taken their exit. I like it because it gives me the freedom to think in peace. I know the girl wants to scream at me but it's something she'll have to get used to."M… Mr. Ayden?"I snap my head to the source of the sound and a disconcerted-looking male face meets mine."I'm really embarrassed by all this and I'm sorry you had to witness it. It's quite a shame that Janette has to be embroiled in something like this, if you want to withdraw your offer to her, it's understandable, but before you do I would like to a
I walk to class alone and contemplate the next phase of my life.My heart is still sore but I won't admit it's because of what just happened in the Dean's office. I've never shown anyone my scars, and now I had to show them to a room full of people.I don't know how I'll ever be able to look the Dean in the face again, but maybe it's for the best. I can't let my parents ruin my life even further than they already have.Fuck, they couldn't even give me a day to settle down into all this before swooping in with their issues. It's just too wrong on so many levels."Hey watch where you're walking."I snap out of my thoughts and turn back to see a male holding his left foot and hissing. His brown hair obscures his face and I can't place a handle on his voice. I guess I stepped on him while lost in thought."I'm sorry. Are you hurt?"His eyes snap to meet mine and I gasp. "Do I look fucking okay to you, genius?"I shake my head and avert my eyes. Shit, why did I have to meet him of all peo