"Are you ready for this now?"I nod and Leander settles into his seat for our study session."That's not what we're supposed to read."I look up to see him frowning at me but i roll my eyes instead."I already covered those last night. I'm reading for an audition.""An audition for what? The project is due next month.""And this won't take me a day or two to complete. I'm reading ahead so i can keep up with you. Don't feel worried that i'll slow you down, i can keep up."It's either he's noticed the way my throat seems parched or how my voice sounds raw, but Leander backs off and he doesn't ask me anymore questions.Greg's advice sunk in pretty well and i don't know if i'm capable of carrying it through, but if Cara wants to act the way she's acting now then who am i to stop her. I've seen her three times today and each time she's looked away like the sight of me disgusts her.I want to believe there's something else in the works, but everything seems to be confusing recently and i m
It's the end of the school day before i get the chance to see Cara again, and when i do she's with Atreau. He's grinning, with his hand around her waist and he's pulling her closer like she's some sort of posession. It sickens me to the bone, and what sickens me the more is the fact that Cara doesn't seem bothered by it.They're out of my sights and almost down the hall when i'm accosted by someone else. Someone i've been meaning to go search for myself.Fredrick smiles as he stands in front of me and i smile back because i want his book."I heard you and Cara are having a bit of a tiff?"I shake my head and let my smile go even wider."We're totally okay to be honest. She's just found someone she has to be with and i guess that's why she's keeping her distance. Atreau doesn't like me so much."He regards me for a second longer than i feel he has to and when i see my chance i go in for it."I actually have a question to ask you professor?"Fredrick blinks and raises an eyebrow up.
"That was fast."Greg is looking at me skeptically and i smile back at him. Something wonderful has jus happened to me and i don't know if i want that high to be over yet. I surely like the fact that i'm happy and i guess it's not bad that i'm happy. I should be happy because i got the freaking book!Greg walks off into the kitchen and i open my bag to take out the journal i put in there. My to do list is on the first page and there's the instinctive fear in me that i should not be keeping a journal.I kept some when i was younger and i can say that Jane ruined the experience for me. Always going through my bag and trying to search for it. If she didn't find it she would fly into a tantrum and i would be left to deal with the mess she would make. Our parents would even beat me sometimes because i refused to let her read my entries. I was forced to write more because she wanted to read them, and the only way i could get her to stop was to make the entries boring and dull.Talk about
"What?"I smile at him and try to settle into the most patronizing state i can muster."You know how this place costs a bunch to live in?"He frowns and cocks an eyebrow up at me."I don't remember telling you that.""You didn't have to tell me before i noticed. I'm smart like that."He scoffs and i smile even more."So as i was saying, you know how this place costs a lot to live in, and even though you haven't mentioned it to me before i have still noticed it. It would be unfair of me to leave the brunt of the rent on you alone..."Greg starts laughing before i can even complete what i want to say. The laughter feels like a slap to my face. He stops and lets out a contented sigh before he cocks an eyebrow up at me."Let me guess, you want us to split the rent?"I nod and he chuckles."A hundred thousand."My heart stops beating for a moment and i blink."A hundred thousand what?""A hundred thousand dollars. That's like twenty percent of what i pay to live here, so if you want us to
"So there are mates for each wolf at each level?"Mr Ayden nods and stretches out on his bed."Every Alpha, beta, omega, they all have their fated mate." "And it's compulsory they accept this mate no matter what?"Mr Ayden turns to look at me and i feel his gaze scorching me again. Unlike what i had expected he isn't pushing me off. He's looking at me with warm eyes and a naughty gaze.'"Has anyone ever told you have nice legs Janette?"I blush on cue and he chuckles. I always thought my legs were hairy and grotesque compared to Jane's. I always thought they were horrible compared to that of any lady. I only have a light dusting of hair on them at the moment but even that makes me feel insecure."Thank you Mr Ayden."The man smiles at me and lays back fully on his bed.'"I'm not the one tempting someone else with their legs, so thank you Janette. You're something unique."I want to melt so baddddd."Can we circle back to the werewolf talk now?"I chuckle at his question and nod."Why
I can say for sure that i am not a fan of the omega that had rejected a Bravlov.He was Mr Ayden's brother, how the hell could she reject someone with his genes?"Did your brother look a lot like you Mr Bravlov?"He chuckles.'"Aedion was the shining star in the pack. We did bear some faint resemblance, and he would have fit into the shoes of Alpha better, but when he got rejected he killed himself a few months after. Some said the pain was too much for him and they blamed it all on the omega who rejected him. They had her whipped until she died and that was another tragic death in the pack. ""What do you think happened to your brother Mr Bravlov? You don't sound like you believe it was the omega's fault."He nods from his place on the bed and keeps on staring at the ceiling."What i believe is that Aedion could not handle rejection. Rejection was rare but it happened, we had all been warned of it. You'll have to understand that werewolves are sexual creatures. Amidst the strength a
"When the moon comes out at full glow our power surges...."I listen to the words and feel them escape my mind the next moment. There's little I can do to bring them back and I know I should listen, these are the words of a being from the other world, the memories of her own personal teachings that brought about a rise in the innovative use of gifts by the goddess's gifted.I should listen to what she's saying...... but I can't.Janette and my father let out ripples of passion that make me feel sick.It sickens me that she's being so easily deceived by him, and it sickens me that she's being manipulated by that hypocrite, someone who would kill members of his pack for having carnal relations with another's mated or a human but who bites out of the same acts himself simply because he can and there's no one who can stop him.My room falls into subdued darkness and a gem-like object hovers in the space in front of me, just at the same level with my eyes and glowing with a faint blue colo
I tell her about my life.It's relieving having someone to talk to when you aren't sure of yourself, and right now I feel like that.I've shut down my end of the connection with Janette so what she does with my father is privy to only her and him right now, but I still tell Lycia that it affects me.I tell her it makes me feel anger, and shame, at the fact that she'll never see me the way I had hoped she would one day come to.I always hoped that one of these days, my father would kick me out of the pack and I would seek out Janette.I would tell her I like her and that I want her to be mine. Of course, that would be after we cross over, suffer a defeat in the battle for our kingdom and return to our lives in the human world, but I still expected it. That when we came back my father would banish me from the pack and hand over the mantle to someone else.I wanted Janette to warm up to me more..."But now she's banging your dad isn't she?"I turn on my bed, only feeling the blankets an