CH11 - Kai's POV

I’m a little apprehensive about sitting next to alpha Cedric. He seems a little odd today, though. He seems much quieter than he usually is. I wonder if something is playing on his mind, but I don’t dare ask questions. I don’t want him assuming I’ve gotten weak.

He sits there in silence for a while before finally leaning closer to me. I want to flee, but I have nowhere I can go. As I brace for him to do something strange to me again, he surprises me. Instead of his awkward touches, he leans his head on my lap and closes his eyes.

I can feel my heart racing in my chest. Why does his every movement have my heart beating so swiftly like this? Am I really that afraid of him? Or is this something else?

Whatever happens, I won’t let down my guard. Eventually, he will get bored with merely teasing me. I never want to be forced into anything, but I wonder if I can even defend myself from him? He is stro