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CH60 - Kai's POV
I’m so relieved that Dereck hasn’t betrayed me, and that if I change my mind, then he’ll get me out of here. Though now I’m wondering if this had never happened, would he have continued to plot an escape and drag me out until I admitted the truth?
I suppose I’m glad it happened this way. Now I don’t have to give him any awkward reasons on why I don’t want to hurt Cedric or leave him. Though I still don’t understand why I feel this way at all. Dereck didn’t explain it to me, though I guess if I don’t know the answer, then how can I expect anyone else to understand it?
I make my way downstairs in search of a certain alpha male. It doesn’t take much to locate him as the squeals of girls alert me to his location fairly easily. As I enter the hall, I can see they have started to clean up after last night’s party. However, whatever motivation to clean has since been swept away by the handsome alpha.
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Subduing the Alpha CH61 - Kai's POV
So many sets of eyes peer at me from around the room. It’s enough to make me feel rather subconscious. It’s as though they’re all judging me silently, wondering just what filth has stepped into their lives.I take a deep breath and ignore their looks. If I show any sign of weakness now, they’ll be on me like vultures over a dead animal. Rather than slink away with my tail between my legs, I stand straight and ask firmly, yet still politely, “where has Cedric gone? I needed to talk to him.”The group of omegas looks at one another, then back at me. At first, they whisper and giggle between themselves before pushing one in front of me. She doesn’t seem too impressed with her friends and scoffs at me before finally saying, “he had to go into his study for a meeting. You shouldn’t disturb him.”I roll my eyes and shake my head. “Thanks,” is all I mumble to her before storming off. Who knows what
Subduing the Alpha CH62 - Cedric's POV
Being pinned against the wall by my mate surprised me at first. I never thought he would ever get the best of me. Yet he manoeuvred out of my reach at just the right moment to turn the tables. Though this would be for all of a second, had I decided not to enjoy the moment.I’ll admit, this is more amusing than I thought it might be. He looks so serious about being more in command of things, and I’m not completely against that if it means he is finally being honest about what he wants from me.Still, I think I can push him a bit more until he can admit the truth, not just to himself, but to me. It often takes a bunch of teasing and probing to make him confess his feelings concerning pretty much anything. This time is likely no different.“So,” I say playfully. “What do you plan to do to me, now that you have me where you want?” I ask, smiling broadly, yet with a hint of charm.Kai’s face flushes a soft pink hue as
Subduing the Alpha CH63 - Kai's POV
As I pass the warriors and scouts returning to the meeting, I ignore their strange looks cast towards me. My mind is far too focused on my own actions and emotions. Not to mention how much I find myself wanting Cedric all to myself. Have I somehow fallen in love with him? I want to reject that notion, but how else could I explain any of this?If I admit that I’ve caught feelings for Cedric, then there really is no going back. I’ll never be able to free myself from him and his clutches because I’ll not be able to deny it anymore.Lowering my gaze and wrapping my hands around my arms, I sigh. This is all such a fine mess that I’ve gotten myself into. If I had never given my body to him, then I could still have argued against these emotions, but now I can’t.Dereck seems to think all of this is actually fine but said he will still do what I want in the end. I’m glad he is supportive, but that doesn’t help me decide what to
Subduing the Alpha CH64 - Kai's POV
The meeting lasts for what seems like hours. It surprised Dereck when I told him what Cedric was planning, but he agreed it would be a good chance to prove himself to Cedric and gain his respect, as well as a better position in the pack.I’m sure he would do well as Cedric’s beta. Perhaps it would even work to get me a better position too, instead of just being Cedric’s ‘omega’. Though I just hope those two both come back alive. It’ll be awkward to lose either of them, and I’m not sure what would happen to me if it passed. Would the pack disband? Would they accept Anita as their leader? What would I do then? Stay and accept a new role in the pack? Ask her if I could leave? There's no way of knowing what I might feel or want to do.The only thing I know right now is that I want Cedric and Dereck to stay with me.The sound of the bedroom door opening alerts me to Cedric’s return. I hesitate at first, but the moment I
Subduing the Alpha CH65 - Kai's POV
With our clothes tossed to the floor, I can’t help but feel a little subconscious about being flush naked under Cedric’s body. We might have had sex the night before, but we are making love for the first time. It’s a strange revelation to me. I was going to be making love to Cedric and not just having sex with him.I took in a deep breath as I felt my body relax against his touch. He was as gentle as always, but this time, it felt different. This was sweeter, and softer and left me breathless each time his lips touched my skin. I could feel my body and heart giving in to each action so smoothly that I thought I might float away at any second.The lower his kisses trailed, the more alive my body felt, and this time, I lavished every moment of it. I didn’t want to hide how this has made me feel. If he could give everything up for me, then I’d give everything up for him. That’s how I felt.Through hooded eyes, I peered down
Subduing the Alpha CH66 - Cedric's POV
Last night gave me a small amount of hope that Kai was finally opening up to the idea of accepting me. He still wasn’t there yet, but I believed I was no one step closer to him figuring out the truth.Perhaps I should have given in and just told him the truth, but I decided to talk to Dereck about it first. He would know Kai’s mind better than I do. Though we haven’t had a moment alone since I woke up.Our last preparations had to be taken care of before we could finally go to war with the Fang-Claw pack. Now that our group was making our way towards the edges of our pack, I knew it wouldn’t be long until we set up camp.Our group was fairly large, but I decided to not take all of our warriors with us. Some had to remain behind in case someone else tried taking this moment to ambush the defenceless. I was sure Kai could rally the remaining pack members if anything like that were to happen, and I made it known to the remaining warriors to
Subduing the Alpha CH 67 - Kai's POV
I can’t stop thinking about my place in Cedric’s pack and what all of this means for me now. If I accept his mark, then I’ll never find my destined mate, and he will end up giving up on Anita, but will she give up on him? Can I really be so selfish and claim him all to myself?I said I wanted that, and he agreed, but now I’m second-guessing myself. I sigh as I wander around the packhouse. Nothing is set in stone yet, and that gives me time to mull over his offer in honesty. I want him, but at the same time, I’m afraid of claiming him.And what if this isn’t mutual? What if he claims and marks me, but won’t let me mark him? He mentioned nothing about that, so how am I supposed to take that?With Dereck gone with him, I can’t even talk to anyone about this. Can I truly live my life here? What if I accept and then my mate shows up? I won’t know it is them, but they’ll still know it is me, right? That&rsquo
Subduing the Alpha CH68 - Kai's POV
I knew I couldn’t leave without at least letting Dereck know I had gone, and that he should stay here with Cedric to help look after the whole pack. I couldn’t leave the note in Cedric’s bedroom, so I put it in what once was mine. I avoided giving a location of where I was going to go, as I only had one place in mind before I decided to leave these lands behind me. My heart ached, and part of me wanted to change my mind, rip the paper up and forget this entire plan. However, I knew I couldn’t remain here and let Cedric make such a terrible choice by giving up his destined mate. I’d be fine on my own. I could just become a rogue and live on my own somewhere, far away from everyone else. There have been others before me that have turned rogue, so how hard could it be? With a deep breath in, the only task I had left now, after packing and getting everything sorted out with that note, was to escape. I didn’t have any information on the outside of the packhouse, o
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